SMILE BEHIND THE SORROW

SMILE BEHIND THE SORROW
LEAVE HIM FOR ME (IRENE)



Irene walked backwards to avoid Vey. Fortunately Vey's room which was now in a slightly large remodel. Dodged into the corner of the room and curled up hugging his knees.


'Pardon me, Ren?' inner Vey felt sad to see Irene like that.


Not wanting to be lured in by Irene's words. Vey, slump and sit on the floor. Folded both of his legs to his deck as well. Both pervaded and looked back again.


It would be nice if he was called a bad friend, Vey thought. The feeling of guilt entered Vey's soul back with a devastating pain.


For a very long time Vey had not remembered all the events and feelings he had ever felt. Wildan, the one name Vey tried to get rid of. Successfully mentioned by Irene very clearly and loudly.


The first man who was able to make himself try to rise from the slump. In this room again spilled was all the pain that had been buried deep.


The crying of the two also rubbed each other. Irene curled up in the corner of the room smothering her face deeply. No one knew the two were crying with the same sadness.


Not wanting to be like this, Vey changed his position by lowering both legs. Facing fully to Irene who hid her face.


"Irene, maybe my apology is not being able to bring everything back. My apologies will no longer play back those happy memories. But, I sincerely released Wildan for you. You should be aware of your own words. You said I was a bad friend. You're not mistaken saying that. I'm the worst friend you've ever known. I am a person who wants to be noticed. Use my illness to get Wildan and Tyo's attention. Yes, it was me and, it was me that they noticed not you. You know, Irene," Vey said without thinking about Irene's condition.


Angry or upset it might just be a waste of Vey's time. That anger was what Vey was throwing at Irene at this moment. Vey's cry was getting louder and probably everyone outside heard it.


The door of the room is not closed. Makes Vey's voice come out. A few feet step into Vey and Irene's hearing.


"Ren, do you know? The extent to which I tried to close and bury everything myself. Before you speak, you should look back at yourself. Maybe all this is karma for you. Karma for you who have played with Wildan's feelings and love just for you. Just for you, Ren. Do you remember, when you hugged and came back to Reza. I'll remind you of that time where Wildan was trying hard and hard to see the people he trusted. He believed he had accepted his love sincerely. But, it turned out to be just being played. You deserve all this, Irene," cried Vey, who was unable to endure the grief she had been harboring for so long.


Papa, mother, mother Asri, Fatih and Devano heard clearly what Vey said. They do not want to break up or prevent. Although, mother was afraid that Vey would return depressed again.


"Mother," call Mbak Asri holding his arms.


"Don't mbak, let Vey blow it all away," stop you.


Devano doesn't understand what's going on. Silently Devano continued to pay attention and was only able to silence. Looking at the situation now possible, there was something spoken from either of the two.


"You only think about your happiness. You give up your friendship just because of the love you pursue. Friends will choose their best friend no matter what. Even though there is love between you. You're the bad friend they have," Vey said, making Irene look at him.


"What's? Is it true that you're not the best friend they've had in their entire lives?" vey asked Irene. Irene, whose mood was not okay, stood up and approached Vey, who was still sitting with the remains of her tears.


Plaque!


Mbak Asri silenced his mouth and both his eyes glared. Papa Candra wanted to approach her daughter directly prevented Fatih. So did Devano who was about to step in.


"Pa, Dev I know Vey can handle it. You take it easy" said Devano, preventing his father-in-law and future sister-in-law from entering.


Vey's head was sideways with hair covering his face. Irene's slap was very loud and deafening. This time, Vey felt a slap in her cheek.


Vey tried to stand with his other hand holding the hot cheek. Staring at Irene with a smile that was definitely mocking her thought Irene.


"I didn't say anything wrong, did I, Ren? Before you accuse me you should have glazed over!" jeered Vey clearly in front of irene.


Irene's hands were clenched firmly. Sick, that's what Vey felt however, Vey managed to make Irene's emotions come out.


"Good, get everything out Ren. Take it out and throw it at me!" inner Vey smiled happily though, having to give up her cheek drawn.


"Leave him for me!"


Vey's eyes opened wide with Irene's words.


"Leave who you mean?" ask Vey. Just now Vey was satisfied because it had provoked Irene's anger.


A moment later he was shocked by Irene's words.


"Irene, who should I leave behind?" asked Vey in a softened voice. Covering Vey's surprise with his smile.


Looking at each other and looking into each other's eyes. Vey saw clearly the fragility and the wound in Irene's eyes.


"Ire-is?"


"Devano, leave him to me!" pinta Irene pointed towards the surprised Devano as well.


"What do you mean?" asked Vey in a cold tone.


"I want you to let Devano go for me. Like you gave up Wildan for me first," Irene pinta so vividly.


NOTE: THE LOVE CANNOT BE CLEARLY DRAWN. IT CAN'T BE HELD EITHER.