
After dinner, Julian began talking with his sister and mother.
Julian was laying his head on the lap of the pajama-clad woman.
It looks like Julian is releasing the longing that he has been yearning for.
Julian was so enjoying every second that he felt at this time because for him this meant so much, he began to appreciate time because time will continue to pass and replace with new ones.
Now the smooth hand of his mother is able to be a medicine for the sadness that he feels today.
And the woman kept gently stroking her son's hair.
He kept looking at his son's face with a thick cloud that began to thicken in his eye pelvis that was ready to fall at any time. He was so happy now that God was so good to him to give him a surprise that he never expected.
His eyes continued to look at that clean white face unceasingly in his heart he prayed the best thing for his son that one day a mother was so heavy to hold a message.
His sister, Reva, was studying at the study table next to the bed.
"Jul sorry mama ya mama can not continue to be beside you" he said with a trembling voice.
"No papa ma" Julian replied as he looked at the sparkling stars above the sky as seen from behind the large window.
"You don't be reckless, change your hard attitude whatever you do now you have to be patient you have to understand don't settle the problem with anger yes son..."the woman said in a subtle tone that inclines it always makes Julian feel comfortable.
"Yes ma but my heart hurts to see papa like now...." Julian didn't dodge He wasn't a perfect man He had a grudge with his father He wanted to tell a lot but it's unlikely he would have scratched the wound in his mother's heart.
"You have to forgive papa's mistakes, God is forgiving you cook...??"
"But I'm suffering with papa's behavior now..."
The woman obviously suffered more than her son, she tried as hard as steel as a storm of grass.
"Want me every day I sleep on my lap." Julian said as he gently touched the woman's fingers tracing every finger that had raised her to her adulthood.
Reva understood very well, her brother misses her mother is now more mature apparently she is not jealous instead she is hiding her tears that began to fall she is so haru with this view.
Reva continued to read the sentences repeatedly in the ingris language because at this time He could not focus on learning it was carried away by this mahrukan atmosphere.
The son and mother were silent to each other trying to enjoy this precious time.
And finally the tears that the woman was holding fell also on the face of her son.
"Mama cry....??" Julian began to feel a drop of tears drenching his cheek, it was like a tap of a burden in his heart.
"Dearless" replied the woman trying to wipe the tears on Julian's cheek, Julian knew his mother must be lying.
"Mama's just sad not to be able to stay with you" the woman tried to roll her eyeballs upwards so that the tears would not fall again, sad is not playing when you have to part with a child who was born hard-earned and full of struggle.
They harbored each other's sadness because they just wanted to strengthen each other.
"Mama here is happy, right...??" julian asked as he yawned the fatigue of the new journey felt now.
"Blessed is the happy mother Jul" said the woman by repeating her words that are just a joke.
Slowly Julian began to fall asleep in the woman's lap, but the woman was relieved because she could cry without knowing her child the tears fell already unstoppable.
He kissed his son's forehead gently.
"Ma don't cry ntar brother Julian woke up you know" Reva immediately approached his mother who was crying.
"Mama is not strong deck for all this" said the woman in a raucous voice
The girl braced her mother on the soft swab of those dripping tears.
"Udah stop the arrival of brother Julian should be welcomed happy do not be sad ma". the girl clearly looks stronger because she is the woman's encouragement at this time.
On the other side.
"Mbk Inah." said the man who had just returned from the office in a slightly loud voice.
"Yes sir what's the matter..?" the maid named Inah immediately approached her master.
"Please make me coffee .." he said again while removing the tie attached to the side of the collar of his work shirt.
"Alright sir" the maid replied politely.
The maid immediately walked into the kitchen while the man who had just returned from the office was unwinded working all day by laying his body on the sofa chair.
"So Julian to Bandung...??" ask him to mbk Inah who came carrying a hot cup of coffee.
"Yes sir" he replied with a bow.
"Not told me"
"Yes, this is the letter, sorry sir, wanted to love the father, but I think the father was in a hurry" explained the maid with his reason.
"Oh yes no papa" said the man who did not bother him.
Fill mail...
"Maf pa Today I ask permission to go to Bandung may papa allow"
The man smiled his heart touched should not he forbid his son to meet his mother.
"Jul Julia sometimes you still look like a child your nature is still childish" said the man smilingly imagining the remains of his son when the toddler asked for anything There is always a word of permission.
"Mbk.." said the man in his distinctive hoarse voice.
"Yes sir" replied Mr. Inah.
"Tomorrow if Julian comes home you take care of him the fat chicken he used to eat yes" said the man happily because he wanted to give a surprise to his son when he came home.
"Oh yes sir" replied the maid as she walked into the kitchen.
The man began to feel that he should not have the kind of rude nature he is now towards his son because without Julian at home, the house felt very lonely.
In her heart she also misses her daughter.
"Reva sorryin papa." he said in his heart
He began sipping coffee in the cup one stroke while turning on the television.
There was no other show other than the news broadcast he was watching.
He glanced at the white wall clock that had shown in the number 10 and the long needle in the number 06
For almost two hours he was in front of the television he decided to move on and clean up.
He walked to Julian's room He turned on the light and he looked at every corner, there was a picture frame while on vacation with his little family at that time in Bali. Seen lined up four people who look so happy indeed at that time his household was still good before the meeting with Renata occurred.
But the photo became different when the photo of him in the circle of the black marker by Julian.
Then he pulled the wooden drawer he found some pictures of the woman he had legally married he did not deny he was just a shameless stupid man.
His heart began to shake he sat on the edge of Julian's bed.
Sometimes love forces us to be selfish, forcing us to sacrifice everything. Forcing us to leave people who care more about us.
Love is sometimes second to sin.