Romance Love Young People

Chapter 78's

We were silent to each other but I kept looking at that heartbreaking face in my little heart I cried out I cried in silence.

Seeing her different makes a separate lara in my heart, once a cheerful face now looks dim and a disheveled hairdo indicates she is not okay

She smiled revealing a wound in her heart.

"Jul...??" ask me with a deep look.

"What.." he answered but in his eyes he turned the other way.

"Lo didn't have a chance, did you...??" ask me with a sense of care.

"Son, uhukkkk" he answered in a hoarse voice and followed by a coughing voice.

"Lo's sick'' I tried to shake his forehead but he immediately pulled it out of my hand.

"Oh sorry I was too worried" I pulled my hand back stiffly.

Things go back awkward.

"Lo if so I will how El" he said as if his hard attitude began to subside.

''I do not know also Jul but obviously I still use my common sense because in any way can not change the situation Jul sometimes indeed humans can only hope without knowing the way of God like what" I replied by staring at those wild leaves with a blank stare by itself this mouth said meaningful words.

"You are also really I was only happy for a moment El." he said staring at the dark sky.

"i just vent it all by consuming the illegal goods without knowing what consequences I will receive.." he said again as if he could only surrender to the current circumstances.

"Yes Jul I understand you are now in a position that is not easy, and in one thing you have to change your future, you have to rise, you have to be the Julian that I used to know" my emotional words are clear my little heart loves him very much and with his nature as now I also feel the sadness that sedan He experienced.

"Ehm.." he just cleared his throat.

"Why is Lo here...??" those eyes started looking at me and our gazes met each other.

"Gue ran out to the minimarket and I happened to see you and me .." I actually miss Jul as you said me inwardly continuing my words that I stopped.

"Oh... Why do I keep nyamperin...?" the question is like asking this courage.

"because I still love you" I replied with a look at her.

He just fell silent and tried to hide his charming smile.

I became annoyed with myself who was so as to express the contents of my heart that He did not reply to the slightest of my words earlier.

"Cock pouting...??"

"Grandfather"

"you are insensitive Jul.." I swear in my heart.

He fell silent and the atmosphere returned to being awakrdd

"O yes I'm sorry Jul if I hurt you at that time" I began to break the silence with slowly this guilt began to open.

''He's not papa"

"It seems you want Azan magrib you should go home El...!"

"Keep you..."

"I want to be here" he said with a sad look as if the house was not his best place.

"I won't let you here alone I'll get you" I replied looking for a gap so I could stay with him.

"Don't be stubborn El...!!" he said with annoyance.

I know that Jul you still love me as I prove you're worried about me. Umpatku in heart while dancing ria.

"You who should not be stubborn, you are a good man, you must give a good example to me Jul" I said with a tone of encouragement.

"Yes-yes I'm home"

"Well that's the new Julian I know.." I said while giving him a thumbs up.

''You can go home by yourself, right...?" my god again let him smile back like he used to.

"Whoever" he got up and left without looking back, I looked at the back that was beginning to disappear with a faint smile and a hint of disappointment.

I'm a little happy now that I finally get to see Julian again even though our relationship doesn't know how but there's at least a little improvement.

I let out a slow breath and wiped the rest of my tears thinned

God I wish this time I could have it again could have your creation that is just this one.

And I beg you to bring back that charming smile to reappear as it was.

......

Until home, as usual papa is always busy with the woman does not know herself to hear her joke like a radio sound is broken for me so evasive behavior of the old man that my daughter was upset in the heart.

My father was blind from love without knowing how my mother and my sister feel right now.

"Your husband is coming home." Behind his eyes he joked with laughter he rebuked me.

I didn't answer my papa's stupid question I just stepped my foot forward to walk towards the room upstairs.

All of this shows how messy my life is right now.

I lay on my bed the shadow of my mother was always clearly in my heart's sweat.

It's only been a few days that he's not home it's been like a thousand days without him.

I'm closing my eyes and I hope God gives me a good dream tonight.

Dret.... The vibration of the thin object on the nightstand opened my eyes again.

With a sense of laziness I tried to reach for the black phone.

I looked and it turned out that this thin screen showed my mother's face as if God had granted my prayers.

"Hallo ma.." I said in a happy tone.

"Hallo baby, you're sleeping, son...??" replied my mother in a soft voice as soft as silk.

''Not yet ma" I replied lying, because I didn't want mama to hang up.

"How are you, dear" said Mama asked me from a phone call.

"Okay ma.." I replied politely.

"Eum... When do you want to play to bandung..?" mama said, I remembered the promise I would see my mother soon.

"Fastly ma.." I replied without thinking.

Uhukkk I coughed again and with bad luck I kept the phone away from my lips so that my cough was not heard by my mother.

"You don't papa right your voice hoarse you cough baby...??" ask my mother with worry.

''Ma'am" I replied in a heavy voice.

"Jul you don't lie to mama" said mama with a sad tone, mukin mother's instinct is always right mama can't I lie.

"No, it's just the flu" I replied trying to shake my mother.

"It's just the flu" asked my mother again worriedly.

"Yes" if mom finds out I'm drunk I'll make your grief double.

"O yes what is your school...?" questions that make me hate myself.

"Ma Julian here is fine mama is just as good at maintaining health.." I tried to divert the other conversation so mama is not worried about my current condition.

"Dear, don't forget the twenty-day birthday of your sister, she will be sad if you don't come, the plan mama want to cook her yellow rice as usual you come yes..." said my mother in a happy tone and was expecting my presence.

My heart is sad again will my father remember that happy day

"Yes ma sure" I replied in high spirits, obviously I will not disappoint the woman I love so much.

"Yaudah yes Jul mama closed, you continue your sleep again ya.." said my mother who is like dew coolers who always know without me telling.

"But my mom is busy, I'm not sleeping" I replied with a head scratched hand.

"Dear mama just don't want you tomorrow the bad luck of the school from your voice that can't lie you wake up right.." obviously my mama followed by a laughing voice.

"Tomorrow we will connect again, dear" continued my mother who always understood me.

''Yes ma, I'm sorry I can't be happy yet mama" I replied in a heavy voice as if now I know how hard the problem my mother is facing.

"Yes dear" replied the mother subtly.

Then I hung up the phone, I sat back down staring at a behavior I shouldn't have done.

Uhukkk I coughed again followed by my chest started to tighten.

I kept coughing until I let out a thick, red phlegm.

"Oh..." I said as I gagged the thick blood on my palm.

My mind went back to my stupidity, I wondered the cause of all this as if my brain was being rinsed alive.

I walked towards the washbasin I washed my hands and washed my face again.

I was silent I saw my reflection in the mirror like the sky and earth were my circle and now I smile indifferently I laugh at my stupidity.

I sat back down I saw the heart-shaped thing Eliza gave me back then.

I thought back to Him, the woman who once drove me crazy made my love story so different

Making every wound scratch is caused by him until I believe the sincerity of the love given to him is so meaningful.

I smiled when I saw his face on the phone screen I was wrong to decide at that time, can be said at that time my mental state was being broken apart causing all my life to fall apart.

I sent him a heart sign and a word of encouragement as long as it could relax his heart.

But slowly this liking wavers a little because my mind is now more focused with my family making him not too peting for me.

I did play his heart until he was dumbstruck and difficult to escape from my entanglement.

My heart riled to think of Eliza I didn't mean to play her heart but it was circumstances that forced me to be what I am today.