SMILE BEHIND THE SORROW
I'M SINCERE
🎶🎶📱📱
By God
It's really heavy I've been through
Without you, with you
It's hard 'me refuse
To not remember anymore
All the memories we went through
Joint
And I'm here heartbroken
Can't accept your departure
And all these realities
But I can't
Life is like this continue
'And I'm living without you
By God
It really means a lot
Remembering you, all about you
It's hard 'me refuse
To not remember anymore
All the memories we went through
Joint
And I'm here heartbroken
Can't accept your departure
And all these realities
But I can't
Life is like this continue
'And I'm living without you
And I'm here heartbroken
Can't accept your departure
And all these realities
I'm here heartbroken
Can't accept your departure
And all these realities
But I can't
Life is like this continue
'I decided
Thou ...
By God
Listening to music in the afternoon makes me calmer. I close my eyes to get more into each verse. The song I listened seemed to know what I was feeling all along.
Told me to recant all those memories, bowed for a while to explore my race. It's hard but I have to try, not forever I'm like this. I must be sincere, I must rise from my downfall all this time.
"Blessed are you up there, I'll let you go and come if I miss you." I smiled blue sky.
As the sky began to show its dark side, I went inside to clean my body. After that, help prepare dinner. I unceasingly carved a smile to make Mother and Ms. Asri amazed to see me.
"Finally, my son can smile again. So those who see it follow happy" said Mother.
"Yes, nih bun so adem kan see" continued mbg Asri
"Hehe,,, today Vey is very fond of Bun, mbg. Seneng. . . so it feels, either because Vey has been sincere or because Vey has been relieved" I hug Mother and kiss Mother's cheeks.
"What a pity, there must be something well today" Let go of my arms and caught my face. With a smile I nodded my head slowly.
"Wait for Papa to come home, Bun, I'll tell you a story." Take the fried banana and then saunter away towards the living room.
My intention to help Mother and Ms. Asri was not so I did. The mood of my heart now began to rejoice first, I turned on the big screen in front of me. I pushed the remote button I was holding to find an event I liked.
After a long wait, I finally found my favorite show. Korean drama that is currently again a hit and is again loved by oppa handsome lovers. I turned my gaze out this big.
Mommy and Mbg Asri already sat next to me with my favorite fried banana. Moved, when the scene touched, there were already many tissues scattered on the floor. When it comes to my favorite show, no one can bother me.
Even though it was Mother, I took one banana without moving my gaze on that big screen. One, two fried bananas have entered my mouth. I am engrossed in my world, no matter who is next to me.
"Vey, fun actually watching it until gk nyadar fried banana stay one. Sisain for others son" said Mother geleng geleng saw my behavior.
I don't mind the Mother who is beside me, I'm still focused on my favorite main character. Prance to prance when the romantic scene has begun. Sometimes crying, sometimes flowering flowers when scene after scene pops up.
Deb,, Mbg Asri turned off the big screen when there was a kiss scene between a male artist kissing his idol. I can't take it, I finally turned it back on. But, I've been hunting ads.
"Huahh,,,,😭😭 mbg Asri ih, right so do not know me?" I cone my lips make mbg Asri and Mommy laugh to see me sulking.
"Ihh,,, why even laugh the same Mother mbg Asri. Ih,, really nyebelin I say the same Papa let you know the taste" I turned my face and shortened.
I stood up to sit on the floor of the house, but I had not yet stepped. Mbg Asri held my wrist, sat my body back on the soft sofa I was sitting on. Mbg Asri and Mommy embrace me from the side, I return their arms.
Without us knowing, behind Papa is seeing this warmth. He looks at us and hugs us from behind. Me, Mommy and Mbg Asri were surprised because there were people hugging from behind. That big, burly hand embraced my tiny body, Mother and Mother Asri with great affection. I am deeply moved, in my heart always grateful to have been born in this world. Having both parents who really love me also mbg Asri.
After a long time we hugged, Papa stretched and walked around the long sofa that I, Mommy and Asri sat on. Papa sat right in front of me Mother stood to go to the kitchen to fetch water for her king.
"Pa, when did Papa come I didn't hear Papa's shoes." I stood up to Papa. Spoiled wriggling in his arms. Comfortable and quiet as I hugged her.
Mbg Asri who saw me spoiled also smiled.
"Here mbg, hug Papa too. Cook just look at it" Lambaian hand Papa call mbg Asri.
"Papa loves you all so much" Papa's embrace grew tighter as I felt. I know, even though Asri is not my parents' second child. But they love me as much as they love me.
"Thank you Pa, thank you for thinking of me as a child. And get into this part of the family. I am so grateful to have met this family. Again, thank you" said Asri who had thought of her tears.
I raised my hand to wipe away the tears. I held Asri's hand and smiled sincerely at her. I am also very grateful to have a foster sister who loves me as much as her siblings.
"Oh well Pa I want a story but wait for Mother yah" I switched the conversation that I think will spend a lot of tissue. I saw that Asri was not crying anymore and smiled again.
NOTES: THERE WILL NEVER BE A MORE PERFECT HAPPINESS THAN WHEN WE ARE WITH FAMILY.
Maybe there is a bossy well read this spare change😊😊😊😊😊
Hah,, I'm not really a good writer, I'm actually just a reader who wants to express what I feel.
So😊 if there is still Typo or not connect with the previous episode sorry well. Yesterday I wanted Up but mager arrived to attack me😊😊😂😂.
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