SMILE BEHIND THE SORROW

SOMETHING THAT IS NOT EASILY LOST IS LOVE

They all came together as one. Not planned and not planned. But, like a group of ants that came suddenly. Irene had already changed clothes lent by female employees at the warkop.

I swear by anything Vey never expected to see the intimacy of his two best friends. Althoughoun was clear his heart was already filled with Devano's love.

But, Vey never knew that there was still a place that was still empty. Vey, I don't mean to tell that place. It's just a feeling that shouldn't exist. Now a little reappears.

Wicked, maybe that's the word his friend would say if he knew. The almost lost and lost feeling is now trying to approach the empty place. Vey, decided to go to the restroom and say goodbye to Devano and the others.

"Dev, I'm back for a second, yeah," said Vey immediately stood up and walked away.

In the middle of the road to Vey's bathroom was blocked by Wildan. Busy with his cell phone Vey does not notice the road is deliberately closed by Wildan's body.

"Mas, sorry please step aside dong," pinta Vey who was still staring at her phone screen.

Glanced down and up. Exactly clockwise, Vey's eyes were fixed with Wildan's eagle's bead. The eyes that once colored Vey's days and strengthened Vey.

"Wildan," said Vey. His heart stopped beating.

For the first time ever again Vey and Wildan were looking very close like this. His neutral eyes tried to get into the net of the woman who was still written beautifully in his heart.

Without speaking Wildan pulled Vey's hand out from the side. Without them knowing Devano saw Wildan the man and his best friend pull his fiancee to follow him.

Not wanting Tyo and Irene to suspect Devano was trying to stay ordinary. His lips still stare at the smile that is able to hypnotize the women who see it.

Vey's intention to go to the bathroom was reduced because of Wildan. Wanted to refuse but Vey was unable to. Because obviously Vey also wanted to talk to his first friend.

Until recently it was possible that Vey's mouth and half of his heart considered Wildan to be his best friend. But half of his heart wanted something else. It is not the fault of that half to vacate a place for another name.

Because basically the heart can be owned by anyone. However, love is not to be divided and forced.plain may be the feeling that Vey has at this time.

Not wanting to waste time Vey ventured to open the conversation first. Only a pleasant-natured seledar may be able to channel his longing to a friend who has been running away from him and his life.

"How are you, Wil?" it was Vey who felt awkward and scared. Afraid that this meeting will hurt Devano-men who will soon be asking for it.

"Well," replied Wildan briefly and certainly coldly.

"Thank God, then," the broken Vey who was about to leave Wildan's rope unfortunately Wildan's check stopped him.

There was a strange feeling when his wrist was held twice by Wildan. Vey doesn't know and doesn't want to be mistaken. It's just that Vey was trying to fortify his heart for Wildan. Although Vey knew it was all just a thin fortress.

"Have you ever felt pain when I was heartbroken, Vey?"

"No friend is happy if one of his friends is hurt. I remember very well where I felt isolated, you and the others who helped me to rise. Yeah, I feel it's Wil, and I know what it's like,"

It's true, the first time Vey felt ostracized and shunned. Wildan and Tyo always help him. It was not just the two men who had ever put their hearts on him. Everyone also helped Vey to rise and restore the spirit of Vey's life.

"But that doesn't mean everything is avenged Wil. Sometimes we have to be sincere and willing for the happiness of our loved ones. Therefore I am very sorry for you who just disappeared without knowing your existence all along. Honestly, I'm very disappointed in your departure,"

Vey said with his back to Wildan who was sitting and his hand still did not want to take off Vey's wrist. Meanwhile, in the bamboo booth not far away there was someone who listened to the conversation of the two of them.

"I know Vey. But it wasn't easy for me to do that when I felt, my love was reciprocated, Vey. How happy I was then to forget the taste that once existed for another woman."

The other woman Wildan was referring to was Vey. Where Wildan had once expressed his unrequited heart.

"I can erase my love for him but not for my love for this one. From then until now," Wildan added.

"That means you're not much different from him. Who is loved but not sincerely loved. So long as what you feel means not the love that once made you change. Don't ever play with Wil's feelings,"

"Vey, if he could play with my feelings. Why can't I play with him either" Wildan jolted with himself standing against Vey's back.

Vey was getting jolted at hearing it. No, Wildan's been the man Vey's always been proud of. It is undeniable that Wildan is the man Vey once loved as well. Not a man who likes revenge because his heart is hurt.

Life in the city makes Wildan a figure of a man who is getting harder and changing. Wildan was getting arrogant and unassailable. Not only flat Wildan has also turned into a man who is very easy to hurt.

"Don't feel inferior to the feeling that hurt you Wil. Don't change your true self and make another you. Wil-," his speech was cut off with Wildan's voice calling out his name.

"Vey," Wildan turned Vey's body to face him. But Vey didn't want to see Wildan's face.

"Tell me that you really love her. Say Vey?"

"What do you mean?"

The Netra was looking at each other. There's something Wildan found in Vey's eyeball. His love for her was still clearly stored in front of his eyes.

"Dee, Vey. Don't lie to yourself, too, to your heart. I know it's not easy for you to love another man. Be honest with me" asked Wildan to be honest.

A speck of clear water burst out from its place. The tears that Vey had been holding and storing. Now, get out so smoothly. In front of Wildan until, made the man even more convinced.

If Vey only loves himself, it's not Devano. Vey forcefully wiped away his tears and threw out both of Wildan's hands.

"Love or not, it's none of your business. I've thrown away all the feelings of love I've been covering up. And, right now I, I, I love her so much" Vey denied, turning her face the other way.