SMILE BEHIND THE SORROW

I LEFT EVERYTHING HERE

After returning from the beach me and Fatih directly entered their respective rooms. But before that, I went to my parents' room.

Tok Tok Tok, , , , , Tok ,,,,

" Mom, Vey can't go in" I said from the outside.

" Yes son, just open the door unlocked," a reply came from inside. After, given permission I immediately opened the door of Mother's room, there Mother and Papa were sitting relaxed in her room.

I smiled my smile at my parents, a smile that never faded. I kissed my Mother and Papa's cheeks, I put my arms around Mother's neck. Today I am so relieved, the burden that I have been keeping to myself has now gone with my tears.

" What's this, what's really cool like. Where did you come from when Mother knocked your room there is no unit from the inside," asked Mother while stroking my head behind her.

I still hug Mother from the back then I moved to sit beside Papa and my Mother. My dad just looked at me and smiled.

" Emb,,, there's nothing. Vey was on the beach sorry did not say goodbye earlier," I said while taking a snack at the table.

" Mr Asri where Bun is," I asked.

" Your mother is in her room, you see her. Your ma'am if you don't invite him out," tell Mommy. I agreed and went out of Mother's room to go to Madam Asri's room beside my room.

It sounded from outside the voice of Asri and both of my Eyes, asri's room was not closed. Their laughter was heard from outside the room. I entered without greeting or knocking on the door. When I heard their chatter my legs were suddenly heavy to move.

" Ndok, do you like Nak Fahmi," asked Eyang Kakung to Mbak Asri.

I was stunned when Kakung asked how Asri felt, because all this time I often saw Mbak Asri secretly looking at Mas Fahmi first.

" Asri does not know Yang, Asri really likes it or just a sense of admiration. Fahmi's son is very kind, he's like a booster for everyone. Especially Vey, if you pay attention to Fahmi's affection is not just a brother's affection for his sister. I'm afraid I misinterpreted my tribe with him. So, let me know," said Ms. Asri who added to my surprise.

As selfish as I have never thought of the people around me, I am too selfish, I am very insensitive to the feelings of others. I was too happy with my own life. I hope that this time there are no tears, I hope my tears will not come out again.

But I couldn't hold everything back, I immediately ran in and hugged Mbak Asri from behind. Asri's position at that time sat behind me.

" I'm sorry Vey Ma'am, I'm sorry," I broke into tears as I hugged Ma'am Asri.

Ma'am Asri who was surprised by my arrival just pecked, I don't know what was on the mind of Mbak Asri and Eyang. Right now, I'm just as surprised as they are. They were shocked by my sudden arrival and cried hysterically.

It was seen that Eyang Kakung stood up to close the door of the room. Because, from earlier the door of Mbak Asri's room was left open.

" Vey, why are you apologizing, what's wrong with the deck? Your feelings are nothing wrong with me. Deck, we're here to calm you down and relieve fatigue. Here deh follow Mbak yuk," invited Mbak Asri moved his basket.

" Why my Ndok anyway," said the princess while stroking my hair.

" Vey, Vey has heard everything, Why did Asri never tell the same story Vey, why did not Jiga Mbak Asri say the same Mas Fahmi when he was alive. Why Ma'am? Ma'am Asri I think like my brother as well as Mas Fahmi. Although later Mas Fahmi expressed his love for me, I will not accept. Because, my love is just a feeling of affection is nothing more than that," I explained. They all seemed silent to see me, then Ma'am Asri hugged me very tightly. He was crying and only this first Ma'am Asri was crying because of love.

" Amologin Mbak also Dek, Mbak did not dare to say because Mbak was afraid of heartbreak again. Mbak is afraid to fuss about it again, because before Mbak had tried to tell Fahmi and he said his heart was filled by another heart that is you. You remember that time Mbak Asri asked for the acidity of the same Papa Mother. That's because Asri wants to forget everything. At that time, Ms. Asri decided to focus on the same school. You are not wrong Dek, the wrong Mbak because he has fallen in love with people who do not love Mbak," said Mbak Asri stroked next to my cheek.

" Already, do not be sad anymore, yuk down yuk yuk for food. You were from where Ndok kok early in the morning," asked Eyang Putri.

" Vey from the beach and followed by Fatih there. Which, what exactly did Fatih say was all that. Why they don't know each other. We used to play three. Is there a problem with Mas Fahmi's family with Fatih," I replied. I also asked about their families.

" That does not know for sure Ndok, Eyang Kakungmu has a twin lha his grandfather*****they. Furthermore, we do not want to interfere dear, because we already have their own families," explained Princess Eyang.

Hearing the explanation from Eyang I just understood that not all family matters are published or every problem all big families know. Every family has their own privacy.

I don't feel like my vacation is finally over, tomorrow we're back to our respective routines. The feeling of kangen with my friends in the village can no longer be restrained. Wildan, Iren how they are, it's good that they're finally together.

In the afternoon we all choose to eat at a restaurant near the beach. The beach that I and Fatih came to, while enjoying the atmosphere in the afternoon I invited everyone to the wooden bridge earlier.

" Bun, Pa, everything Vey wants to talk to you. Today, in this place, Vey let go of all the sadness, suffering, disappointment and all that Vey had experienced. Thank you all for being loyal near Vey to this day. Where everyone, friends and even close friends of Vey away from Vey. Let Vey cry one last time, allow Vey one last time to shout as loud as he can" said I facing those behind me. I see the eyes and faces of people I love very much.

Mother, Papa, both of my Eyes, Madam Asri and my gaze stopped long at Fatih. Mother, Eyang Putri and Mbak Asri were seen shedding tears while two men in front of me tried to hold back their tears. Only Fatih carved a smile at me. After, long we looked at Finally they simultaneously nodded their heads.

I returned to face the vast expanse of water. Immediately with the setting of the sun I began to shout. No matter who is enjoying the sunset. I closed my eyes for a while and started to breathe deeply.

Hhhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh,,,,,,,,,,,,,

"Goodbye bad memories, goodbye Mas Fahmi, Mother, Aya, goodbye. I leave you all on this beach. I'm letting go of everything here, thanks for teaching me everything. Teach the meaning of beautiful life. Thank kasiiiiihhhhhhhhhhh. I leave everything here in this place. Goodbye," I wiped with a rough slipping of tears. I don't know how many times I've cried over all this.

The relief I now feel, no more sadness, no more tears. I left everything here, I just left it all here. I walked closer to my family, smiling with great relief. We all hugged for a while and then we went back to the restaurant.

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