Romance Love Young People

Chapter 43: Broken Hearts

After two days I didn't go to school...

Today I decided to go to school with a fading spirit I forced every step of the way to move forward

It's hard but I have to try.

I started today with my fake smile and the brilliance I had to manage in such a way.

At first it was difficult but gradually I thought it would not hurt to try to resist embarrassment, anger, resentment and heartache.

I came back crying but soon I was rough.

"I can't cry...!!!'' lirih.

I have to be ready for what will happen when I get to school.

"Udah tidak aja mama child how is your body dear already good...???" ask my mom who is getting ready to go to the office.

"Udah ma." answered as much as I could raise the volume of my voice.

"The pocket of his hand widens the wound you are other dear....???" ask my mom to worry a little.

"Oh this is bumping ma semalem." I replied lying.

"Try to see." said the mother while touching my right hand.

"Here mama change the bandage" he added again trying to change the bandage in my hand.

"I can be on my own" I replied with a smile

"Yaudah breakfast first gih you from yesterday did not eat lo El" said my mother again while taking some files at the table near the television.

"Yes ma" I replied with a smile

After that I went to the P3k box near the living room and I took the rest of the bandages.

"O yes mama same father left first yes" said mama while approaching me who was wrapping hands with bandages.

''Yes, be careful" I replied while kissing my mother.

After that I went to the dinner table.

Bribe by mouth I eat the food that is on the plate so difficult my tongue to accept but my stomach screams for filling.

Immediately I throw the remaining rice into the leftovers and wash the dishes.

It was half-seven o'clock when I put on my shoes and got ready.

Fifteen minutes later I arrived at school

Immediately I parked the bike and headed for class.

I have to look ordinary even though in my little heart there are many things that block me.

"Woy....!!"

Shouted someone from behind me and it turned out to be Dea.

I didn't look back because I knew she was Dea.

I walked straight to class.

And I'm currently talking to Julian from the opposite direction.

I'm ashamed I couldn't see him with my legs shaking I looked down, even though I felt like I wanted to hold him to see his face but it was just a fantasy.

I passed through it with heavy steps and a racing heartbeat.

She didn't greet me....??

Not seeing me either...??

"I accept Jul all your anger" I muttered in my heart.

Soon I walked a little quickly and headed for class.

"Eliza you're in ...??" vey asked and with eyes all headed towards me

"He is healed." I replied as I sat down to Vey.

"O yes, how much wider is El" asked Rena a little closer to me

"yes" jaaabku slowly

"Oiya are you sakita what El..?" now Lia's asking me.

"Friend.." I answered briefly.

A few minutes later the doorbell rang.

And not long after Ms. Ratna came.

"Eliza because you didn't enter so it's your duty more than others...!!!!" said Ms. Ratna who immediately inspired me and gave me some worksheets that I had to do

"Good buk" I replied as I received a note from Ms. Ratna

"And now you can work on..!!"

the order again firmly

"Ready Buk" I replied with a smile.

***

Cring... Cring.. Crates

The second break arrived I decided to go to the cafeteria to buy some food.

"Vey canteen yuk.."

"Okeh you're not joining Ren...??" haggling Vey to Rena

"No, I have not yet mastered the task of ipa" replied Rena with her disheveled face.

"Oh yaudah .." said Vey to Rena.

We'll walk to the canteen soon

Arriving at the cafeteria I bought two packs of snacks and bought a bottle of aqua.

"Eat here what class...??" bargain Vey

"This will also be quiet again"

I answered while sitting in the canteen

"Alright" replied Vey who was sitting next to me.

We enjoyed the snacks with a little relaxation.

"O yes El, you have finished the task...?".

"Udah kok tingkasih to Bu Ratna aja"

"Hi Eliza." said Aftur who came suddenly.

"Yes" I replied slowly

"Well" my jawbaku smiled a little

He replied to me with a smile.

Immediately they sat in the third row from which I sat.

After I didn't care about it and went back to talking to Vey.

"Kok tumben the hell El he hit you...??" said Vey slightly shuffling my shoulder.

The...!!!

"Yes" I answered a little nervously.

I faintly heard the chatter of Aftur and his two friends.

"Lo so shoot him on Tour ...???" Say Andi towards Aftur.

"Let's be like Julian broke him up again" he replied a little slowly.

!!!!!!

My heart felt like it wanted to explode instantly "Is the mucin Aftur said true...??" I said guessing in my heart.

"Vey, I went to the toilet flat" I said to Vey while leaving him in the cafeteria.

"It's in a hurry"

With a face that turned red and a heart that felt so painful I immediately ran towards the toilet I was waterproof that had wanted to fall from my eyelids.

"Call Eliza...!!" lirih.

"Ok Jul if this wants you I'm ready" I said with tears that actually flowed more and more.

I pondered long enough in front of the sink that I washed my face so many times that I could not see I was crying.

"Oh .... He's here." said someone who surprised me.

Immediately I turned around and saw who he was.

"Dea...??"

"Hey Eliza lo it still has no shame ya obviously you have been touched by a guy" said Dea arrogantly.

"What do you mean, De...??" I said a little loud

"Udah ngaku aja lo you tu not a virgin" he said that pierced the bottom of my heart and very deep.

The plaque.....!!!

I raised my hand to slap him but Devi's hand held mine.

"Eitss... don't play physically...!!" he said glaring at me.

Patience... Patience...

I tried to contain all my anger as soon as I tried to get out.

But I have not yet stepped until the outside of my feet in the leg by Dea.

"Break..!!"  because there was no balance I drowned and fell to the floor.

"Hhhhhhh.." Dea who knows I fell down just laughed that makes my emotions instantly become unfazed.

"Bas coward...!!" he said again

"Lo nangis huh..???" he said while holding my face violently

I didn't answer I stood up

"When the hell did De stop not disturb my life.'' I said sobbing.

"Wrong I was what the hell was De..??" ask me again with my lips shaking.

"There is no need to cry lo El" said Dea loudly.

"O yes, the horror of Julian wants to break up you deh" he said again arrogantly.

I didn't answer I was trying to catch my breath.

"Lo was cheating on everything." he said, which didn't feel like he was killing me slowly.

"Why don't you kill me just Dea...??" I spoke loudly and with indiscriminate emotion and pointed my ladder at him.

"Why don't you kill me when I'm in the trap I'm accused and Julian just don't believe me, you think I what???" I said while sobbing.

"Gue is also a human De I also have a heart" added me again.

"Kill me now let you settle for taking Rehan and because of him I'm now so rich gini...!!!!" I said with tears flowing.

"Why gini??" tanya pretends to care by holding my hand.

"Take off...!!!" I said rudely.

"Originally you know De I don't like the same Rehan a detail so stop so I interfere with the disappointment of your heart because of Rehan." said I again tried to stand with lips shaking violently.

Without them realizing Julian heard a little chatter of Dea and Eliza.

"Gue cape...!!" I said with a hoarse voice and a mouth that felt great silenced.

Soon I ran to get the bag in my class and I went home.

"Eliza lo why the hell El...??"

"I want to go home" I replied by trying to get out of class

"But you why was El...??"

"Eliza..??" blistering Vey chases me to the schoolyard.

Vey and Rena are after me

"Eliza you why the hell are you crying again...??" ask Vey bertubi.

"I'm sick Vey" I replied without any awareness.

"What's sick..??" vey asked with a hug on my body.

"Bandan i..!" frustrated answer.

"What the hell is it...??" aftur suddenly said.

"I want to go home on tour." I replied slowly

"We went to the UKS...??" get Aftur to offer me.

"I'm not sick I'm healthy I just want my brain empty...!!" I said it so many times brutally.

Vey and Rena hugged my body tightly as my sadness was pumped up violently.

My brain is tired....!!!!

And my heart feels like it's being crushed to pieces.