
Continuance.
"Wake up.." I heard her soft voice whispering in my ear.
I opened my eyes and found that I was in front of my house.
I started to take off the hand I had wrapped around Julian's flat stomach.
"I fell asleep Jul.." I said in a lethargic tone.
"It's not papa." he said with a smile at me.
I started getting off the bike I didn't think I could sleep that comfortable while the clothes I was wearing were still soaking wet.
"You can go in by yourself, right, El...??" he continued to look at my face nonstop.
"May Jul thank you already in the anterin." I replied as I glanced at the right and left sides to make sure that there was no one around me but Him.
"Yes, if I go home first yes don't forget to eat up it just take a break" he said again with full attention I was like a queen it feels.
"Yes you too, until Monday we meet again"
Julian started riding his bike back I looked at the little guy who was disappearing.
I felt sad when our togetherness stopped.
I smiled faintly after I started opening the gate, I did not think that my mother was already at the door by showing an unusual look, maybe He was waiting for my return from earlier
"Where has it come from...??" ask my mama with a high tone tend to hit me I know mama is currently angry.
"I'm sorry I came home...."
"Where has it come from...??" mama can't forgive my mistakes this time I see questions that continue to be repeated.
I just kept quiet with my face bowed in front of my mama.
Not like my mom used to be this angry with me.
"That was Julian again ...?" said my mother again with a tone of dislike, the question of mama immediately made my heart feel pierced by thousands of thorns.
"Yes ma.." I replied slowly
"Inget yes Eliza mama will not agree if you are dating Julian....!!!" mama's words felt like the heart I had with Julian was forcibly separated.
"Well, I'm just a friend" I replied by expressing the reality that I kept these meetings.
"When you get to know him you change El.." said my mother again judging my future with Julian is meaningless.
"Had Eliza entered the cold, she was cold..." My father came trying to open the door and kindly told me to come in.
"Salah itself well already know heavy rain but even cool the way the same guy" said mama like a vengeful Julian.
"Your mother is rich never young" my father tried to dampen my mother's emotions.
"Mama hard to Eliza because mama does not want bad events like the mother's daughter who was pregnant first while still in school"
"I'm a woman too, and I know how your mother feels so worried about me, but don't overdo it.." I said something only in my heart.
"Yes Ma sorryin Eliza promised never to repeat"
I was a bit disappointed with my mother's attitude but I tried to be quiet, because it was better.
"Julian was his son Mr. Santoso Tau himself he ran out of his wife continues even close to Renata friend I work first well..." it was my mother's words that made me feel even more sorry for Julian's feelings when he heard this painful mama's words.
"Udahlah ma He is the Father is Julian his son." replied my father who only wonbut ordinary things do not exaggerate.
"Can't do that well it could be later nular to his son." added my mother again with the face began to bend again.
"This mama anyways they just deketatanya even up to marriage all.." replied my father while sipping coffee in the cup father was wise in dampening the emotions mama.
But my heart ached when I heard my mother saying that the Julian family was so heartbreaking it felt.
I immediately walked up the stairs slowly I stopped hearing my mother's words again but only I ignored her.
Until the room I started picking up towels and walking to the bathroom
Slowly I won all my wet clothes and continued to wander my body with water flowing from the shower.
I enjoy the same atmosphere as before but it feels different not as comfortable as it was when I was with him.
Almost fifteen minutes I was in the bathroom I immediately opened the doorknob and came out not to forget two towels had enveloped my body and head.
After that I took my clothes and put them on.
I began to tidy my hair with a comb I smiled when I saw the direction outside the house.I remember back when with Him who felt like a dream.
Today I am happy that my heart has improved almost as before and now that He has returned to me I am grateful that God has brought Him into my life again.
I was sitting on my bed replying to Julian as if the time I met him was meaningless.
But when I saw his face on the screen of my phone, I remembered the words of the mother who thought Julian was a bad boy
I am so sorry why someone is good at judging others when in fact he himself does not know.
Bad thoughts began to come to me I was afraid that someday mama would not approve of my relationship with Julian because if that happened I would feel the pain again.
Beyond the rain it is getting more and more heavy memapah this desire reemerged memories that happened today that are so meaningful to me.
We look at each other in the light of night we are only separated by distance and time but our hearts are always united.
...
"Mas later this month I will go to Bali there is a duty from the office." said Ayunda with a soft tone as usual.
"Old...??" ask the strong-bodied man.
"One week mas because it must survey the area first with the team I mas.." the story again while meyedok a spoon of salad that is still intact.
"I'll be antherin." said the man attentively.
Ayunda was just quiet
"Your mother is serious about our relationship..?" ayunda's speech was like a joke to the bespectacled man.
Ayunda obviously wanted to ensure her illicit relationship with the man currently sitting in front of her.
"Yes, obviously, why would I tell Amelia if not for you." replied the man, biting off a bite of the slightly hot mayo risol.
"I feel bad, my mother..."
Ayunda was clearly aware of what was done was painful for Amelia.
"Don't talk about that next year I promise your marriage.." The man grabbed Ayunda's smooth hand and said the promise he had uttered some time ago.
"I don't expect a mas..." Ayunda began to release her hands from the clench.
"This Rehan does not want to have a father anymore." added Ayunda trying to find a way out to separate from the bondage of this sin.
"Your mother said you love the same I do not make your heart a dilemma follow your heart only about our children, slowly they will surely nerima..." obviously the man was at length trying to return Ayunda's feelings to her.
They kept talking until late at night.
Ayunda is a hardworking and independent woman wherever she goes always drives her own car no exception tonight which makes the man's heart care for her.
"Other times I'll just take a pick-me-up if you go home alone rich gini"
"Udah no papa, I went home first Rehan was waiting for the problem..."
"Yes" replied the man with a smile.