SMILE BEHIND THE SORROW

WRONG OR NOT, IT IS DESTINY

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*My owner's life

How weak I am

The weight of your tests

'I give it all to You

God, I just realized

Beautiful healthy delights that

I'm not good at being grateful

Now I hope for your love

Lovely words of love

Flowing miser in my prayer canticle

The pain I feel is the antidote to my sin

The love of my tears

Remember all you gave me

Forgive khilaf and wrong all this time

Yes Divine, Muhasabah my love*

With full of appreciation Vey managed to make all customers amazed. The calm melodious voice of Vey hummed casually. His eyes closed occasionally dwelling on the lyrics of the song that touched his heart.

Meanwhile, Wildan stood far outside the cafe. In front of a large window without glass. Wildan could see and hear the voice of the girl he could never erase.

A drop of water will come out however Vey, immediately erases without anyone knowing it. Put the five fingers on the cheeks posing as if taking pictures.

It's exhausting, it's exhausting to be in a difficult position. There was no happiness written for Vey. A little, yes a little if allowed to feel happiness that will never disappear.

Ducking in at the end of Vey's song quickly wiped back tears that could no longer be contained. Pretending to smile is the most beautiful mask God has created.

Prok, Prok, Prok. . .

Vey smiled broadly as he stood together bowing half his body with the other personnel.

"Thank you, Gio" Vey told the pianist. Gio simply brandished his thumb while then playing his piano back.

With a mood that does not know what it must be like. Vey ran and hit Devano's body. Holding back the cry from earlier was very perverse.

Until, Vey's body was completely attached to his handsome man. The new hobby that Vey often does when docked to his handsome mas.

Drowning in her face and inhaling strongly the scent of her husband's body. Devano felt a drop of water wetting the shirt he was wearing.

For a long time, this married couple became a spectacle of customers who were increasingly crowded. Do not want to make a romantic atmosphere seen for free. Wildan from behind pulls Vey.

Devano clenched his hand tightly. Seeing his wife's hand being pulled by another man. The wife's best friend who is still a gamon. Alias failed to move on from Vey.

The situation heats up when Wildan doesn't stop Vey's voice begging to release the grip on his wrist.

Irene who saw Devano running after Wildan brought Vey. Directly call Tyo with the same running.

"Please put your hand in my wife's hand" cried Devano. Wildan who is not possessed by a demon does not pester. Wildan keeps taking Vey away until the crossroads.

Not until the end of the junction Wildan's shoulder was pulled and a blow violently struck his jawbone.

Bugh!

Wildan fell to the ground with his hands still tightly clutching Vey's hand. Just five seconds, Vey would have overstimulated Wildan's body. At the moment, Tyo did not let go of Wildan's hand.

There Vey hugged Tyo in tears. Vibrating Vey's body in Tyo's arms. His breathing rose and fell along with his still-exciting anger.

From a distance, Devano and Irene ran to the three men. Vey's body was taken in Tyo's arms and hugged him tightly.

"Wrong, it turns out my best friend no longer has a sane brain just because of a feeling. Conscious bastard, he already had another happiness. Relieve him with the others. If you really love him." Angrily Tyo cursed Wildan who was still sitting looking at him angrily.

"Wil, I never thought you would act this determined. Conscious, Wil, sober! Vey already has another man. Vey is legally owned by someone else. And the other guy's our best friend, too, Devano. Wil, how many times have I told you. Find another happiness. Don't stop at the happiness you can never have. Realize, Wil, this behavior of yours is making me sicker. Enough Wil, I told you. Forget about Vey and we try to be together again," pruned Irene who was already crying screaming.

"Haa haa haa, Lick woman. Ren, after you lost your fiancee and now you ask me to get back together again. Loving you again. I'd rather be a depraved man who loves someone else's wife than go back to knitting love with you. Ren, not all feelings can be forced. Do I need to remind you how you. I don't need to go back to you. All I want is Vey and Vey." Widian sternly tried to get up with a sharp look at Vey.

Devano who had been angry since then could not hold everything back. With a single kick Devano's leg has kicked Widian's heart.

Back, Widian fell backwards. There Tyo tried to prevent Devano from committing even more brutal Amoral acts. However, unfortunately the energy of someone who is being possessed by anger is difficult to block.

Widian got up and returned Devano's kick no less hard. Devano and Widian's quarrel made the people who were there also broke up.

Vey yelled calling the two men of different statuses. Wanting to get closer to Vey prevented Irene. Vey, don't want any of this to happen. Vey, never wanted to be in this difficult position. Loving and being loved is not Vey's desire.

The longer things get out of control. Without thinking for a long time Vey ran into the middle of the road. Irene's screams didn't bother Vey. All of these problems came because of her thought Vey.

"Vey, don't be stupid. Dev, Wid, Tyo,"

Irene screamed so loudly that she made the three men who were fighting each other look down the middle of the road.

"Vey," shouted the three men.

Vey, who was already in the middle of the road stretched out his hands. Everyone screamed out Vey's name. However, the one with the name still did not make a crowded sound.

From a distant direction about 10km can be seen the sand truck driving at a fast speed. Devano, Widian, Tyo and Irene are racing to shout names that have made each other's lives bright.

"Yang, get out of the way. Yang, listen to me. I'm sorry, I'm sorry Vey. Step aside Vey, quick," cried Devano.

"Vey, not Vey. Vey, I promise from now on I won't mess with your life. V2y, I promise to step aside from Vey," Widian's voice remained unheard by Vey.

"Vey, you're a very stupid woman. You're the weak woman I once loved. I regret ever helping you rise from all your past. Go Vey, go if it can make everything calm down,"

This time Tyo's voice made Vey look with a face that had been shed by tears. His hands were still stretching like he wanted to fly. Vey gave a fleeting smile to the four people who continued to curse or shout at him.

One, two, three, three,

BOOM!

CIIIT!

BRACKET!

A SECOND, A MINUTE, AN HOUR of that beautiful body bounced very far. Ten meters away the body flew then crashed fiercely.

Irene immediately sat down with tears falling. His body immediately suffocated to see the girl who had been hugging him for a second. Devano, set straight to the place where the last of the wife's body stood.

Widian, and Tyo ran over to Vey's body lying across the street. Everyone was already swarming around that weak body. Either this is a dream or real.

Like a film that aired directly without the producer's mercy. Everything is real, everything is gone in an instant. When the consciousness returned Devano walked over little by little.

Irene who saw Devano fall down the road woke up and ran to help him. His heart was also as broken as seeing Vey's body that already did not know how it looked.

With great effort Irene helped Devano stand up. Both walk the crowd. Widian held Vey's head covered in blood.

Both of his eyes were tightly closed. His mouth did not stop spitting out the red water that kept coming out. Devano cried without a sound his tears shed profusely. Irene was sitting next to Vey's body.

Some people try to calm them down. One person called an ambulance. A middle-aged mother asks Devano to contact her family.

"Please, ma'am" Devano said in a choked voice. His eyes were still staring at his wife's body.

"Vey, wake up Vey. Never leave us all this way. Vey, please open your eyes. I promise Vey, I won't disturb your happiness anymore. I will cover you with him. But please Vey wake up. Listen to me, look at all of us Vey. Vey-,"

"Mother," call Vel without a sound. Both of his eyes tried to open.

Seeing Vey want to open his eyes Devano immediately put away Widian. His head was covered in blood on his lap. Without feeling disgusted or dirty Devano patted gently Vey's cheek.

"Darling, wakeup. Yes, mother will come soon. You are strong, baby. Honey, I beg you to hold on for me. Demi, mom, papa Candra, Ma'am Asri, Cia beat us. Honey, you promised Cia never to buy Barbie dolls. Honey, hold on baby,"

With a trembling voice Devano strengthened the wife. Devano repeatedly pleaded with Vey to open both eyes. A second later, Vey opened his trembling eyes.

Blood from his forehead continued to flow through his left eye. Devano tried to hold the blood away with the shirt removed. His body was half-naked to stop the bleeding.

"Pretty face," Vey's lips moved weakly. Devano smiled and nodded quickly.

"Yes, Honey. You survive well, the ambulance will come soon," said Devano rubbed Vey's cheek a lot of wounds.

The flesh on his face slightly peeled off as a result of being dragged and bounced. Her face is now invisible. Many people regretted the quarrel between the two handsome men.

A fight that puts a girl's life at stake.

"Beautiful, never cry. Later, the handsome was bright," Vey's weak voice increasingly made the person who heard it feel sliced. Irene who had been silent since then now made a sound.

"Vey," called Irene and made Vey look and smile at her.

"Hey, go after your love. Never give up" Vey smiled. Hearing Vey's voice trying to be strong Irene sobbed.

Seeing Irene cry Vey tried to raise her hand to reach Irene's face. With a flutter Devano helped direct the wife's weak hand.

"Ren, why are you crying? Don't ever cry for me, Ren. I don't deserve you to cry like this. Already, I'll be fine. I hope, when I can't anymore-,"

"Vey, don't talk like that. You'll be safe. Ambulance is walking here to help the hospital. Please Vey, don't ever talk like that. You're a strong woman, you're a great woman, you're Vey's best friend. Never leave us all this way. Vey, remember mom, remember papa Candra. You have to be strong Vey," Irene rebutted directly cutting off Vey's speech.

Vey could only smile as his breathing began to feel heavy. His eyes wanted to be closed if Devano's voice did not constantly call out his name.

"Vey, my God, son. Why did you get to be like this, baby. Hold on, son. Mother and father will take you to the hospital," Mother and Papa Candra rushed to carry the weak body of the child slowly.

The arrival of both Vey's parents along with the Ambulance that also arrived. Not waiting for a long time again everything rushed to follow the Ambulance pace.

Devano, mother, and papa Candra are in the Ambulance to accompany Vey. Wildan, Tyo and Irene brought the car that Papa Candra had driven.

The sound of Ambulance sirens could be heard in the air. Devano's hand continued to hold the wife's hand. Devano occasionally kissed the hands mixed with blood.

Arriving at the hospital, the doctor also saw the nurse was ready in front of the entrance. After the ambulance stopped immediately the nurse opened the door and told both parents and Devano to come out first.

After that Vey's cage was immediately lowered. Without waiting any longer pushed the bed on which there is a body lying weak.

Everyone looked so anxious to see Vey's state of being so severe. It was only this first time that Vey experienced an event that everyone would never have expected.

The mother who heard Irene's explanation could only cry out. Wildan felt guilty. Kowtowing before the feet of the woman who had also been considered a mother.

"I'm sorry Wildan, Bun. Wildan should not have done so. It's all Wildan's fault that he can't control this love. If you want to report Wildan. Wildan's ready, Bun,"

"Everything is wrong. It's all fate that my father's son, Wil, faced. Wake up, son, don't be like this" said papa Candra to wake Wildan.

It was Wildan's body that kept shaking. While Devano, continue to stand in front of the door of the room ER. Both of his eyes kept staring inside. Where doctors and nurses are busy taking care of the wife.

Seeing that his best friend Rizal tries to calm his best friend. Devano bowed deeply with a cry that began to break. Rizal who had never seen Devano cry like this. Feel sorry to see it. Both of his eyes were shedding tears but, immediately, he brusquely swept.

"Zal, I can never protect the people I love. I'm not the man in charge of Z. I'm a cowardly man who can only hurt him" Devano cried.

"Van, don't ever say that. Everyone must have a written disaster. We live in this world just following the scenario God wrote. Trust me, your wife will be fine," Rizal said, calming Devano down.

He asked the man to sit in the waiting chair. Alisya, Niken is seen running towards everything. Alisya also Niken immediately hugged Mother Vey with tears. Mother is trying to be strong so that all her children are strong.

"Here, help mommy to pray for Vey. Vey. is trying for you. Don't cry over him like this. Vey is a strong woman, Vey is a strong mother's girl," the mother said calmly with her warm smile.

Intentionally, Asri has not been informed because he does not want to make him excited to go home from outside Java. Because the task of the husband must follow Asri wherever the husband is sent.

Five hours of Vey was handled in the ER room. Just wanted to knock on that glass door. A doctor also assisted the nurse pushing Vey's brangkat out. Everyone approached questioningly.

"Where is my wife going?" ask Devano who has advanced in front.

"Sir, I'm sorry your wife had to have surgery right away. There's a clot in your wife's brain and heart. Sorry, we don't want patients to wait long. Sister, please prepare all the letters!"

Without waiting for a response from the victim's family, the doctor immediately continued his steps towards the operating room. Not a good time to explain everything first.

Everyone's steps follow where brangkar to walk. With thousands of prayers chanted in each heart. Followed Vey's cage until finally parting in a room that read "operating room".

The lights are on sign the operation is about to begin. Everything in front of the operating room tightened the prayer. Repeatedly looked up to see the lights dim.

Wildan, walk backwards from the crowd all in all. Rizal who saw that just kept silent without preventing. This is not the time to get angry and blame each other.

Wildan continued walking out the hospital corridor. Until finally his feet stopped at a holy place that often visited. With gontai Wildan walking towards ablution.

Right in the ablution spot Wildan just stood up without turning on the water faucet. His eyes stared blankly at the ablution until one flour resuscitated his daydream.

"Don't daydream about this place, son. Immediately ablaze and rush inside. I wait!" said a man wearing a sacrifice.

Wildan did what he wanted to do. Seeing Wildan finish his prayers. The man approached Wildan with a warm smile. His lips were hard to return the middle-aged man's smile.

He took the man's hand and kissed him with a prick. Her tears dripped down the almost wrinkled skin. The man just rubbed Wildan's back.

After calm Wildan dared to straighten his head and looked at the man called Mr. Ustad. Just the smile Wildan saw.

"Whatever the case may be, never despair of asking the creator for help. Sincerely, that's the only way to make all the problems light. You know, maybe the problem is heavy. But you must remember how much the help of the Almighty is important" he said

"If you can know. The big problem is what makes you pray while thinking about tears endlessly. You see every time you bow down your cries are heard.But, if you do not want to tell a story you will not force," continued Mr. Ustad.

"In there is a girl who a few years ago managed to win my heart, sir. Until now, I have never been able to get rid of this love. But a disaster came because of me. Because I'm now he's lying weakly in the operating room. I don't deserve to be forgiven Mr. Ustad. I am the most guilty person in all. If I could erase this love, maybe none of this would have happened. She, the woman I once strengthened crashed herself. It's all my fault, Mr. Ustad. If I had listened to his screams. With so much anger I pew hatam with her husband,"

"Astagfirullah," said Mr. Ustad surprised by stroking his chest.

"Son, what's your name?" tanyakanya.

"I'm Wildan, Mr. Ustad," replied Wildan wiping off his tears.

"I don't know what to say. Because you are not wrong to have that feeling. But you are wrong if you keep clean I take people's wives. A husband will obviously be angry if his wife is blatantly loved. Son of Wildan, soul mate, fortune, die already Allah SWT set on all his people. If, like it means that the girl is not the soul mate that God gave you. Never blame yourself. Because we humans never know the disaster is coming. It's all destined for that girl. Pray that he can get through his hard times in there. Come, I'll lead you to pray,"

At ten Wildan was still in the mosque before the hospital with Mr. Ustad.

"Allah, forgive me. Forgive all sins of the servant. O God, here in your house I ask you for help. O God, there is someone in there that You have entrusted to me. There the girl tried to get back to all of us. God, make him come back to us, O God. We could never have imagined if, he was actually facing you. God, give me a chance to fix everything. The wrong servant already loves the wife of his own servant's friend. Pray for the servant, give Vey back to us, Robb.