
The sun began to rise from the eastern horizon, its rays perfectly highlighting the cracks of Eliza's bedroom windows.
Eliza wakes up late because last night was swept away in her grief when she separated from Julian. It makes it hard to sleep because he thinks there's only Julian and Julian. Sometimes love just pretends to make us happy and actually just fools us.
"Dameleon...." Said the middle-aged woman who looked ready with her work uniform now standing in front of the door of Eliza's room
"Yes ma.." answered Eliza with her eyes still closed.
"It's six o'clock you don't go to school" the woman asked as she walked into Eliza's room and found her daughter still lying on her bed with her eyes visible last night She did not know if Julian was delivering her daughter because He had dinner with his college friends.
"Dear you didn't go to school...?" ask the woman to her daughter who looks to be covering her entire body with a thick blanket.
"Gak ma.." replied Eliza in a soft tone.
"Why...?" asked the woman was surprised by the unusual behavior of Eliza who was always excited at school.
"I'm not feeling well like I am.." replied Eliza with the face She covered with the blanket until she did not see the trunk of her nose.
"But not hot really.." the woman actually touched her daughter's forehead which was visible signs of thuggishness and made her frown.
''My stomach hurts." said Eliza looking for another reason to make her mother believe.
"Oh yaudah, rest, my mother is almost late and has to leave soon" the woman glanced at the watch that ran down her right wrist and pigeonholed the day more and more the woman did not linger the woman immediately left her daughter's room.
The door back in the lid Eliza began to open her eyes and flick off the blanket that covered her entire body,
But it still feels like she just wants to cry like last night, because as usual at this hour Julian will come five minutes after his mother left for the office with a speech that always makes him feel more pain left behind by one of the God's servants.
Until noon He still remains in the same position sleeping on his stomach by continuing to shed tears because He is not willing to be left behind his lover, he said, he is now a slave to love apparently can not do anything just because of love alone.
Memories with Julian it felt like he kept circling in his memory He did not expect that this fast Julian went to leave it even though it was only different places but it felt far apart especially when He could not see directly and today He didn't want to watch his teacher inform him that one of his students was transferring schools, which was a scary thing to hear by Eliza's ears.
As usual, he continued to play his cell phone and continued to contact Julian even though it would actually disturb Julian.
He continues to wait for a reply from Julian who seems to be not online making him desperate for long He does not appetite his steam because food is not comparable to love. And every time I look at the window her eyes water again because it's the last memory of her with Julian hugging that feels like her heart is open.
This separation was painful because He knew not from the beginning, causing his heart to be unprepared to accept this reality.
And last night for him it was just his split dream that shouldn't have come true.
When remembering her face, her smile and her speech style made Eliza cry even more.
........
When he arrived at school he looked at this school seems to be going to be the history of his life, even though only because of the stay of the school transfer lover. Because on every side of this school there are sweet memories with Julian
"Hay El lo yesterday did not enter why...?" devi asked Ekiza who had just stepped into the classroom.
"My pain is usually cold hot." answered meu and made the three themes a big question mark.
"Oh you already know not one of our classmates moved you know" said Fitri who did not know actually Julian is his best friend's lover.
"Oh.." answered Eliza, the immeasurable memories of her reappearing and making her return to Silence with her head bowed on the table with her hands together.
"Lo seriously just has a fever...?" tanya Intan who seemed to know Eliza was bohohog She tried to touch Eliza's forehead.
"Yes it's El your eyes why it's red" asked Fitri while glancing at Eliza.
"No papa" Eliza replied by closing both her eyes with the palm of her hand.
When Eliza turned to the seat where Julian was sitting, her tears came back down and her nose turned red she was completely unprepared for all this '' july you are so you are strong but I'm as strong as you"
But He tried to wipe as quickly as possible before his three friends found out.
"You're crying anyway....?" yanya Devi who knows Ekiza shed her tears.
"not just a flick of knowing" Eliza replied by forcing her bitter smile.
The lesson begins as usual and Eliza shows an unusual attitude by continuing to quietly try to accept all of this but it seems that He does not have a formula that makes Him fail.
He didn't go to the cafeteria and just sat in class as if He wanted to meet his two sahabt first Vey and Rena He wanted so tightly to hold them recounting all the hatinaya's current grief towards him in order to at least his heart had a place to tell stories.
Until the house as usual He went straight to the upper room and lay down his body turned out to win true love that makes us beguiled by it. He kept trying to contact Julian who didn't seem to be online many times He waited until almost an hour Julian just started contacting him with a vidio call.
Eliza was so happy on her phone screen Julian's sweet face inexplicably made her cry again She wasn't angry but She was just so wrong as Julian kept teasing her witty laugh.
Eliza just Silence while holding back her tears so as not to drip was in vain and became a painful sign for Julian.
Seeing his face actually makes him even more sad can be said again this separation is indeed painful . Until finally He disconnected the connection of the vidio call.
He was angry at himself why his heart was too thin can not be as mature as his age can not be as strong as the ocean water when in the lunge of the waves.
"You're evil Jul you're so evil that I just say this goodbye in a day thought it was easy for me to do it, I thought I was you who was ready to accept reality in a short time please understand my heart Jul" so express his heart in the text message to Julian.