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ADRIAN'S CONFESSION (Part 2)

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"I've been suffering from PTSD,"

One sentence Adrian who made Nadine's heart

"I'm a mess Nadine. Since I was a child, I have lived in a toxic environment. The marriage of my biological parents is not as beautiful as a fairy tale. Their divorce had a negative impact on my childhood."

"I separated from Papa for many years, forcing me to live with my biological mother-Imelda and Galih who often committed acts of violence. Life's ruined. Happiness is just a wishful thinking that I live with them."

"The highlight was that when I looked with my own eyes, Galih floated Imelda's life in a tragic way. I was 10 years old at the time."

Nadine's cries began to break. The tears she had been holding back shed as well in the end. Nadine was fond of Adrian's dark past. He took Adrian's hand, then Nadine kissed him slowly and brought the hand closer to cupping his cheek.

"You don't have to continue the story if you-"

Adrian cut Nadine's words, "No, I'll tell you everything. It's purely my wish to tell you."

Actually Nadine just wanted to make Adrian feel comfortable. It's true Nadine wants to know all the details in Adrian, but he also does not want to suppress it.

"After Imelda died, Papa took over my custody. From there, I began to experience change. My life with Papa's new family was inversely proportional when I was with Imelda."

"However, all that does not necessarily make everything simple. I was injured and traumatized. After all, nightmares come every night. My emotions uncontrollably made me tantrums often and have excessive anxiety."

"Because of my impulsive actions, I had to home-school. In addition to college, I completed my undergraduate education in England. My mom and dad used to take me to a psychiatrist. Until now, I still often consult there without your knowledge," continued Adrian.

"Why didn't you say it? I can accompany you to go there." Nadine said.

"I don't want to scare you. Naomi almost left me when she found out about my mental illness" Adrian said, wiping out a puddle in Nadine's eye.

Naomi's.

Hearing her name alone had made Nadine burn with jealous flames. It feels, Nadine wants to be careless if she has to hear the story of Naomi's past with Adrian later. Coupled with erratic pregnancy hormones, making him even more upset.

"Talking about Naomi, how serious is your relationship? You guys love each other?" Nadine asked carefully.

Adrian shrugged both of his shoulders, "Yes it can be said that."

"Why is that the answer?" Nadine is curious because Adrian's gesture shows a doubt.

"The feeling of love may be there, because I once felt happiness when spending time with him. I was devastated when he left this world. Back then, I always convinced myself that I loved Naomi. But the more days, the more I realized that I could not love her, I just liked the idea of falling in love with her."

"Sound! Confusing to know, why is that so? If you don't love each other why do you two intend to get married?" syndicated Nadine.

Adrian frowned. Now that he understood where Nadine could know about Naomi, this must have something to do with her family. Mom Diana's.

"Mama must have told you?" Adrian raised one of his eyebrows.

"K-k-you. jjj-don't be angry with Mama," Nadine clasped her hands together with a hearty expression.

Adrian's statement surprised Nadine.

"But-"

Adrian raised his right hand as a sign to stop Nadine from speaking.

"You're wrong. Naomi and I did have feelings of love back then, but everything was still gray. I didn't have enough courage to marry her when we were dating for 5 years. As long as we were dating, there was no certainty I could give her."

"Different from me yes, a month to know.you immediately invited me to marry!" Nadine Ledek.

Both of them also laughed a little considering the awward memory.

"I don't think you married Naomi because she cheated on you!"

Adrian shaking. "No, it's not. It's wrong, Naomi wasn't cheating."

Nadine was confused. The assumption about Adrian and Naomi in his head is always broken by new facts. Mama Diana and Adrian gave a cross description. Nadine tried objectively this time, although Adrian was the original source.

"Naomi was just framed by Valerie, which is why I hate her. Not only that, he was also involved in planning a single accident that claimed Naomi's life. Hence, I threw Valerie behind bars" Adrian said.

"If Naomi did not betray you, then.d-ddia hh-pregnant son of k-you?" said Nadine stammered.

"really. She's pregnant with my son. I've done it with Naomi without marriage. When the accident happened, I didn't know she was pregnant."

There is a feeling of heartache when he learns that Naomi was pregnant with Adrian's child. But it's all just the past. As long as Adrian does not repeat it again during their marriage, then Nadine can understand him. Moreover, they have agreed on a contract to remain loyal.

Because if Adrian does strange deeds, Nadine does not hesitate to leave Adrian far away to a remote place to the end of the nail Adrian can not find it. Nadine hates being cheated on the most, as was the case with Sean back then.

"How did you feel when you found out Naomi was pregnant?"

Nadine wants to know Adrian's reaction because Nadine does not want if she and her baby are the same fate as Naomi.

"We should not talk about it. Forget it, let the past pass!" Adrian turned his face away.

Nadine is actually still curious about the relationship between Adrian and Naomi in the past. There were still many things he wanted to ask, but he did not dare to urge Adrian further.

Today Nadine felt enough with Adrian's explanation that sounded honest from the heart. Slowly, the foundation of their relationship began to progress.

"But the failure of my biological parents' marriage scared me to get married and commit, Nad. While the harsh treatment I received from Imelda and Galih, scared me to have children. I'm afraid I can't be a good husband and father to my little family because I'm already toxic myself.."

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