SMILE BEHIND THE SORROW

HANDSOME GUY ASKED FOR A STAMP

I never asked to be pitied.  I am not asking to be loved either. If only I could love and love myself if I could.

But I cannot, without the compassion of other human beings I can do anything to survive. Without their love I would never be able to enjoy life.

Just tell me if I'm too fragile. Remind me too that I often forget everything. Reprove me if I can never repay the love and affection you gave me.

I asked too much, I thirsted for everything. It was me, me and I who tried to rise from the slump. Trying to find a love that is willing to sacrifice.

Will one day find that love. Suddenly the shadow of the handsome face with his sweet smile invaded my brain.

No creature of God is imperfect. I hope next time and another place I meet again.

Satisfied alone I opened the door to my room. The atmosphere of the house looks quiet, not usually like this. My way to the kitchen doesn't even see a bukle. Alisya was also not in her room.

"Kelamaan why so left at home alone deh," said I who chose to sit on the porch of the house.

The night air is actually not good, but inside the house feels creepy itself. I have not forgotten my old habits. Sit back and listen to music.

Comfortable and very quiet when listening to songs outside the home. The night wind was not so strong, only occasionally blowing on my skin.

"Excuse me, ma'am,"

My hearing can't hear anything but the music that keeps sounding. My bad habits with cell phones and headsets. Both of them can never escape me.

The door! The door! The door!

"Huh" my screams stood up. My gaze was stunned with someone who was only a few minutes away in my brain.

'This handsome guy again, ' my mind has been jumping up and down in excitement. My prayer was fulfilled, and my prayer was realized within a few minutes.

"Mr, sorry to interrupt. I came here to ask for a permit to stay with Mr. Rw," he said.

'My good-bye, ' my inner self. Unknowingly my lips curved into a smile.

"Lho, even a smile. But, beautiful is even sweeter when you smile. Ehem, hello ma'am!" her screams instantly awakened me.

"Ehem, ahem. What is it gonna take, mas?" my question was immediately stuttered. 'Know not well him if I daydream, ouch, bego you Ve, ' my inner very shy caught daydreaming.

"Hee hee hee, mbaknya daydream well. So much to think that I did not hear my words," his ridicule that made me salting.

"Eh, don't be kegeeran. What's the matter here?" I intentionally made a jutek.

It's not like I meant it if he only knew I was misbehaving.

"How can you see that I'm like that!. Here I want a signature and stamp from his rw sir. Is rw sir around?" he was clear and repeated the question.

"Oh, sorry no one but me is home? I can only give you a signature stamp sir le already there is only the stamp that has not been," I replied reaching out to ask for his permission.

The man gave a white paper that read his name as well as a stay permit from mr. rt.

'Devano Altara, what a name. I think he's handsome, 'my inner self.

Not waiting for long I directly stick the rw stamp on the paper. Then I returned it to the owner.

"Thank you, ma'am! Oh well, if I may introduce you, my name is Devano Altara." said Devano introduced himself.

"Yes, I read the name" I replied unconsciously. I kept my mouth shut with my eyes slightly glaring.

It was seen that he smiled, removing his narrowed eyes as he pulled the two corners of his lips curved. Many times my eyes were stained with his smile and handsome face.

"Eh," I flinched as her hand waved in front of my face.

"Kok daydreaming again mbak. Why?" ask her.

"Are there actually one more need for me?" abugn.

"Oh, what's wrong?" ask me 

"Not sure whose name?"

The jebur!

My mouth was open to hear her words. It can really make me wrong my inner handsome manners. Realizing my mouth was open I immediately closed it.

"Sorry, what else do I think I need?" my bad words.

God, there are no pantes, women gawking in front of men.

"How, does he want to say his name?" ask her again.

"Yes, my name is Vey. Yes, yes" I replied briefly.

'Oh, dong's spit go. Don't know if I've been shaking dag dig dug like this?' my mind wants to throw him out but baby.

"Hee hee, Vey yes her name. Alright I've recorded the name mbak in my heart eh wrong in my brain," he replied directly out.

I didn't mishear what he said. It was written in his heart, so sweet. It doesn't feel willing to tell him to leave the house, le sir.

"Lho, sir, the kenopo to fat, just standing there smiling? Come on, sir, not-don't be fat,"

The new Bukle came directly hitting me with a lump of moringa vegetables. I who was still daydreaming could not immediately dodge.

"Bukle, bukle kenopo to me was beaten with moringa vegetables," I shouted around the terrace table.

"You're possessed, Ndok? Go, get out of my son's body. Hey, hayo!" said my bulek who kept hitting me.

"Pakle bantin Veyo dong, kok even mated anyway. Uhhh!" my yelling is getting louder.

"Haa haa haa haa haa, bu ne bu ne bu ne pity that boy you are same moringa vegetable. Already, haa haa haa," said the paklek who did not stop laughing.

My body feels sore all because of the bukle sepsis. Red lines are drawn on my white skin. It was completely red all over my body.

"Oh my goodness, I'm sorry Ndok!" the bukle that hugged me.

I returned my embrace with a smile as well. It is not wrong to say I am possessed, because he sees me standing at the door smiling to myself.

"Buk le sama sir le from where? Where is buk le?" ask me who brought buk le and pek le

"Alisya is buk le tell the supermarket. Why are you standing at the door with a smile? It is not good for a virgin to stand in front of the door. Nolak soul mate is his name, next time do not repeat again," nagging buk le who has sat down.

"Yes buk le! That was a new kid asking for a rw stamp. That was almost le sir," I replied

"So do you love me?" ask mr. le.

"Sampon sir le, Vey also said that sir le does not exist?" answer again.

Finally, Alisya who had come home from shopping arrived on time. The three of us immediately processed the food that was complete.

The menu tonight is moringa vegetables, salted fish, tempeh, sambel orek and pete plus warm rice that is still steaming.

Hahahahahah,,,, the boiler noh usapin first😋😋😋😋,,,,,

NOTE: IS FALLING IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT WRONG?.