Romance Love Young People

Chapter 41: Stepping Or Stopping

Cring... Cring..

The alarm bells from above my nightstand screamed to wake me up from my night's sleep.

"Huf...!!" I let out my tired breath

For a moment I opened my eyes and saw the light of the sun had appeared.

"It's morning." I said slowly as I felt a gust of sadness that I felt now.

Immediately I woke up justifying the pillow order and left to lean my head again.

My tears kept flowing until they left red circles in my eyes.

Geck.. Geck... Geck..

"Eliza wake up baby it's six o'clock, baby...!" my mother said, knocking on my door.

"I didn't get in my body it didn't feel good...!!" I replied quietly without heeding the screams of my mother.

Hearing that mama mukin realized and immediately went to the office.

"Yaudah mama left first, baby" he said again gently.

I didn't answer that I was feeling my sadness at the moment.

I'm tired..!!

I'm tired...!!

I'm not excited....!!

Those words that mukin are swarming my brain.

I saw my staircase still imprinting a red line covered in bandages.

So stupid but it is.

I checked my cell phone but my tightness came back other thoughts had heated me up to remember Julian again.

"From now on I want to poke my mind for a moment...!!" I said while wiping my tears.

I kept trying to close my eyes but my mind kept getting out of balance.

Nor sleep the words I keep saying in my heart

I saw the clock show at nine in the morning

"I miss Jul as much as you...!" lirih.

What should I do again Jul let you believe...??.

I cried again so tired I wiped the tears that long ago made my eyes sore.

I woke up and ruffled my hair with a beast

"My heart hurts jul my mind is fucked...!!"

I keep saying it out loud.

I hit every innocent body hard because it was touched by Rehan.

What else should I do Jul...??.

My lips are pale, my brain is frozen, my tears get hot when they touch my cheeks

My face is red, my eyes are still so that's my current situation.

"I beg Jul you know how tormented I am right now...!!!".

Julian pov's

Eliza

He kept the one that now filled my brain

Always him and him

....!!!!!

I slapped my face hard.

Immediately I rushed to the school with my spirit-filled paces

"I must be able to escape him...!!!" I swear with a fake smile.

I look in the mirror of my room I see my reflection in the mirror

Don't be a coward...!!!

men should not be easily hurt....!!!

As soon as I go downstairs and saraapan, I sip a glass of milk that has been made by mama.

"Ma pa I'm leaving." I said as I shook hands with them.

"Yes, be careful" my mother replied with a smile.

"Ready mom...!!" answer me with passion even if the truth is false

Fifteen minutes I arrived at school I was hanging out with Dika while in the parking lot

"Sory brow for yesterday...!!!" I said with a glowing face.

"Lo's drinking baigon again Jul freak...!!" answer the dika who looks shocked when I see my strangeness today.

"What the hell was I so seriously too childish...!!" I think I'm a grown-up.

"Lha it's you realize...!!" added Roy who suddenly came.

I didn't answer her words but I showed a smile of peace while shaking hands and sticking it on my chest.

"There's something different..!!" satirize Denis towards me.

"You've recovered many times." replied Roy again with a mocked face.

"What the hell are you on...!!" I said hard to them.

For a moment I must keep forgetting him and start a new beginning.

"Hey Julian.." suddenly came two friends Eliza who came to surprise me as well as my three friends.

"What...???" I replied singakat with a face as if he did not like being present.

"Gue want the same thing you, Elizza yesterday where did you go to us and EliA also no news now??" vey asked with a slightly worried tone.

"Where do I know yesterday just want to turn back the book anyway is not my business..!!"I replied with a trembling chest.

"Oh so how did you suddenly become different, the feeling of yesterday you were so worried about El...??" the answer is Vey wonbut say me who looks stiff.

"Eh I remember yes I just want to return the book no more I was worried because he said the book wants to be used clearly..!!!" obviously I went to them with almost explosive emotions.

"Casual Jul time we will just want Eliza to you even reply you make us mengeselah ask the same lo...!!!" vey looked disappointed with my words.

"Or...!!! yuk Vey yuk yuk yep, nyesel we nanyain El to this guy...!!" rena said adding soon they passed away.

"Damn it people...!!" I said a little slowly.

"Lo, what is the real relationship between Jul and Eliza...??" ask Denis to investigate a little.

''Diem lo on me was going to deketin him but because he already has a yaudah guy" I replied with a falsehood.

"Ohh that way, yaudah to yuk class." invite them while ending our conversation.

"Sory I'm going to the toilet...!!" pamper me to them.

Immediately I ran to the bathroom I let out all the anger that was in my heart so hard for my heart right now.

"Damn lo El make my brain now really boil...!!!!" I said slowly but with great emphasis.

"And lo Rehan take him if you want, I don't want to get a secondhand girl lo...!!" my grunts in the day while smirking in satisfaction.

After finishing by calming my mind, for a moment I decided to immediately go to class.

Sett...

There Rehan and his three old men were sitting in a chair near the library.

"So stupid are you...!!" I said without mistake my eyes stared intently at him.

"Broo... Here first...!!" rehan said as he shouted at me.

There are two choices I'll make to serve him or let him.

With the right answer I immediately approached him.

"What is lo hah...???" I said while clenching my hands tightly.

"Giman your relationship with El...??" ask her while raising eyebrows.

"Did you say that you didn't say you were Eliza's guy, huh...??" I said with a hand that began to shake and breathing that rose irregularly.

"What?? What..?? I didn't hear wrong, did I??".

"If your ears are still functioning I think you heard...!!" I said with a ketus.

Buahgh...

"Take him as you like because I don't want to have a used girl from lo...!!"

I said while hitting him and passed to class.

I'm sorry El my heart doesn't feel like making peace with my situation nor do I know what I'm doing wrong what's right that would make your heart hurt if that's what you know.

I must be foolish to lose all those words because my heart was not healed.

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The third break arrived I was hanging out in front of the class did not see Eliza's face at all from morning.

"Didn't he come in...?" ask me to myself

Sad, worried that those two words were now approaching me.

Little did I think about her situation how did she..??

But I don't want to step up anymore I want to test him what he did with Rehan, so he knows the consequences.

"You should know El is so tormented I am this time...!!" I grumbled in my heart with a blank look.

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