
Seeing you happy, one of the most beautiful things
Anug'rah the love I once had
You made me believe in the sincerity of love
It's like the perfect story will arrive
Still clearly remembered your warm embrace
As if everything couldn't disappear
Now it's just the memories you've left behind
There is no time left together
Why there is still
The rest of the taste in the chest
When you just left?
Can I survive
Without you, baby?
Lord, let him miss (for her)
Still clearly remembered your warm embrace
As if everything couldn't disappear
Now it's just the memories you left behind
No more time together (time together)
Why there is still
The rest of the taste in the chest
When you just left? (That's it)
Can I survive
Without you, baby?
Lord, please miss him
Oh, still saved
Every spare, ho-wo-wo-oh
All the love you gave
You will not be replaced
Why is there still (there is)
Residual feeling in the chest (feel in the chest)
When you just left?
Can I survive
(Without you, baby?)
Lord, please miss him
Give me my miss for him
I listened to this music over and over again with the aerophone that I put in my ear, every note that came out as if knowing my heart and pumping my soul by making every lyric so meaningful to me, the story of this song is the same as what I am currently experiencing.
"Jul why, why make it difficult for me to forget you why you are so great to have this heart that I also have difficulty to take it off...."
I kept crying until these eyes slowly puffy and started to turn red.
Today I am really heartbroken.
I began to erase one by one my memories with him until I blocked his no watsaap.
"I now realize Jul Mukin is so disgusting that my heart is at this moment without being separated from you...."
Indeed, I do not deny Julian including the dream man until I once called him I was lucky to have him .
But not for now I will learn Jul for your lupain even though I know my heart will not be able but I believe I can.
Sometimes I still hope that we can get through the twists and turns of our love journey but for this time I give up because now my heart is broken.
Thank you for the time and memories that you have carved in my heart that now only leave a wound.
I don't want to get out of my position right now I'm still lying on a void that's almost wet in my tears.
......
Next day.
For my shame to wake up this morning, because today there is a repetition of Ipa with forced I have to go to school despite my laziness to school almost ninety-nine percent.
"Huft this is how did he try...??" I said frustrated while rubbing my eyeballs.
I began to rub my face with powder hoping that my careless eyes could be slightly covered.
I started going to school but something was different now, I thought back to Him but slowly I began to turn my mind to forget him back like I promised last night.
I rode my bike at high speed hoping my anger would get carried away in my current way.
When I got to school as usual I parked my bike first and continued walking towards the kekas.
"Eliza wait....!!" said the voice that made my world now collapse I did not turn back and continued to accelerate my originally slow footsteps.
"El wait.." The scream was as clear as it could be in my ears and the footsteps were almost parallel to my steps.
"Jul is enoughp ..!!!" I said it out loud.
I don't care if anyone hears me I just keep walking to my classroom.
Until class
"Lo gk papa El....??" asked Rena trying to get close to me.
"Son.." I answered flatly and sat down next to him.
"Lo's eyes...??" ask Vey who now turns to question me.
"On this cake all night I got an ant bite.." I'm sure they didn't keep asking me because I didn't want them to know I was crazy last night for love.
"Cock can be both anyway....??" continue Rena while staring fixedly at my vision.
"Click do not be noisy I want to learn to repeat later...!!" I said while taking the book out of my backpack.
''Iya-iya" they replied mukin bramatan they know at this time it is not appropriate to argue.
"Woy he seems to be crying out." said Vey whispered beside Rena's ear.
"Suthh diem." replied Rena a little quietly but my ears were clearly still functioning until I could still listen to her.
"I must from now on manage my emotions so as not to explode without knowing the place.." I swear in my heart.
"Patience eliza....!!" I try to control my emotions.
The bell rang and the lesson began.
"Good morning to the children." said Bu Tika started today's lesson with a friendly.
"Mom's morning." answered all my friends at once.
"Okay for this time like mother's promise last week today we will repeat you guys are ready to prepare for the test today....??" obviously Bu Tika asked the exam readiness today.
"Each buk.." answered all the students simultaneously.
"Well I'll give you an hour to finish today's replay and if it's done can wait outside the children's understanding....."
"Understand buk"
After that, Ms. Tika began to share a question sheet and one sheet to fill in the answers.
Eliza began to look and research all about him smiling with pride because problems like this for her are easy
"El lo why..?" rena whispered in my left ear.
"I think I can all." I said confidently.
"So arrogant" replied Rena who looks sirik towards me.
"Look.." I answered more confidently by raising my eyebrows.
After that all the students in the class were silent and started working on the matter.
And it's true that in less than an hour Eliza has completed the exam with fifty questions followed by Rena
"Lo's seriously done....??" I asked Rena in amazement.
"Udah nih.." he answered while showing a sheet of answers full of neat writing like thousands of paddy fields lined up.
after that we hand over the answer sheet to Ms. Tika.
"Please wait outside...!" said Bu Tika to me and Rena.
"Yes buk" answered the two of us simultaneously.
After that me and Rena came out to see Vey looking at his sour face
"Eagerness.." I said as I brandished my thumb.
But unfortunately today coincides with the sports schedule of Julian's class, seen next to the Princess is sitting in the company of both themes and in the field looks Julian is playing basketball.
"You know, I chose it in class." I said a little slowly.
"Why El...??" asked Rena to approach me.
"Father Ren.." I replied convincingly.
I sat on the side of the school terrace that looked straight into the field, not a single bit of my eyes I turned towards Julian, but my heart was a little disturbed by the behavior of the Princess who always cheered the words of encouragement to Julian.....