SMILE BEHIND THE SORROW

SAY SOMETHING 2

I'm still focusing on the books I brought with me. This silence made my mind split, I deliberately saw Wildan who was still looking ahead. I don't know what he was thinking when I introduced a new friend I knew.

I closed the book I was reading and looked ahead. A gust of wind waving my long hair. Shaking swayed according to the direction of the wind that was flying it. Although it was daytime but the sun was not so stinging on my skin. I closed my eyes for a moment to be with you this half-day breeze.

"Huft." The rough breathing I heard from the side made me open my eyes. I saw Wildan being bent with both hands and knees still supporting his body.

"Wil, what's wrong with you? Is there a problem with you." I reprimanded holding Wildan's shoulder. Suddenly Wildan with the same position looked at me.

"Vey, don't you really want to give me a chance to be the one who's always been in your life" Wildan said in despair.

I pulled my palm that was attached to Wildan's shoulder. And, I looked back at the laughter of friends who were still there. I exhaled slowly, Wildan was still waiting for my answer. He still looked at me with a very frustrated face. I'm sure his concentration must have been split between the test and my statement the other day. I bowed my head for a bit and then I saw Wildan.

" Wildan, I know why you say that. Wil, I told you you were the first friend I knew at this school. And you're also a friend who's always there when I feel alone. I'm so grateful to you guys. Because my presence at this school was accepted with open arms. Especially you Wil, you're the first person to make me discover the warmth he once gave me. Exactly the same as what you did to me. You want to accept me when you and other friends already know my pain. If all my friends and best friends were gone, said I was crazy. But, you and the others are willing to embrace and help me to heal. Thank you again, thank you for not seeing my flaws. I don't want to ruin this friendship, Wil, sorry if my answer accidentally gave me false hope. Or by accident I've hung you up." I said looking at Wildan.

Wildan looked at me with a feeling that I believed was crying in silence. The look in his eyes looked very sad but, as much as possible, he did not show it in front of me. "I'm sorry, maybe my words hurt you." My mind still stared at those brown eyes.

I turned my gaze over quickly so that I would not add any guilt to my heart.

"Wil, sorry, sorry I'm really sorry. It's not my max to hurt your heart but I'm sure your heart still belongs to someone else." I dare to face Wildan.

Maybe he was surprised by what I just said. I knew all about you and Iren and I didn't want it to happen again. If I can be honest I like it too but I can't if I have to love someone who still has another name in his heart. Wildan was still looking at me with a face filled with curiosity, why would I know.

Beware Wil, Vey there is a psychic descent lho😂😂😂😂😂

"I know that in friendship between man and woman there can be no feeling. That's perfectly natural Wil. Just like me, as long as I know Mas Fahmi I also like him. But, that liking turned out not really a love for the couple. That feeling was just a casual liking, I was amazed because there was a sense of maturity that he gave me. Who was able to protect and comfort me when I thought all my friends and best friends were not on my side. Maybe that's how you feel about me now, Wil." continued me again.

Wildan had not yet answered that my class bell had rung. At that moment, I wanted to move Wildan to stop me by holding my wrist.

"Later in the afternoon I'll take you to the town square. Do you want." take Wildan.

The smile that was still expanding perfectly now when he heard the town square suddenly disappeared. The atmosphere in the garden had begun to quiet, Wildan's hand was still binding Vey's wrist.

Finally, I also missed my hand, by running as hard as I could towards the classroom that was my testing place. It was fortunate that the supervising teachers had not entered so I could breathe a sigh of relief. When I got to the door, I stopped for a moment to take a deep breath. I put my cherry face back to the bench I was sitting on.

"Vey, wherever you've just come in." said Aldi.

"Ah, I was from the park you saw me with my friend." I looked at Aldi who was behind me.

"Since when have you known Wildan and Tio Vey." curious Aldi.

I just gave him a smile without answering Aldi's questions. The supervising teacher had entered the classroom and started handing out papers filled with small writings. I lost it for a moment and focused on finishing this white paper immediately. I really can't wait to go home and say something to Mommy and Mbg Asri.

For the schedule of this second subject that has been completed first can go forward and put the test problem along with the answer in front and after that can go home. I don't mind the other kids who are still the same as before, I don't want to help them. But for now I really want to quickly finish before the bell goes home. I want to finish first so that I keep working hard.

Half an hour I was able to finish first, before I stood up I first cleared the exam paper with the answer. For then I put my stationery in front of my chest and moved the shirt where the supervising teachers were sitting. Aldi and the others looked at me. I still keep my feet up.

With long strides I immediately headed downstairs to the school. It's quiet, that's how I feel, because no one's come out except me. That sentence is still ringing in my mind, why should the city square why not just anywhere else. It was only the town square that they visited. Seemed the brother of the taxi driver who was nongki-nongki in front of the school. I waved my hand and one of the taxi drivers came up to me.

"Ngojek Neng." friendly bang the motorcycleman.

"Yes dong bang, cook I call brother want to do it again if not want ngojek." I gave my sweet smile to bang ojek that. Before I landed my body on a motorcycle, I heard the cry of my name being called. But I pretend I didn't hear it. I pat the shoulder of the taxi man to launch the bike immediately.

NOTES: NOT TO SHY AWAY BUT RATHER NOT TO WANT TO REPEAT THE PAIN AGAIN.

So the network has improved, I'm looking forward to Up again. Never read this ugly and uninteresting novel. There are many things that may need to be repaired.😊😊😊

I'm not a good NOVEL writer. I hope you like it

LOVE YOU from Wildan😊😊😊😊