SMILE BEHIND THE SORROW

UNTIL THE RIGHT TIME

True love is not the same. There are times when the sincere will be reciprocated with a sense that is deserved. Pain or happiness.

Sincerity is not just from a relationship. There is a lot of sincerity that we can meet in a friendship. Few, and only a few can look truly sincere.

The eyes and heart cannot see how sincerity exists. Circular, or box. No one will ever know. Only a sense and a feeling can judge how sincere a person is.

The heat of the day sun burns all over nature. In a cold place. Someone stood looking at the rows of rice swirling in the wind.

Enjoying the hot sun during the day without a single hanger on his head. For the man the most appropriate place to comfort his heart was the rice field.

In the middle of the rice fields that have yellowed and ready to be milled. Under a shady tree or can be abbreviated as DPR. Wildan stared straight at the half-green and half-yellowed expanse of rice.

The breeze in the rice fields made him feel calm. At a glance, it can make Wildan forget all the burdens he carried.

What Wildan can do. His presence back in his village was not enough to make him happy. Rather, Wildan had to be reminded of a wound and reality.

Where the person she loves will be her best friend's wife. Devano helped him a lot when he first went to the city to work.

Devano also allowed himself to sing in his family's cafe. Will Wildan destroy everything for his love of Vey?.

"Why is time and destiny never on my side?" whispered Wildan to himself.

His hand slapped a few paddy fields in front of him. The rice that knew nothing became the target place of Wildan to vent his feelings.

Willand sacrificed for others. When Wildan realizes his love for Vey is already as high as Mount Arjuna. Feeling no answer from the rice and wind.

Wildan turned around intending to sit under a mango tree that was not so tall but dense in leaves. Tilt his head back. Stupid, if the new Wildan regrets and realizes everything.

Heart and love are not for Irene. Except for Vey the same as storing flavor. Both of his hands were raised and clutching his hair firmly.

The breeze made Wildan feel a little calm. After complaining with regret. After a while there was a sweet sound coming from his pants pocket.

Lazy and too deep contemplation makes Wildan not to mengubris singing that comes from his cellphone. A second later it was no longer heard. Change the vibration that indicates there is an incoming message through the green application.

Equally, Wildan also did not intend to take his phone and look at the incoming messages.

"Do I have to let you go, Vey? Is your love no longer there for me?" wildan's wits shed his tears.

His heart was so sore and sore that Vey joined Devano.

"I'm backing off alon-alon. Jreng, jreng, jreng. . . ,"

Wildan was immediately aghast to his feet and wiped away the remains of his tears. Looking back is already leaning humans who are always annoying.

"Ah, just interrupt us Yo? Why the hell are you here, no bosa what am I alone?" annoyed Wildan clinched Tyo's head however, not getting hit.

"Who are you, why bristles, nanges and mango trees iki? Wes ta Wil, ikhlasno ra mbok getuni. Maybe he's not your soul mate" said Tyo who stood in front of his best friend.

"Difficult, Yo. It's not that easy to forget about Vey and this feeling. You must know how it feels. Have you ever had the same taste of Vey?"

"Lha, what are you talking about why I'm talking about. Jerky, kowe Wil," Tyo inching to sit with his sandals.

Followed by Wildan who sat down with nothing. Tyo continued to play his guitar while closing his eyes. Wildan daydreamed with his legs bent one and the other slouched loose.

"Now is not the time to regret everything. There's no point in us regretting it, Wil. I used to love Vey, too. But, my love is not love but just an empty feeling. Even though Vey rejected me, I did not feel the heartache for so long. So, hearing about Vey getting engaged, I was happy. Finally, Vey, our best friend can find someone who will make her happy,"

"You're right, Vey deserves Devano's plan. Devano is a very nice person as well as his family. But I can't lie to my feelings. I love him so much Tyo and, , , ,"

"But destiny is not on your side, Wil. Come back with Irene. It seems like he really loves you right now. He was sorry too!"

"Look at it,"

An hour later, the sound of songs from the phone is still stored in its place.

I'm trying to survive

In this story

Can't take a moment

You don't go

"Lha, the song's five minutes long," teased Tyo when he heard the song from Wildan's phone.

"Ck, Five minutes bego. Already silent," Wildan murmured to stand up to receive a phone call from someone.

Five steps in the drpan Tyo Wilda stood while looking at the expanse of rice. Without seeing who called him. Wildan immediately pressed the green button and stuck it in his ear.

Stunned, when a person leaves his soulmate to him. There is a sense of happiness because it can be close again to half his heart.

I haven't been able to answer the phone connection it's been disconnected. Turning around and stepping far away left Tyo astonished.

"Woy, Wil where are you? Wait?" yelled Tyo running after Wildan who had gone too far.

The village was not full of homes. Now on every road near the rice fields there are already several houses that stand upright.

Wilfan continued to run towards the house of Vey's residence. There's been a gathering of the Vey family who will deliver Devano. When we got to the front of Vey's fence.

Wildan sees Vey, Devano, mother and the rest of the family at the door. Papa Candra's rented car is waiting in Vey's yard.

Devano who was about to get in the car saw Wildan. Stop and undo his intention to enter.

"Hey, Bro," called Devano waving his hand. The summoned Wildan walked forward to approach Devano.

"Dev, where are you going?" ask Wildan who had been cut off because Devano closed his phone.

Devano smiled and patted Wildan on the shoulder. In front of the Vey Devano family uttered a message that left Vey dumbfounded.

"I have Vey, my fiancee, my love for you, Wil. Please take care of my love!"

Devano said that by staring at the surprised Vey. Devano knew clearly his words made Vey surprised. Everything Devano had thought of.

Why should Wildan, why not Tyo or Irene Vey thought. Mother who understood, stroked Vey's shoulder so as to make Vey turn. A fake smile that was clearly visible on the face of ayu Vey.

Ma'am Asri took off her hand which had been coiled in her husband's hand since. And move places to approach the mother is also her beloved sister.

"Don't think no first, Dek? Maybe, Devano does not want you why-why when left Devano go," said mbak Asri trying to give a positive thought.

Vey simply nodded and kept smiling despite being awkward. His heart wanted to scream to refuse. It's just that Vey didn't want to make his fiancee's departure become restless thinking about it.

Devano turned around and once again approached Vey. It is clear that both of Vey's eyes have irradiated the spring that if blinking will fall.

Devano and Vey look at each other and try to give each other peace. Tidqk, Vey won't be calm and happy. Being away from Devano makes Vey unsure if he will be okay.

His lips were already slightly shaking when Devano's palm rubbed next to his cheek. Vey wanted time to go very slowly in order to stop Devano from leaving.

"Don't be spoiled, don't be whiny, don't miss," Devano said with a faint smile.

"There is no one who does not miss if abandoned by his lover. Asri's mother often misses Fatih. Why can't I miss my fiancee?" Vey doesn't accept when Devano asks her not to miss him.

"Said Dylan to Milea so Vey. I don't want you to get sick from missing your handsome fiancee" teased Devano mentoel Vey's nose tip.

Can't bear not to cry. Vey hugged Devano's burly body. Vey sniffled in tears in Devano's chest. Is Vey holding back his yearning for the next year?

Why Vey was reminded of an event that scared her of losing again. Where this farewell has happened before.

Vey moved his hand. The sobbing cries are getting worse. Ma'am Asri could not help but feel sad when she saw Vey crying.

Fatih approached the wife also trying to give understanding to Vey. Fatih understood Vey's thoughts which made him hold off Devano from leaving.

"Dek, stop. Devano went to take care of everything and Devano won't be long either" Fatih said.

"Yes, honey. You'll come back to pick you up" said papa Candra rubbing her son's back.

"One year is not a short time. Mas Fahmi, don't leave Vey,"

Everyone was stunned to hear the words coming out of Vey's mouth. Devano looked at every eye equally no less jerked.

Seeing that, the mother immediately released Vey's hand which was coiled behind Devano's body. And mother took Vey into her arms.

"Darling, don't remember him anymore, son. You are calm there. Vey, see you baby?" pinta Bunda raised her daughter's wet face.

"Vey, he's the guy you just hugged. The man you were holding was not Fahmi. Except Devano, Devano's your fiancee. Devano mas is your handsome, honey?"

Vey's cry was stopped as the mother explained the mistake that Vey was not aware of. He turned his neck backwards. There Devano smiled widely and nodded.

Vey instantly released his embrace on his body. Removing the tears that were still running down both of her cheeks. Sometimes take a deep breath and throw it away slowly.

After trying to calm down and trying to let go of Devano's departure. Vey nodded and revealed a row of white teeth. Not the pepsoden or ciptaden smile that Vey gave.

Rather, the smile that looked was still heavy however, tried to be sincere.

"I'm sorry, Dev. I didn't mean to change your name. I just-I,"

"Oh, like this, get married. Wong had not been crying like a child," Devano sneered and let out a long sigh of Vey's forehead.

Wildan, someone still standing in the back. Seeing all the events that made him have to endure jealousy also hurt. Not forgotten or forgotten, Wildan deliberately gave a little space for the Vey family.

Especially for Vey who felt no parting in the two. Wildan Hatus realized his position was only a friend. And will continue to be best friends for Vey or Devano.

Remembering someone forgot Devano looked back. Wildan pecked and looked at everything with his trademark face.

"Wil, why did you become a statue there. Here, have you forgotten all of them? Here!"

"Yes to Wildan. Don't you miss us. Son?" ask papa Candra a little scream.

Wildan walked closer. Papa Candra's two hands stretched wide to receive Wildan's body. Wildan happily accepted the embrace of the man who had helped him enough to leave his father alone.

"certainly. Wildan misses you very much. Thank you, sir, for taking care of my father Wildan all this time" Wildan told Papa Candra.

"That's it, whoever you are. We have all considered everyone in this village our family. There's no one else in our family, Wil," she said.

"Father Candra and Mother never change. Your family deserves the nickname of a generous family,"

"No, we're just the middlemen from above and we're just like everyone else. Just ordinary people, just ordinary people who well, like you guys,"

The warmth was still Wildan felt in the Vey family. Wildan felt a little calm though, there was a slight wound possible, bleeding inside.

The driver approached and said. "Sorry, what are we leaving now, Mas?"

"Astaghfirullah, yes sir sorry. We're leaving" Devano replied and made everyone aware.

"Yes, Wil please take care of Vey as long as I'm not here. Vey, I go first, "last Devano kisses Vey's forehead again and Vey replies kissing Devano's back.

Both of them smiled with a long embrace. Devano also said goodbye and hugged his future family.

Wildan Devano opened the car door. Before entering, Devano waved and gave a distant kiss to everyone.

It feels very heavy for Devano to go. However, this has all been the decision and the plan. Devano wants to see that Vey has accepted and loved him.

Devano will hear a request that will send Devano back.

"Until the right time I'll be back for you Vey," muttered Devano looking back and waving his hand.

The black car moves out of Vey's yard. Mother, Papa and the others went inside. Only Vey and Wildan remained, still staring at the rear car until it completely disappeared on the wall of the fence of the house Vey.

"A year, a year I'll wait for him to come back. For a year I had to endure the longing. For a while you give me, Dev" Vey whispered to his heart.

NOTE: NO ONE WANTS A FAREWELL EVEN FOR A MOMENT.