SMILE BEHIND THE SORROW

GOODBYE WHITE GREY

The show was resumed by featuring a top band who in the middle had donated the song.

Everyone back to their own place. To listen to the voice of the vocalist.

A lot of what students have memorized with all the lyrics of FLANELLA songs. With a loud voice they imitate the vocalist who sings.

In the middle of the crowd were three people who did not return. That is, Wildan, Irene and Tyo. During a short break, Irene invited Tyo to the back seat they often visit.

There Irene said everything she felt too. Tyo just heard it without giving any advice.

"I don't know, Ren. Will Wildan be able to listen to you again this time. Ren, you should have told me from the beginning that your heart is still for Reza."

Irene was speechless hearing Tyo's words that did not give her any suggestions instead of blaming.

"You're blaming me, Yo! I didn't mean to hurt Tyo either. I guess by accepting Wildan I'll forget Reza. All this time I've been trying to get rid of my feelings for Reza. You and Vey know it's Yo?" irene's desperate tone sounded in Wildan's hearing.

"Yes, but you're still wrong Ren? Cba you said from the beginning and honestly with Wildan. Maybe he can still take it even though Vey and I know. He'll get hurt again but, it's better Ren. Better get hurt up front. Hopefully you'll never feel what Wildan is feeling right now. Me and Vey as best friends know how much Wildan loves you Ren."

Irene bowed sadly hearing everything that Tyo said was all true.

"You know Ren, at that time Wildan expressed his feelings for Vey but was rejected by Vey. Because, Vey knows that her love and heart are not forever for Vey. Except for you. Vey, I've taken me and Wildan as part of his life. Not only Wildan but, I also once expressed my feelings directly to Vey. And Vey's answer is still the same as Wildan used to hear. Vey, already struggling to build confidence in sir Wildan rose again Ren. Vey also returned the smile of Wildan that you had removed. I guess you're really sincere about repaying Wildan's love. But, I just found out that Wildan is your only escape. I'm disappointed Ren is with you."

After saying that Tyo left behind Irene who was sobbing. Wildan who was still hiding behind the stone peeked at Irene who was already sitting on the grass with her bitter tears.

Wildan straightened his body looking at Irene from a distance. Slowly Wildan came out of hiding and walked over to Irene.

"More!" her palm held onto Irene's shoulder which went up and down. Irene who heard Wildan's voice instantly wiped away her tears.

"Wil, since when are you here," Irene replied with a hide of sadness.

"Just arrived" Wildan lied.

"Ow, yes! I want to go back again, yeah."

Irene had not gotten far from calling him Wildan.

"Ren, from the beginning I actually felt it." Irene's body instantly froze on the spot. "Only, I want to test my honesty to what extent you will survive your false love. And, at the right time you show it through a song. Maybe everyone doesn't know what you mean by the song. Ren, as Tyo said just now, if you had spoken earlier maybe I wouldn't have been this sick."

Wildan saw Irene's shoulders twitching up and down. It was certain that Irene was crying again. Slowly, Wildan walked up to Irene and stood right behind her. 

"Although, I was hurt. I will continue to accept it as a lesson so as not to easily express my feelings again. You don't cry over everything. Now, the most important thing is that you can be happy with Reza."

Hearing Wildan's last words, Irene immediately faced back. The issue was already inaudible but, her tears were still flowing profusely. With the back of his palm Wildan wiped off Irene's tears.

Isakan Irene was heard again while hugging Wildan's body tightly. Wildan did not return Irene's embrace which suddenly hit her body. For only Wildan's body was able to withstand Irene's body shock.

"I'm sorry Wil, I'm sorry I wasn't being honest with you. You can hate me, you can stay away from me as long as you want. I'm sorry," said Irene still in her sobs.

"I'll try, Ren," replied Wildan and loosened Irene's embrace.

"Thank you, Wil. I'm sure you can get someone much better than me."

Irene's words were only echoed by Wildan. 

"If you want to go back first. I still want to be here first."

Wildan's words were the last words Irene would hear. After this event Wildan will soon leave the village that has become a silent witness of his romance.

Irene stared at Wildan's long back who kept walking away in front of her. Stand next to a boulder by putting both hands in her pants pocket. The last pose is also the one Irene will see.

The sound of the band FLANELLA was heard. Wildan enjoyed it with both eyes closed. Both of his hands still he went into his black pants pocket.

"I don't think this is in my heart. Maybe, right now I won't get hurt a second time." muttered Wildan with his head bowed deeply.

Exhaling for a while before Wildan finally followed in the footsteps of Irene and Tyo. Walk as leisurely as possible in memory of everything he went through at this school.

These gray white memories will never go away. Even though time tried to remove it. Right at the venue again the name Wildan again called the vocalist. This time Kidnep wants to bring Wildan a duet.

Wildan walked with his hands out of his pocket. Vey, looking at Wildan's face, felt something he was thinking. Tyo and Irene also did not let go of her gaze towards Wildan who had already climbed the small stairs towards the stage.

Crowd cheers were heard again as the school artist dueted with the real artist. A loud applause filled the school field.

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My sepals never end

When you're, unusual

Alone is time

Difficult there is like ever there is a pain

I can't search anymore

And I'm well aware

How great you are, I lost you

When you're far from my heart

You're a real meaning in life

Forgetting you is the hardest thing for me

Because you're etched deep in my heart

I'm tired of reminding you

All this time

Where you don't know where you're going

The fact that there is

I don't want this either

Alone in the quiet

Which never brimmed

When you're far from my heart

You're the real meaning of my life

In my mind. . .

Forgetting you is the hardest thing for me. . .

Because you're etched deep in my heart

Even though I've been tired of calming you down

All this time

Oh-ho-woo

I'm tired of reminding you

All this time

Kidnep the vocalist invited Wildan to sing one more song called HAL THE HARDEST. It may be a coincidence or just a song.

One last theme that grub bands FLANELLA and Wildan sang the last song sung. 

Vey looked at Wildan for the last time. His heart was very sad if it had to leave friends and familiar surroundings. Wildan, Vey's first but pent-up love makes it hard to leave.

Love in silence that Vey deliberately covers as much as possible. If only everything could be replayed. Where that time will be recorded so beautifully.

"Honey," call the Mother who knows very well the residence of her child.

With eyes that have been glazed Vey immediately slid into the body of the Mother. Vey's issue was resistant so as not to break everything sounded.

Wildan who unintentionally saw the moment continued to look towards Vey who was hugging her Mother. Mother covered Vey's face with her palm which she had deliberately placed near Vey's ear.

Mother smiled nodding towards Wildan. Giving nika Vey confidence is fine. Mother doesn't want Wildan to know Vey's crying. Wildan's gaze swept across every sight of him that still looked at everyone in front of him.

"In a moment, I'm leaving my life here. Until then I will never forget it all" Wildan said.

Prook, Prook, Prook. . . 

A very long last pat was heard in Wildan's hearing . Until it breaks its daydream. Along with all the members of FLANELLA Wildan bowed his body as a sign of gratitude.

The show went very well and was most effective. Graduation this school year is so crowded. Although not wearing a kebaya everything is happy enough.

Everyone will live their lives. Vey, will be coming with his mother's brother who is out of town. Tyo also asked his brother from his father to be educated in our big. Wildan, deliberately left his hometown because he wanted to find the cost of his life. Irene plans to remain in her village. He opened a small business to help his parents.

NOTE: WE ARE TAUGHT NOT TO FORGET ALL THE EVENTS THAT HAPPENED. FROM CHILDHOOD WE HAVE BEEN TAUGHT TO ALWAYS REMEMBER. REMEMBERING SOMETHING THAT CAN BE REMEMBERED AND FORGETTING THE MEMORIES THAT WE SHOULD THROW AWAY.

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