Sin Favorite

A PROMISE

...ADRIAN...

"I have to go tonight." I said honestly to Nadine after I finished bribing her.

Half an hour ago, a nurse came to deliver food to Nadine. Nadine wasn't eating because her stomach was still nauseous, but I forced her.

Otherwise, he would not be able to take medicine. I want Nadine to heal quickly. Deep down in my heart, I could not bear to see her ashen helpless. Nadine did not look like she always did, being cheerful, chatty, and smiling.

"Where are you going? Yesterday you left me until I was almost kidnapped.and now you want to go again?" Nadine protested, handing over a glass of water that had been reduced by half.

I exhaled my breath rough. "Don't argue with me, Nad. I have no choice, I have to finish all my business tonight with Galih."

"I'm pregnant, Adrian.I'm pregnant with your child! I need you to be by my side, looking after me. Can't you give me your full attention?"

Nadine stared at me with a soft but piercing look. His words were like a veiled syndicate, as if I didn't care about them.

The fact is that. I left her and ignored her pregnancy. But that doesn't mean I'm just being indifferent, I still send bodyguards to look after Nadine when I'm not around. Mistakes lie with those who are not able to carry out the tasks I give.

"Please Adrian, I beg you this time.put aside your business with Galih. Stay here, until I'm healed.I'm afraid to be alone.." Nadine pleaded with a face of light.

"Mama and Papa are in Rio, I'll ask them to come here with you."

"Who is my husband? You right? Adrian Rhys Natadipura's. Who is pregnant with my child? Your son. Why be Mama with Papa who bothered? I just want to be with you!" sentak Nadine's.

This time Nadine was difficult to negotiate. He was crying more and more. Nadine I really don't want to leave.

The hormonal factors of Nadine's pregnancy make her often sensitive and emotional. He has been crying so many times. I can understand him because this is still within reasonable limits. At least that's what I think.

I approached Nadine and hugged her from the side. "Can't Nad, I have to go. You yourself are the one who said, if you want your life to return to normal as usual? Then let me finish everything. Don't you forget, your father needs justice too?!"

Instantly Nadine tightened her crying voice. Hhhhh.I regretted carrying his father's name, making him hysterical like this.

"Don't cry Nad, you know I can at least see women crying..."

I've said many times that I can't see women crying. But this applies only to women I consider innocent or innocent. If he was a criminal, I wouldn't give him mercy even if he cried out darrah.

"Yes out, you use to say the name of Father.kan I so remember him!" Nadine sobs.

I turned Nadine to face me and we could look at her. Then I stroked the mane of her long black hair that dangled down.

"I promise you, after all Galih's business is done.I will try to improve our relationship" I said steadily.

Nadine, whose head was lowered, turned her head quickly and narrowed her eyes in disbelief.

"I'm serious Nad, we can start from the beginning. You accompany me to therapy, help me to let go of all the burdens I am carrying" I assured Nadine.

"But I hope you can be patient with my qualities later that have the potential to upset you" I continued.

There are many dark sides in me that Nadine has yet to fully know. And when he finds out, I want Nadine ready. Don't let her hesitate and stop in the middle of the road like Naomi used to.

When Naomi finds out I have a mental health disorder, she turns unstable to continue her relationship with me. Maybe that's one of the factors why I used to have my own considerations not to marry her.

With Nadine everything feels different, I feel compelled to do things that are contrary to the principles that I have held dear all this time. Nadine has a magnetic characteristics that make me addicted to being around her without me knowing what that feeling really is.

I'm nodding.

I was thinking about it when I got away from Nadine a few days ago. After Rio, I'm going to see my psychiatrist. I will go back to re-treatment and consultation to eliminate the excessive anxiety and fear that sometimes still haunts me.

I want to change to become a better person. For Nadine and our future child who is in her womb. Right now, I might still not accept his presence. But gradually, I had to implant a good mindset in my brain.

"If so, I also promised. I will accompany you whenever and whenever you need me. I'll be there for you, we're married remember?" Nadine raised her hand to stroke my face.

"Remember the words of the sacred promise that we both made when we got married? For better and worse.."

The gentle touch of his hand instantly made me feel calm. I found peace there. Nadine's shady face as if it could wipe out all the restlessness in my heart. That was Nadine's influence.

"You want to try to stroke my stomach?" nadine asked carefully.

I can't answer that. I just shook my head in doubt and turned my eyes.

"Hey.see me" Nadine grabbed my chin and rubbed the sweat dripping on my forehead.

Yeah, I've been sweating cold since. Talking about the future together with Nadine made me nervous. This is a big change in my life.

"There's nothing you need to fear, I'm sure you can get through this. You'll be a good Daddy for our baby later.Just trust me!"

"We'll see." I smiled blandly.

My mouth has indeed issued a word of promise, to fix everything. But I still can't promise Nadine that this will work.

With a slow and hesitant movement, I stretched out my hand to hold her stomach.

"The doctor said he was about 8 weeks old."

"Have you spoken to the doctor?" Nadine tilted her head curiously.

"Yes, before you wake up I have a chance to talk to him" I replied.

Nadine smiled as if she had just hit the jackpot.

"I'm glad to hear that, that means you care about our baby.."

Nadine brought her face closer to me and immediately kissed my lips quickly.

"I'm so proud of you..." Nadine looked at me with love.

I didn't return his words. My body was still stunned because of an impromptu attack from Nadine that made my heart beat violently.

Nadine just kissed me. And somehow, I feel happy about it.

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