
The days have gone by for almost a week I've never seen Julian go to school.
Funny nature and silly behavior I never see again at this time.
The back that was always conscious when I was tired is now gone without a trace,
I am worried about his situation now.
The soft voice that I used to hear now remains a fragment of memories.
Unfortunately I never wanted a place to live that I remember only the name of the road was vaguely heard I now so care about the situation.
I tried to find out about him to all his themes but none of them gave me any clear information about his whereabouts.
I'm upset right now my heart is broken.
Right now I was daydreaming in front of my bedroom window while staring at that beautiful wavy white cloud.
I re-imagined the times I met Julian, when she approached me for the first time when our relationship was tested by many obstacles and the memories I carved with her were as beautiful as a painting in the clouds, brightly framing at the horizon of dusk.
My love for you Jul is like water, flowing from upstream to the estuary and you are the ocean.
I smiled reading some of the contents of my conversation with him at that time I smiled to myself and sometimes I was sad too.
I re-played my finger over this clear rectangular screen, sliding it to the end of the message
I laughed when I read the apology message.
If time can be turned back I will fix everything I forgive you Jul.
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Today I left school a little late because I woke up bad luck.
The morning sunlight had entered through the window of my room.
Marking the day getting more and more noon.
I set out in a hurry to hope the road is not getting crowded because I remember Monday.
I don't care about my clothes, I only care about the time, I beg you not to be five minutes late because if it's too late the smell of toilet pessing will be my friend later for fifteen minutes.
I started to slowly move my bike. Passed through the housing line and after that I entered the front gate of my housing.
And unfortunately this morning the road has been fulfilled by two-wheeled motor vehicles and buses that are neatly spread on the shoulder of the road.
And indeed I have to blame for myself I blame why I woke up bad luck but the rice has become porridge can not be mukin back again.
I kept praying that I could get to school soon.
But I can only hope God helps me now.
Teeen..teeennn klaskson continued to dance near my eardrum, many riders who preceded each other to hurry up to the destination.
My bike can't move forward.
I could only be silent, for a moment my eyes were diverted to a red angkuta door, my eyeballs continued to examine someone who was in the row of passengers in front.
"Julian.." One word I could say at that time I kept looking and making it clear.
My eyes don't blink looking at it...
Why did he become like that, a uniform that looks dirty and disheveled hair, and eyes that look empty.
The freight began to go ahead little by little the traffic started to subside even though for only a few moments, my mind was not fixed on the School now I care more about him, and I will follow him.
After about thirty minutes it stopped in front of a small alley and Julian came down I started to go around following him from behind he staggered like a heavy drunk.
I started to park my bike near the ice pop seller whose sword was busy arranging his merchandise.
I followed him and he walked to the left of the street and sat in an empty, uninhabited house.
With heavy steps I drove towards him sitting with the dark green bottle I was sure He was Julian the man I had been looking for.
"Plakkk.... What the hell is Jul.....???" I said with disappointment to see his current state without realizing my hand slapped that poor face.
He just kept silent not returning my gaze in the slightest, I was very surprised by his current state.
''Lo why become rich gini...!!! I said again trying to look into the eyes that used to be this conditioning of the heart.
"Gue was worried about lo Jul.." I said again, I bowed lethargic while trying to hold both hands.
"Lo.. ...." I said with trembling lips.
"What..?, I continue I don't need a rich girl you I don't need a spoiled girl like you...!!" he said with a high tone and that voice became a loud slap for me.
"Okay I'm not papa but I beg you jagan rich gini Jul" I said with a heavy plea to him my heart is painful but more painful see Julian like this.
"Woy lo who's coming to our base...?" said one of the hordes that looked the same as Julian.
"Lumayan is also a lo girl" said the red-haired man.
"For dong brow don't be stingy" said someone by winking his left eye.
"I beg Jul we get out of here." I said trying to pull his hand, I'm a little freaked out right now.
"Mending lo get out of here beautiful is not a place lo...!!" said the man in the shabby hat while grinning with satisfaction.
Without me noticing there was someone dragging my hand violently.
''Don't put him as a dog.....!!!!!" julian said, releasing my hand from the scruff of the man in the hat.
'Buagh.....'
Brutally Julian bragged the man's face hard
"Lo don't need to gang up on my girl, I insist once again ....!!!" julian said with a silent eye that had risen again .
"Damn lo mending lo get out of here son of a bitch" he said, hitting Julian's face much harder while touching his right cheek.
Brukkkk Julian fell to the ground
"Juliannn" I said loudly
"Whaaaaa basic letoy man..dead is better lo" he said grinning complacently.
"Basasar y'all brandalan children" I replied loudly.
After that they left Julian and me haughtily, Julian was still unconscious.
The dark red liquid continued to come out from his lips and nose.
I bowed in front of her while wiping my tears.
"Jul lo that's why exactly...??" says wondering.
Suddenly, someone from the chicken porridge seller stopped right in front of me.
"What is neng..?" ask her with a sense of care.
"This is my friend who has been fighting with a brand new boy who walked beside the small alley" I answered explaining Julian's condition.
"Oh, indeed neng in the empty house is often used as a place to hang out school children who are truant, here let you help" he explained while helping me move Julian.
After that Julian was sent in a kamling post on the side of the road.
''Thank you very much, sir' I said to the gentlemen.
''He is equally neng" he replied as he pushed back his wagon and left
"Jul wakes up Jul.." I said shaking his shoulder.
In a panic I tried to contact Dika Julian's friend.
"Hallo Dik's..."
"What's El...?" ask from across the phone.
"Lo is here now Julian is with me but he's unconscious" I said, explaining Julian's condition.
"Oh okeeee." she answered to my relief.
I tried to clean up the drops of blood so as not to put on his uniform.
Slowly he opened his eyes
"You know Jul...?" ask me with a smile.
"Please get your dirty hands...!!" he said I took my hand hard.
"Lo that's actually why is Jul...??" I tried to get his hands back.
"Enough El we got here enough...!!!" he said it clearly to me.
My tears kept dripping without me telling me to.
"Okeee if we break up I accept but what does Jul...?" I said asking why I was trying to keep him from leaving.
"Lo doesn't need to know what the ales are that I obviously want to be alone." he tried to turn his eyes in the other direction.
"I'm sorry Jul if you're so rich because of me" I begged him to let him go a little.
"Hahaha you don't need to sell your crocodile tears to me...!!!!" he said it made my heart slap hard
"Let go.." he said as he stood making my balance waver and he passed away.
"Jul wait .." I shouted
He did not look and kept walking away
My heart hurts more and more to see him go I'm not after him because I hope Dika comes soon and can catch up with Julian.