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BOYFRIEND EX

...NADINES...

"How are you Nadine?" ask the man.

"I'm good."

Why should I reply to a question from the man I hate the most in the world! Because of answering him earlier, now he was staring at my eyes intensely. But what can be done, the rice has already become porridge.

The man I just talked to was Sean Malik-Santoso, my ex-lover. He is a businessman whose name is quite famous among business people, CEO of one of the startup companies and sole heir of Santoso Empire.

We dated for 4 years. The relationship that was originally fine, must run aground for a moment for a reason that until now still makes me hurt when remembering it.

What else if not an affair! I often cursed myself because I used to believe it just like that. Tired I gave her love, affection and full attention, but she had an affair with another woman. And it turns out, the swab had a mouth.His affair was the woman who would be betrothed to Sean by his mother.

Sean's mother never agreed that me and her son were dating. She always thought that I was just an ordinary woman who was not at her level.

I was born into a mediocre family, but that doesn't mean he can talk. For me, the important thing is that it is quite and simple. I am proud of my father's achievements and his efforts to work hard to support me and my brother everyday.

Worse, Sean's mother once said that I would only use Sean's wealth. Though I really love Sean sincerely regardless of material.

When it comes to updates or traveling alone, I always forbid Sean from paying me even though he always insisted. Except when we ate together, he always paid. The rest, I always pay with my own money.

The two of us did not break up long ago, only about 4 months ago. And you could say me and Sean broke it up in a bad way. After all, what can be improved if the separation that occurred between us is due to the infidelity factor?

There's no justification for that. Although until this moment it still feels difficult to forget Sean, but my determination to move on is very strong!

If Sean had been honest about his match with another woman from the beginning, or had been honest about saying that he didn't love me anymore, I would have accepted. I will let him go, no matter how much my love. But Sean, he chose the path of cheating and lying to me.

Not that I don't want to fight, but if it's not a match how else? Speaking of effort, I've tried too! 4 Years trying to soften the heart of his family Sean, especially his mother. But all in vain, the blessing of our relationship I never cantongi from his family. Until I finally got tired and gave up....

Seeing the tension between us, Sean took the initiative to open a chat so as not to arise awkwardness, "You want to eat at this restaurant, Nad? Coincidentally, dong, I also want to eat here. We eat yuk together"

"No, I'll eat somewhere else, excuse me!" because of Sean I so undo the intention to eat ramen at this restaurant.

"Nad wait...!!" in a shameless manner Sean held my wrist and pulled me to get close to him.

I felt uneasy and immediately rebelled, "Despite Sean, don't act disrespectful! It's a public place!".

"I'm sorry if it makes you feel uncomfortable, Nad, I didn't mean that. Hmm.mumpung we met here, there is something I want to talk about with you. It's important!" said Sean.

"Unfortunately I don't care, want to be as important as anything.I won't hear it. So I'm leaving now!" I violently released Sean's hand to me.

"I beg Nad, permit me to clarify the actual incident with you. Please don't dodge without giving me a chance!" Sean begged me.

After the two of us broke up, I did not want to meet him at all. I've blocked all access, so he can't reach me.

I'm in a big dilemma right now. If I did agree to his invitation, he would definitely feel great and would have made a defense of his actions to me 4 months ago. But if I refuse, he won't stop bothering me.

"Please Nad, you do know that there's always two sides to a story" this sweet-mouthed Sean started seducing me.

He still owes me a lot of explanation. Maybe with our meeting this time, at least me and Sean can lift a little weight on our shoulders.

"But you have to promise, after we talk.don't you dare disturb my life again! And when we meet somewhere else, just think of us as people who don't know each other" I said sniffly.

"But Nad.."

Not done Sean continued his words, I immediately cut, "Yes or no?"

"You're too long-winded Sean" I said as I left because I was getting caught off guard with Sean.

But quickly, he held my hand, "Okay.I just need you to listen to me this time. Let's get into this resto!" take Sean.

***

"I still love you Nadine."

"Uhuk...uhuk.." I who was drinking guava juice immediately choked to hear Sean's frontal speech.

"Nad's pants drank it," Sean thrust a box of tissue at me.

"What the hell are you talking about Sean! Don't mess around.." I stared at Sean sharply.

"I'm not kidding, Nad! Look me in the eye and you can see that I'm serious. Why am I kidding about this. I still love you!"

"Honestly, I don't know what's on your mind right now! We just met again after 4 months.and suddenly you say still love? Wh-wh-what for? Those words of love from you won't change anything!"

"I don't want that matchmaking Nad, I don't want to marry a girl, I want us to go back like you and me!"

So the name of the woman I was having a kiss with Sean 4 months ago is Girl.

"Sean, it's over. About you and me, we're done. You've been betrothed to your parents with a woman named that girl, she's your mama's choice right? Follow his request" I explained at length to Sean.

"But I can't Nad, I just want you! Did you give up on getting your mother's blessing? We can backstreet Nad..!" Sean hasn't given up.

"When did I ever give up? During the 4 years we were together, I always maintained our love even without the blessing of your mama.I was even willing to bear to accept the never-ending scorn of your family..."

"...you always demanded that I take your heart, but I never saw your own efforts. I fought alone, even though I was tired, I kept trying to survive."

I paused my words for a moment because I didn't feel like tears were falling down my cheeks.

"Until a time.I came to your company, and I saw.I saw you and the woman were both making out, you even did.." I couldn't go on. It hurts a lot to remember those bad memories.

"Nad, it's not like that!" Sean dodged.

"But what I saw was like Sean! I see with my own eyes, you seem to enjoy touching it."

Sean reflexively held my hand, "He forced me Nad, I did not react at that moment. I kept quiet because I was confused as to what to do!"

"Don't lay all the blame on that woman. The affair happened because of two sides. He seduced you, and you wanted to. So it's vice versa!"

"I'm really sorry Nad, I was so stupid.and I didn't know what to do at that time."

(I'm really sorry Nad, I was so stupid .and I didn't know what to do at the time)

"Whatever your defense, I don't need. And please, don't you dare say that I gave up Sean. You're the one who gave up on our relationship."

Sean's eyes glazed over at me. I can see great regret in him, but I won't be lulled by it. When I say the word break up, I won't pull it back. My decision is unanimous!

"As per our previous agreement, you should never bother me again. I'm sorry."

I hurried to leave Sean and put a piece of money on the table to pay for the guava juice I drank earlier. Sean was still yelling at me from behind, but I didn't care. I really couldn't stand it. Seeing her face would only add to my wounds.

Everything's ending.....