Romance Love Young People

Chapter 56: Missing the Heavy

Time has shown twenty-three o'clock, thirty-five minutes at night, but my eyes never close even though I'm tired I still daydream him, Julian.

Heavy, as heavy as I miss his figure.

Like a lot of heavy abuse but worthless.

In the dim light of the street lights I sat staring on the balcony of my room while imagining fate memihaku me so that I could be with Julian but only a fantasy that could not be realized.

The seeds of love began to appear as time went on

I can't deny the feeling this love will keep the body fertile.

I am happy to have this love but more painful I am caught between a love I should not have felt.

Julian Doctrine

The present name is like a rainbow that comes after the rain like a surprise that will make anyone happy to see it.

Dret... Dret...

My phone rang as soon as I picked it up and saw the notification of the incoming message.

It was from Eliza

I smiled cynically at all the things that were going on between me and him

I felt like a bad man ready to brandish a knife to his heart.

He asked me to see him tomorrow I'm sure because I want to share the feeling between me and him.

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Rainbow cafe

Immediately I parked the bike and met him at the cafe he had ordered.

"What El do you want to see me...???" ask me to Eliza

after I met him and approached him in the seat he had reserved for me.

"Someone wants me to talk about Put.." replied Eliza with a faint smile.

"Oh what's the matter...??" I asked a little gerogi because from the look in his eyes he wanted to talk about serious things and then I did not like people who are ready to be his listeners even though only pretenses I showed.

"Um. I want to say thank you for last time we met three yesterday and that makes me now believe that between you and Julian there is no such thing as a relationship" he replied with a smile withering the person who had found a key that had disappeared all along.

"Yes El" I answered a little heavy because I had kept all Julian's likes neat.

"Kok you answer rich not sure what because I was angry yesterday as you continue to accuse the no-no...??" he said a little worried.

"Never mind El .." I replied a little reassuringly.

"Oh yes, your relationship with Feri has been a long time, huh...??" he said something that made me worry.

"Ep.. It's two years El" I replied slowly.

"For a long time, langeng again." he said in response to my words.

"Yes" I replied as I covered everything that happened

''Oh yes about Dea you calm down you just don't need her academy..."

"Yes El" I replied as I turned my eyes outward.

Oh, my God Eliza is a really good person, she doesn't blame my feelings for me, which I locked up for Julian, and she tried to defend me when Dea threatened me.

"Oh yes we started talking until we forgot, what would you like to order a drink...??" ask her to me which is actually just a pleasantries

"I'm just as rich as you are El" I replied slightly hanging.

"All right, I ordered a few drinks first." he replied and immediately stood up.

"Yes." I answered and continued to condemn my guilt against him

Without me knowing in front of me there is Julian who believes he has made a deal with Eliza as well.

"Lo here Put...?" he said it with all the words that sedated me

"I.yes" I said a little choked up.

"Lo himself" he said again like a stab.

"I'm eating with Eliza again." I answered while trying to eliminate the feeling of the hoe that is now approaching me.

"Oh so I also want to eat with El" he replied that made my chest a little tight.

"Jul...??" eliza said as she approached the two of us, I slightly turned my eyes to the other direction.

"We ate three, Jul.." he said again to connect the words earlier.

"Yes, I don't want any more rames." Julian replied as he sat in front of Eliza.

Then Eliza sat down next to me and faced Julian

"Oh yes I now want your treaties" said Eliza who sounded cheerful

"good waoo that El again happy yes" said Julian responded to Eliza's behavior while continuing to look at Eliza's face that made me jealous.

"What the heck Jul is I'm taking us out together" Eliza replied sounding shy.

They are so happy and always smiling withering a complete happiness I envy of course but I should be able to fix myself who I am

"Kok lo from earlier diem...??" ask Eliza who doesn't want me to listen.

"No El" I said that did not feel this clear circle fell.

"Lo really cry Put...??" eliza asked who made me unable to hold this black blob.

"Yes, you're sick...??" added Julian who actually makes my heart ache and this black blob is ready to break

No, this was I was fit malem can not sleep continue I sleep kemaleman so my eyes a little sore.

"Oh that's it but you're seriously okay, right..??" just worried.

"Not El" I answered slightly

After that, I decided to go to the toilet because the tightness in my heart became more and more

It's all my fault

Suppose I do not have a feeling of like this, of course my heart does not believe will feel this deep sorrow

My heart aches my life woefully I feel the pain of his heartache

Because of you Jul I sacrificed someone who was sincere towards me even though you did not reply in the slightest about my feelings but I do not matter if you are happy even though all heavy.

I don't hate you El but I hate my heart that doesn't know you like other people who already have a partner

I continued to cry in silence feeling the sheer ruthlessness of the rock that was in my heart.

Juliam pov

I'm a little confused by the nature of the Princess lately when she's not what I am but I feel there's something she's craving.

Do you think she likes me...??? My words asked in the anxiety that now approached me did not feel the hot coffee that I just started to whip over me

Byurrrs

"Jul..?" eliza said sounding worried while cleaning the stains on my clothes.

"Udah no papa" answered me who was still a little shocked.

"But jul..??" eliza said

"Udah gakpapa I go to the toilet bentar ya make cleanin" I replied as I moved.

"Yes but you don't papa...??" the question is to look worried and try to stand up.

"Honey wait for you here aja yaa" I said to calm him.

"But I want to follow Jul.." he replied, but I refused.

Immediately I walked to the toilet but I was surprised to see the princess crying even though I did not know why she was crying

I clenched my hands a little bit, cracked my teeth, wanted me to grab her hand, but I knew what I was doing was making her sick because I was a little worried about her condition.

"Put.." said a little closer to him who was in the washbasin.

He pushed on and immediately wiped his tears.

"Why are you...??" I just a little closer to him.

"I'm not papa." he replied in a voice that sounded raucous.

"Julian....???" said Eliza who came suddenly and made me stunned as well as the Princess

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