SMILE BEHIND THE SORROW
REGRET IS USELESS
Have you ever known what it's like to forget the name of someone who sticks in your heart?
Move on is not the right word to forget everything. Don't forget the beautiful story and bury it deeply.
Take a lesson that you have unknowingly taught how to forget without hating.
Sure it was all hard to run but, there was a glimmer of bright light that would erase slowly. Just trust and walk on a long road.
Love is blind but love does not blind the heart or the eyes. If anyone says it's bullite. Try, understand and meditate love is not wrong.
It's just, we all never know how to understand the mistakes we make. Never blame love if you don't know its true meaning.
Getok myself😂😂🤣🤣🤣.
Wildan Aditya Prasetyo by another name Setyo. Wander into the city to cover the bitter sheets. Escape to erase the dark traces.
Successfully become a singer in a large cafe owned by the Devano family. Wildan improved his family's economy and turned himself into a hardworking man.
Living with one parent did not make Wildan a selfish child. Many people who offered Wildan higher education always turned him down.
Unfortunately, if you think about it, Wildan thought to his grandfather. The offer is just a registration not to finance everything.
Wildan always refused politely and carefully. Not a few people who offer Wildan accept it sincerely and understand Wildan.
The flashback
"Either, the poor shall doubt. You should have been lucky Wildan had I offered to go to college. Your father would also agree with my offer. You're stupid to reject my offer" angry Mr. Joko to Wildan.
"Sorry sir again, it's not my intention to reject it. It's just that I don't want to trouble anyone else including you. If I could go to college and get a college degree. I want to do my own business, sir. Thank you for making that offer to me. But it would be nice to give it to others. I've been steady to work in the city,"
"It's so stupid to be stupid. Good as not wanting. Brak,"
Flashback Off
Wildan smiled imagining it, was wrong if he wanted to try himself. Stand with both feet that can still work.
Sitting on the edge of his bedroom window Wildan stared at the wind-blown leaves. The house that was almost collapsed has now been replaced with a solid wall.
But it's a pity he hasn't seen his nice home Wildan's father is gone for good. His parents' house was deliberately not rented.
Times are getting more advanced and the vast rice fields have changed the sturdy building. Near Wildan's house stood a very large house. The house of Joko who used to offer lectures.
The sound of music playing melodious in Wildan's room. Accompany Wildan in his shoes.
He had a guitar hanging from the wall of his room. Get ready to pluck the colorful painted guitar strings.
...You are my breath...
...Who guards in my life...
...You taught me to be the best...
...You never get tired...
...As a support in my life...
...You gave me all the most beautiful...
...I just called you dad...
...When I lost my direction...
...I just remember you, Dad...
...If I were far away from you...
The song that Wildan always sang when he was feeling longing for his parents. Especially the father who had been with him.
The hero who had patiently guided him to become a tough and not weak man. Always supporting whatever he wants. DAD's song sung by a famous band that now only the vocalist left.
His finger tips on each pull of his guitar strings Wildan sings while closing his eyes. Holding something that will slide when the eye is opened.
Tucked away the message the father delivered before closing his eyes forever. Keep moving forward and keep working. Back tired shoulders on a sturdy pole.
"Here it is, here it is to you," said Tio.
"What's wrong?" ask Wildan to stand up and move on the floor.
Sit down cross-legged and play his guitar again. Tio followed Wildan and sat down cross-legged as well. The guitar sound Wildan picked was so sweet. Tio enjoyed it by closing both eyes.
"Wil, weld teri dong!" tio said that made Wildan stop and look at him with fused eyebrows.
"I don't cook Tio. Buy it at Eko's!" answer Wildan.
"Well, my mom can't make it, '" Tio said.
"Why are you telling me to make a dodol anchovy" Wildan replied.
"The dodol is you. This is how it goes in people's countries. Already pretentious with his own music, Here's the guitar," Tio snatched away the cool guitar Wildan held in annoyance.
Jreng, Jrng, Jr.
"Barecroppers are stumped, zinc tresnani disaot uwong-,"
"Bugh.here's my guitar!" capture Wildan. Tio who was busy plucking the guitar strings scratched a little fingertip.
"Ah, Wil, kowe tego tego neng me. Loro Wil, oh Allah forgive my friend Wildan. Give your guidance to him-,"
Wildan raised his guitar and was about to be smacked into Tio's head. Sighly and afraid to avoid by covering his head with his arms.
"What the hell Wil, the singing guy even wants to be hit," said Tio again sitting near his friend a little away exactly.
"What are you, sing. Make your own lyrics?"
Wildan hang has not listened to the song that Tio is singing accusing Tio of changing the lyrics of the song. Tio shook his head to see his friend who said the cafe artist did not memorize all the songs.
"Dengerin, open your ears wide. Hem, open your ears!"
...Teri glass bundled with godong...
...Sing tak tresnani disaot...
...Where's your promise, where's your oath...
...What you said first...
...Tresnaku...
...Turns out koe Tego fucked me up...
...Cepet tresnomu...
...Moro moro koe kok uwis...
...Opo is my fault my opo...
...Koe tego, tego betrayed me...
Wildan listened to him silently. Trying to understand the meaning in the lyrics of the song. His face was hot as in the skewer of the song he heard.
"Why is your face, Wil?" tio asked mockingly.
"What the hell, close the music. What the hell is that song?"
"Alah, just say shunned. Ha haa haa. Salah himself went to Mars. It hurts not, it must hurt. Haa haa haa rasain,"
"Tio, matiin not the music!"
"As far as I dong, my cell phones. Wek, haa haa haa,"
Wildan stood up and wanted to hit Tio. Seeing his best friend standing towards him Tio immediately got up and ran. The two of them went around the bed, exited the bedroom door and went back into the camp.
Just like Tom and Jerry fighting over salted fish. With a shout calling out the name of Tio Wildan continued to chase after him.
