Sin Favorite

ANGER ISSUES

AUTHOR POV

"Adrian's home, Sin?" Nadine asked one of the servants at home, maybe Adrian had come.

"Here you are, sir is at home. But, just now when I came home...You are in a state of anger," replied Sinta honestly.

Nadine breathed a sigh of relief when she found out that Adrian had reached home. He was worried that something bad had happened to Adrian on the road. Although Adrian is in a bad mood, at least Adrian came home safely.

"Now he's in his room?" ask Nadine again.

"Yes..Sir go upstairs. It looks like it's still in the room. Since arriving at the house until this moment, you have not gone out of there. I haven't checked because I didn't dare to go up,"

"Yes, I went upstairs!" Nadine set her foot on a spiral staircase to get to Adrian.

"Ja-ja-ja-don't..!!! Preferably Madam here," Sinta pulled Nadine's hand until her body slightly staggered back.

"Why did you ban me Sinta?" Nadine was a little unhappy with Sinta's actions that seemed to prevent her from meeting Adrian.

Sinta looked down awkwardly. He was confused as to how to answer his employer's question. What he did was simply to comply with his mandate under his employment contract.

Because when Sinta first officially worked as a waitress in this house, she was often whisked by senior servants including Aunt Magda, who also worked as a waitress in this house, never dare to appear to Adrian when his Master is on a rampage.

According to the confessions of the servants who long worked here, Adrian will act impulsively and do not hesitate to be rude if his calm is disturbed when his PTSD is relapsing.

"He really I don't mean anything. But it would be nice for the Madam to wait here before meeting you. His condition is not good" said Sinta.

"Sin, she's my husband. Whatever the risk I will take on myself, I do not care what will happen when I go up. Obviously, I just want to have a one-on-one conversation with Adrian."

"Mrs sure, I don't guarantee it, Aunt Magda is also out."

"You can't stop me from meeting my own husband dong! Anyway you and the others stay here, wait for my cue. Don't go up before I call!"

"Well, Him.." Sinta.

The couple who became his master was equally stubborn, just worth a match.

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Nadine opened Adrian's room door without knocking first. Adrian's business will be angry or not, it's later. He doesn't care. Most importantly, Nadine wants to rush to meet Adrian.

YUMUU..!!!

The sound of broken glass echoed throughout the room, as a result of Adrian's impulsive act of throwing a vase of flowers.

"Adrian..stop it!" Nadine yells at Adrian to stop his brutal action that ravages the surrounding goods.

YUMUU..!!!

Nadine's request was completely ignored by Adrian. He continues to slam any items that can be seen by the naked eye.

Adrian's opulent black room turned 180 degrees into a broken ship in a few seconds. Nadine was powerless to see the condition of Adrian's room was very messy.

Bed linen and bedcover on the mattress lay irregularly on the floor along with small pieces of glass. Room sofa rolled, mattress moved. Adrian's book collection rack fell, so his books were damaged bent and out of shape.

"GO ON...NADINE...!!!" Adrian raised his voice and yelled at Nadine until she flinched. "Get out of this room.before I do anything that will do you harm!!" Adrian's orders.

"I don't want to go out, I want to be here!" answered Nadine straightforwardly. Before Nadine went to see Adrian, she was ready with all the consequences.

"Arghhhhhh... cghhhhh!!!!" Adrian groaning loudly. She looked so frustrated that she grabbed her own hair.

"Adrian, relax! Hey..look at me, look at me!!" Nadine fully cupped both sides of Adrian's face with a gentle touch of her hand. "Please, just look at me for a while..."

Adrian throws Nadine a rough hand, "Take your hand off me!!"

Nadine shook her head, "Everything will be fine, okay? I'm here.I'm with you!" lirih Nadine with teary eyes.

Adrian turned his face away from Nadine's sight.

Adrian's face looks cold and flat. His jaw hardened, indicating a signal that he was holding back the angry turmoil that had erupted in his chest.

"Aren't you afraid to see me?" adrian's eyes looked at Nadine.

"What should I fear from you?" Nadine paused her speech. "I will not judge you, Adrian. I won't be angry. Everything will be alright," Nadine rubbed the sweaty sweat that poured out on Adrian's wrinkled forehead.

Nadine took Adrian by the hand to sit on the floor, ignoring all the broken glass that was still scattered.

"Breathe in.breathe out.." Nadine asks Adrian to take a deep breath, then exhales slowly.

After breathing for about 5 minutes. The two of them were silent, drowning in a sea of endless silence. No one started the conversation, because both of them were already dissolved in silence.

"Do you want to tell me everything the same as me?" Nadine asked carefully while hugging Adrian and rubbing his back.

"No" answered Adrian briefly.

"I will not force you. I'm willing to wait until you're ready. Enough you know, I will always be there for you..I'm here.."

Adrian was reluctant to respond to Nadine again, who was there.he even tightened his embrace on Nadine. One that Adrian just realized, it turns out that the embrace of his wife can evoke a strange feeling that Adrian can not explain.

Whether it's warmth or comfort, Adrian doesn't understand what it is? He can't even figure it out.

All his life, he did not really know what it meant to be affection or sincere love. No blame, how can he feel if in his life he always gets disappointment and betrayal?

Adrian's life was too long spent fostering a sense of hatred and resentment that was never complete.

"I'm a mess Nadine.I'm a mess.." - Adrian quietly.

DEGH...

Nadine's heart was broken to hear it, let alone see the fragile Adrian scene like this. Adrian, who usually looks superior, firm, strong, and cruel, can turn into a frightened kitten in an instant.

"Why can you think like that?"

"That's the truth, I have an angry issue. I find it hard to control myself when angry," Adrian confessed.

Nadine did not interrupt. He let Adrian take out all the uneg-uneg in his heart.

"I hate him Nadine! He betrayed me, ruined my life. Do I really not deserve to get a moment of calm? I just want to live in peace, with no shadow of the past. And then he came back, and then..." Adrian could not continue his sentence.

"Don't continue the story if you're not strong.."

Adrian takes his arms off Nadine. Now the faces of the two looked at each other intensely. Nadine rubbed Adrian's right cheek gently while tidying up her little hair that was slightly exposed to sweat.

Nadine tilted her head, "Why Adrian? Why look at me like that?"

Without answering Nadine's question, suddenly Adrian immediately grabbed Nadine's teasing red lips.

Cup...

Adrian held the nape of Nadine's head so that their kiss could be closer and deeper. Nadine was happy to reply. He doesn't want to lose this.

Adrian then lifts Nadine's body and carries her into his lap without letting go of their kiss. These two lovebirds continue to taste each other as if there is no tomorrow.

"Are you thinking the same thing as me Nadine..??" adrian asked with his breath stinged on the sidelines of their hot kiss.

Nadine nodded then lowered her head, she already understood where Adrian was going this time.

"Tell me. What do you want?" Adrian raises Nadine's chin so that her eyes look up.

"You...I want all of you...Adrian..."

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