
"Fiona's on the balcony over sister.. hasn't come down on her!!" sahut Arga who realized seeing me dyed left right. I replied with a small nod.
Arga said, Fiona was afraid to meet me after our less than pleasant conversation yesterday. It is fitting that he did not dare to come down to welcome me.
It's not Fiona's fault when my anger and emotions are unstable, I have the potential to do things that are out of bounds. No other than not, this is one of the effects of Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder that I experienced.
Have I been healed? No! Until now, I still consult with psychiatrists and special doctors who handle me. Apparently, my bad memories in the past are still haunting and never want to disappear from my dreams every night. I still have to fight for my recovery.
But, in the last two years, my condition has started to improve from before. At least I'm in progress! The proof when Fiona and Papa were discussing about the topic of marriage, I no longer slammed the items that were around.
Anger is yes, but with all my might I chose to leave before the ablaze. An upgrade, because usually the house turns into a ship broke if I'm out of control.
Resisting the anger that has been almost changed certainly has its own after effects for me. All over my body was cold sweat, my head was dizzy, and it felt like it wanted to take out everything in my stomach. Yes.so bad indeed! Just like I feel right now...
I just wiped my mouth with water from the sink after spitting out all my stomach contents. This is the after effect I mean. The effect of my conversation with papa who discussed the matter of marriage in the yard earlier. Or it could be, it's because I didn't see Fiona joining together in the living room and suddenly remembered what she said a few days ago.
Actually it's been from there that I'm holding a turbulent taste in my body. But because of my shrewdness in covering things up, people don't realize it. Mama's the only person who's sensitive. Fortunately, I did not overreact. Like I said before, I'm getting better.
TOKKS...TOKKS...TOKKS
This bathroom door was knocked from the outside, it looked like it was Arga. I was walking quickly away from her when she told me where Fiona was.
"Sister Ian, are you okay inside?" said Arga.
(Sister Ian, is brother okay inside)
Knowing that Arga was waiting, I immediately turned the door knob and exited the bathroom. "I'm perfectly fine, brother just peed."
Arga frowned and asked, "Are you sure Kak? you look so pale and you're sweating..."
(Is my sister sure? She looks very pale and sweaty.).
It's time for me to take some medicine, I'll ask Arga to get some drinking water to get his attention distracted and he doesn't suspect, "Can you please get me some drinking water?"
"Okay sister, I take it.wait, yes." replied Arga.
While waiting for Arga to take a drink of water in the kitchen, I picked up a tissue to wipe away my sweat that began to pour.
"Sister Ian.." came a shrill voice that suddenly appeared out of nowhere.
When I looked around, it turned out that Fiona was behind me. Maybe he eavesdropped on my conversation with Arga earlier, so he came with a glass of water that was certain to me.
"This is Brother, I brought water for brother!' exactly as I thought.
"Thank you" I answered briefly, taking the glass of water from his hand.
I took out a bottle of medicine containing my supplement. I didn't feel comfortable opening it in front of Fiona. It's no longer a secret, my parents and sisters know this.
I could see the tension in Fiona's face, "Why do you want Fio to talk to you about something?"
"Is my sister still angry with me?" ask Fiona. But I didn't answer the question. I still want to hear more, what defense Fiona will say.
"I'm sorry, brother, please excuse me. I can't keep checking with Ian like gini..."
"Depends!" Fiona widened her eyes to hear my answer.
I love my sisters. But if they make a mistake, I will not tolerate it.
"Don't repeat it again! We all know that you don't like to talk about it."
"Yes, brother.I promise I will not reveal about it again deh..maafin I am so sassy.i kapok! Really!" Fiona brandished her two fingers to form peace.
It was heartless to see Fiona scared like this, she was truly sorry. I walked over to Fiona and hugged her, "Sister I'm sorry you're Fio!"
"Really brother?" Fiona doubts.
"Yes, don't cry anymore!" Fiona nodded small. After the two of us released a hug, I wiped her tears that fell on her cheeks.
"Hunt to the middle room there! Brother brought souvenirs for you from Barcelona! You'll be hunted down by Athena!"
"Really's? Thank you brother..I love you so much," Fiona widened her smile and pinched both of my cheeks.
***
After the event opened souvenirs in the living room was completed, we headed to the dining place located in the garden behind the house to enjoy lunch together.
Mama was really serious when she said that she cooked a lot of food today. Even the menus available on the table are all my favorite foods.
"Let's go get eaten...Mama take it well, here's your plate!" Mama offered.
I then handed my plate to my mother. After that, Mama began to fill my plate with various kinds of food. "Well, don't do much later it's not over!" I said to Mama.
"Nothing dear, let it be full.This Mama cooks a lot for you too!" to be honest, I was a little stunned to see the portion. But, oh, that's it too.
"Mama favorit tuh, unfortunately the same Brother Ian aja.yang beware of earlier Brother Ian continues!!" arga protest that saw Mama take food for me.
"Benere Arga, Papa whose husband was not even taken food. Jump to Adrian.mana this is all Adrian's favorite food again!" papa said in a joking tone.
Athena who had been silent so follow-up added, "Yes, I also want to be taken to eat with Mama!"
Hearing that, Mama began to nag my sisters, "Okay.masa so envious, your brother is rarely here.so naturally mama love more attention! Udah on big is still grabbing attention aja anyway.ini also Papa, already old follow along jealous!", said Mama.
"Yes Mah.cuman joking earlier.yes we have lunch, papa already laper nih!"
This Sunday we spent lunch together. Sometimes we also joke to drive away the silence. Mama and Athena discuss the latest clothes from the famous brand for the summer edition. Fiona and Arga intend to go to a music concert together. While papa and I talked about business, we exchanged a little thoughts about the expansion of Natadipura Group.
For business matters, Papa is indeed a longer plunge in the world and is very experienced. But when it comes to success, I'm far superior to Papa.
Adrian Corps is 5 steps ahead of Natadipura Group. Therefore, Papa and Arjuna ask a lot of advice from me. Especially Arjuna, he is very excited when it comes to business. Understandably, Arjuna is currently in the process of learning, so I give a lot of input for him.
It doesn't feel too bad to spend the weekend with your family...