SMILE BEHIND THE SORROW

THANK YOU FOR BRINGING MY SMILE BACK

Two weeks have I left my new village, the feeling of longing for all my friends can no longer be said. Two weeks also I experienced a very, very chaotic feeling in my opinion.

Vacationing with a happy and full of happiness that I almost never felt. But, I don't regret it all the two weeks that I knew it all.

A big secret I never knew that was deliberately kept tight by my family. This was my life lesson all along, where everything stayed away I was given people who loved me so much.

Maybe it's the fruit of my sadness all along, trying to hold on to memories I don't want to let go of. I may have tried that time but it was difficult, because I could never make peace with myself.

Not being able to forgive yourself is more tormented in a breakup, Today everything has been unfolded free, free to return to its owner.

I began to prepare to go home, as well as the others. I checked one by one all my things so that no one was left behind. My heart and my life again, I began to organize everything from the beginning again.

Upon returning from here there will be no more sorrow on my face. I will engrave a smile that is very sweet, so that those who see me later will be excess sugar.

You know what Vey means readers😂😂😂😂,,,,

After I finished checking again, I stared out the window for a moment. I showed my smile to the blue sky. Let the blue sky know that behind my beautiful face is a smile that is so charming.

After being satisfied looking at the sky I stepped out with my backpack. I tuck the headset in both ears, I turn on the music on my phone. While walking out of the room I hummed cheerfully.

I play a song that was once a chart, a song that this ending makes me want to laugh. The song with typical Javanese accent makes me proud to be born in this JAVA country. I'm not choosy in song business, even all the songs I like.

I waited for my family in front of your room, leaning against my wall with Mother's room. I waited while revealing the song I heard as slow as possible.

Refs:

Kartonyono neng ngawi medot your promise

The collapse of my body shakes your angels

Sak kabehane wes

But even blenjungi

Butalo doesn't even duduhi dalane

Metu kono turn left straight wae

Rasah nyawang sepionmu seng marai ati

Increased burden

Naaa naa naa naa ,,, uh ,,,

Hemb hemb ,,,

Unknowingly Fatih and all of them also leaned against the walls of his room facing each of me. I who was busy looking at my phone did not realize the presence of all of them. I still sing and send messages to my friends.

It felt so long I waited for them, my neck also felt very sore looking down from earlier. I lifted up and plastered clear faces that are not foreign.

"Heheheee ,,,,! I grin while scratching the back of my neck.

"Since when you're here. Why so long until Vey tired of standing still," I said annoyed and embarrassed. Maybe right now my face is red like boiled shrimp.

"It was 5 minutes ago," they all said in unison while holding a smile.

"It turns out your voice is melodious as well Vey, why then you did not donate one song for us. Right," said Fatih look at Mother and others like asking for approval.

"Please tell me that you insult my voice" I said walking ahead of those who were laughing at me.

"Say if my voice is ugly, don't pretend to be that kek, "sullied grunt.

I let those who are still seen laugh at me, especially Fatih. He is very annoying very suitable if betrothed to Mbak Asri who is equally annoying.

When I got to the front of the hotel, I got into the rental car. I chose to sit in the back near the window, feeling very comfortable when I got my body. I leaned in with my ears still listening to music. I pay no heed to those who have already occupied their respective places.

The car also began to drive its wheels through the still cool streets. I put my back as comfortable as possible, when it feels comfortable and comfortable I close my eyes. Not yet closed perfectly from the direction beside me Fatih dancing the other headset. I glared at my eyes and was met with a sinless smile from Fatih.

"I also want to follow the song," he said lightly without feeling guilty.

I don't want to return the words, I still feel annoyed because I was laughed at earlier. I let him listen to music on my phone. I rested my head on the back pad, I closed my eyes again.

" Vey, thank you for letting us go. I hope you don't hate us, you're my only daughter. Smile big, baby, we all love you" Mother said in my dream.

"Vey, stay near Fatih. He'll replace me to take care of you. Forgive us for making you suffer all this time. Always pray for your happiness from up here. I return your beautiful smile to you through Fatih" said Mas Fahmi.

" Sweet heart Dad, you have to promise not to be sad anymore. You have to be a strong boy again. Never hate goodbye, dear. Everything is arranged by the creator. Dad put your smile on your face well sweety. Never remove it, because only your smile can calm us all down" Dad said.

I pulled my lips into a crescent moon with both eyes still tightly closed. Intentionally, I did not want to open my eyes, I still felt their presence in my dreams. This time there were no tears I felt, only a smile that I still carved beautifully.

"Vey, Vey, wake up Vey," call Fatih to wake me up.

"Hemb ,,,! Well, what's up Fat. It has come to a stop" I replied innocently staring at those who were looking at me in wonder.

" That's why you sleep with that smile. Persambet well you. Waduh Pak Lek Veyo tambet satan beach deh kayaknya, then he shouted not ask permission first the same demit there," said Fatih then. Those who heard Fatih's words laughed crisply.

I, who did not know the meaning of the laughter, also laughed. I don't know what I'm laughing about. I laughed the loudest of them, seeing me laughing so hard Papa and the others fell silent.

" Keep laughing like this, my child, keep laughing even if you don't know what makes you laugh" said Mother.

"Alhamdulillah, finally you again laugh again deck, Ma'am kangen with this laugh," muttered Mbak Asri.

"Thank You Fahmi, Mom, Dad. Thank you guys for being quiet there," I murmured inwardly.

Krik Kriik Kriik ,,,,,

Silent for a moment, the car still stopped on the edge.

"How, sir, Buk can we continue the journey," said the driver thawing a suddenly silent atmosphere.

All of us who were in the car also laughed together, including the driver who was also laughing. Finally, the trip home this time was accompanied with joy.

The driver who did not know was also joining occasionally gave a guess to everyone.

NB: IF SMILING CAN HEAL WOUNDS, THEN GIVE THE MOST BEAUTIFUL SMILE.

Hah his cries are tired also have to cry every nulis. The author can at least if you see a cry. Forgive well carried away emotions☺☺☺

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