SMILE BEHIND THE SORROW

MY LOVE IS RECIPROCATED IRENE

I think my relationship with my heart will be fine forever. Wildan, he's my best friend and brother from my childhood, Wildan and Tio are friends even arguably still in the stomach.

While we were walking to the town square Wildan expressed his feelings for me. At that time Tio also knew, but I did not immediately give him an answer. Finally, I gradually dodged Wildan. It's very hard for me to do that, not because I hate it but because I already have someone I've noticed from the beginning.

He's Reza Adi Pratama, from the beginning I went to school I've loved it. I intentionally didn't tell my two best friends. I also want my privacy only I know. From class X I had one class with Wildan dn Tio, until finally when I went up to class XI, when the selection of majors arrived I chose IPA. My school starts in XI or second grade. Wildan and Tio chose their IPS major one class.

Unintentionally the person I like also chose the same major as me. How happy he is to be in class with me. My seat with her seat next to mine. My eyes always noticed his movements. When he was daydreaming he saw me that sweet smile was awakening to my daydream. Melted my heart it felt, already handsome, sweet, friendly, kind too. That adds to my liking.

When I was about to leave the classroom accidentally hit the back of Reza who was walking backwards facing his friends. The brown eyes were really very beautiful with long and pliable eyelashes like false eyelashes, The hand held on my back was very warm and comfortable, not wanting it to feel like all this disappeared. The heat on my face began to feel because of the sight I still could not avoid. A deheman from one of his friends made me and Reza aware, to my surprise I immediately stood up straight and tidied my hair and my uniform. Although not to fall but by pretending a little uniform can eliminate my nervousness.

After that incident Reza started to approach me and we have also started dating. By dating Reza I hope Wildan knows to forget his feelings. Without them knowing I often see from a distance, the feeling of wanting to say hello or gather again is very much expected. But, I don't dare to just be stale, I'm afraid Wildan still has that feeling. You look so bad even that smile I never see again. Guilt haunts me, with my attitude that doesn't give him a very nasty answer. But I'm afraid that if I say I like someone else, I'm afraid of adding to his heartache. Finally, I let him go if the time is right I'll talk.

In the middle of the school year I heard that there were new students who moved from other schools in the city. He's an IPS student I hope with the arrival of the new student everything will change. And it was true that when I headed to the cafeteria from a distance I saw that new student named Vey was busy chatting with Tio and Wildan. As the handsome face melted away, Vey was able to make that smile come back again. With a confident step I tried to approach them, flat, cold and it was obvious that he did not like my arrival. There was real pain but I had to, I said Fio and Vey and I started joining them, I laughed here and there without looking at Wildan. I know that Vey may also be confused by Wildan's sudden change in attitude.

My chest felt really tight, really very painful, if only Wildan also knew what I was feeling. Listen to the sound of the bell sign in ringing quickly I stepped already from earlier I tried to look tough in front of him. I saw Reza in front of the class as if she was waiting for someone. I still keep walking down, not strong if I have to look at the eyes like before. Reza's hand checks stopped me from entering class.

Without hesitation, and with Reza's sword holding my shoulder, he faced my body to face it. Nervousness began to rush again, both of my hands were already grasped. I still did not dare to raise my head, I flicked the tail of my eyes that had caught all my classmates shrouding.

"Ren, maybe it's too soon, but I can't hold it anymore. I want you to be my girlfriend! You want Ren." to the point Reza.

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They were all smiling and some even gave me an answer help through a nod of the head. I looked again at that handsome and sweet face, that smile still carved beautifully on his face. I hope with my answer this will take away the guilt of Wildan. I closed my eyes for a moment and with a nod of my head I accepted. The cheering sound of classmates was so frenzied, from outside the classroom also had many other classmates who saw it.

The heat on my face I can't hide anymore. Fortunately, there are no teachers at the second hour because all the teachers are in a meeting. I'm so happy today, it was really unexpected that Reza would shoot me this way. The news of my relationship was heard by the whole school, every time I walked with Reza all my friends would tease me. Reza is arguably a student who has many fans, but I am very lucky that his fans are not as anarchic as other fans.

Time goes on perfect as well as my relationship. Like stamps, where I'm there is Reza. If, at my favorite school maybe my relationship has been made a romantic couple. Unfortunately, my school people are very far from it. Once I ventured to come to your home, Wildan, it's been a long time I've never played in that house again. It's still the same as it used to be, but I'm sure mom and dad know about my problems with Wildan.

The Father called the new Wildan, waving his hand, telling Wildan. My heart was racing as you called Wildan's name, I saw him politely greet the hands of Father and Mother. After that Father and Mother went inside, giving time to me and Wildan to solve our problems. Perhaps, there is no adult word at all on me. The atmosphere in this house is very cold, I look at his flat face that does not want to look at me.

After, I finished saying goodbye to Father and Mother. Wildan went into his room without waiting for me to say goodbye to him. As angry as he was with me, it was also my fault that I did not immediately give him a decision.

NOTE: FIRST LOVE IS HARD TO FORGET.

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