
Again Ayunda again walked into the bathroom to remove the contents in his empty stomach full night, his abdominal cavity felt weak due to spewing wind in his body that forced out.
His body was very tired and to walk alone it was very difficult he tried to wash his face with the water flowing in the washbasin faucet so that at least a little more can neutralize his mind.
"Rehan...?" the weather was a little loud from inside the room but the voice did not seem to be heard by Rehan from outside
And it's true that Rehan didn't hear Ayunda's voice from the inside and he's currently preparing to leave for college because there's a morning class.
Now Rehan is busy preparing his usual morning breakfast prepared by Ayunda but because of the condition of Ayunda that akir-lately often sick be Rehan used to prepare his own breakfast only toast and peanut butter on it for him, it made him full.
Ayunda began to sit in the white chair that he used to dress up. Her beautiful face was currently turning into a pale-looking lute her mind seemed to be twitching violently.
Today he did not go to work because his condition is absolutely undeniable, even if to leave the house is not possible.
He kept calling Wijaya the man who made the seedlings in his stomach which seemed to be busy to not lift the sound from Ayunda.
Rehan entered and found Ayunda sitting limp and made him shocked even though he was angry with the woman but in the heart of his heart clearly loved the woman.
"Mama.." said Rehan as he approached Ayunda with a little flow clearly Rehan's face was so anxious and panicked.
"Rehan.." answered Ayunda lethargicly and her voice trembled her face looked pale.
"Mama why the hell why do we go to the Doctor now, said Rehan while trying to help Ayunda walk to his bed and put him to sleep slowly.
"Dear mother does not papa" answered Ayunda lethargic.
"Mama don't lie." Rehan said.
Ayunda looked lethargic and answered her son's words with a smile.
Rehan immediately walked into the kitchen and brought warm water to Ayunda.
He began to help Ayunda sit down slowly and helped gulp warm water in the clear glass.
"Ma drink first if I need not go in today to take care of my mother today." said Rehan while helping Ayunda drink warm water.
"Han mama is not papa just another ketapeean aja you cepet leave later late" ayunda replied sadly as if her tears were beginning to pull over and ready to fall thinking about her helpless condition and making her child bother.
"But my mother's body is very hot." said Rehan while touching Ayunda's forehead slowly.
"Udah no papa mama again flu aja dear" answered Ayunda who began to shed tears She did not know what would be like if the child only knew her pregnant self destroyed the feelings Rehan.
"We go to the doctor first ma" Rehan said with a pleading gaze
"Dear mama don't papa see this already papa you go there hearty" replied Ayunda while trying to look okay will be like what if He checked by the Doctor.
"Yaudah I'm leaving don't forget if there's anything call me ma" said Rehan reminded his mother again while kissing his mother's hand.
"Yes thanks han" Ayunda replied by wiping away her tears.
"Yes, I'm saying goodbye"
When Rehan had disappeared from the door of his room Ayunda began to cry so much even though He cried without a voice He was so unable to feel through all this his body grew weaker and made him more helpless in turmoil his stomach seemed unable to withstand this nausea.
While Wijaya began to rush towards the house of Ayunda when he heard the sound of Ayunda seemed to be heard the sound of the sick person and made him very worried. The yellowed work seemed untouchable and He left it for the woman he loved.
He began to pull over his black car near the brown-painted fence and began to descend. And he immediately walked towards Ayunda's room as usual.
"Honey.." said Wijaya to Ayunda while opening the door of the room and found Ayunda sitting limp on the bed with Wijaya slowly touching the beautiful face of Ayunda.
"Mas I'm pregnant." said Ayunda in the end with a raucous voice heard it was clear Wijaya was hit hard by the words of Ayunda.
"What...? you're serious.....??" asked Wijaya in great surprise and the look on his face turned red He sighed in frustration as if Ayunda's words were just a dream.
"Yes mas I want the responsibility.." Ayunda answered wiping tears even though it felt like saying it would make Wijaya hit.
Hearing the words of Ayunda Man named Wijaya was looking pontang He did not expect Ayunda would get pregnant as soon as this thought back complicated, as complicated as the thread that came out of the strand.
"Oh yes.." replied Wijaya by turning her face in the other direction while rubbing her black hair rough back He was out of words apparently.
"Mas why is it just oh where is the responsibility mas....??" said Ayunda with a worried and upset tone because Wijaya did not appear to show his serious face.
"Miss...?" said Wijaya slowly while crouching in front of Ayunda.
"Do you want to reject all this ......?" said Ayunda loudly, his heart was clearly upset with the man who seemed to have no responsibility and thought this was all a trivial matter.
"Dear baby, but we'll wait a minute for us to get married" said Wijaya because his mind is now clearly focused on Julian and got the blessing of his favorite boy was difficult as reaching for the sky even though we are already in the clouds.
"Yes okay but" said Wijaya worriedly.
"But what else" asked Ayunda again trying hard to ask for a response from Wijaya.
"Yes I will marry you soon" said Wijaya in the end although she still thinks hard how to get permission from her son.
Wijaya began to hug the body of Ayunda while stroking the stomach that still looks flat
"I'm sorry dear" said Wijaya with a sad look.
"I won't apologize before my wedding" Ayunda replied with her eyes turned in another direction.
"Have you eaten...?" tanya Wijaya who now looks worried about the condition of Ayunda who looks feverish.
Ayunda did not answer and only shrugged his head.
"Judah I pesenin you eat yes...."
A full day of Vijaya at the house of Ayunda accompanied his lover who looked sick before Rehan came home. And some schedules meet the clients today is canceled all and many new jobs of course for Wijaya.
The black hour hand continues to beat and spin around number by number slowly but surely at this time Wijaya is sitting in his elaborate porch, so it is very rare for him to enjoy the time as he thinks at this time clearly thinking about Ayunda and Ayunda He thought about his mistake when in Bandung to make Ayunda pregnant as soon as this.
The sound of Julian's motorbike began to be heard and stopped in front of Wijaya's house, yes, he never watched his son come home and get a warm greeting from Julian like before he fell into a hole of humiliation.
The fence was opened in Inah slowly featuring Julian who came home from school which made Wijaya look happy when this moment happened again.
"Thank you, ma'am." Julian said to mabk Inah.
Inah just nodded and the incident made Wijaya was filled sometimes the longing appeared along with the coming of sad.
Slowly he began to touch his son.
"Jul.." said Wijaya who only got a cynical look from Julian who slowly walked past him without saying a word.
"You will see when you are silent as soon as Jul" the man got up from the chair and walked up to his new son sitting on a wooden chair near the family room.
Julian immediately tried to move his legs away before the painful conversation resumed He was not arrogant but the pain that made Him turn into what he was now indifferent and heartless. And Julian walked into the room.
"Jul papa Mau said.." after two hours waiting for Julian to come out of his room, the man's bold plan expressed his meaning.
"What...?" jukian replied oada endnay kHe felt he could not ignore his papa even though he was wrong taoi He tried to understand at this time.
"Papa will marry Jul in the near future" the remark successfully made Julian surprised his lips felt stiff and did not want to continue the words.
"Oh papa again joking yes what else is joking papa already I permit cheating but still do not want to marry everything" julian replied trying to make the atmosphere at least slightly melt although it would only make his heart hurt again like this and his anger was ready to explode instantly.
"Jul dengerin papa" Wijaya looked worried with his words.
"Will not..!! papa just choose the woman what I am" julian said loudly and loudly He was so sick of the man in front of him as if his eyes were not willing to see the reflection of the body that made him more and more hate him.
"Jul don't love papa in a difficult position Jul" said Wijaya trying to plead against Julian's choice which seemed to make him unable to choose one because for him all important to him.
"No, that's all I gave papa two choices"
"Julian"
"The father has made the same trust as me but now it's gone pa, pa, like a broken glass is not formed destroyed now papa will make my life destroyed again okay if papa continues I will lift my feet from this house" julian said at the end and stared intently at his papa for the first time looking at the face of the man he had once been proud of and perhaps this was for the last time he did.
"Julian dengerin papa"
"Wouldn't, horrified me pa if papa prefers that woman over me, okay that papa's choice I won't be banned but inget I won't want to have papa rich papa"julian said as he left and walked to his room by closing the door to his room loudly.
The rain seemed to pour down all over the city of Jakarta Julian is still in the same position staring at the pleasure of the World that is increasingly greeting him. The rain seemed to ease the memory of despair was again greeted in the painting of the black cloud.
He thought back to Eliza when he knew his desperation to leave this city of his birth..
Although it is heavy but there is a defeat He must look at the cruelty of this world by saying I am ready because this is his choice that he must do and to continue living in this city it feels like He is no longer able.
She stared at Eliza's beautiful face on her milk phone screen She was like a poet who did not run out of words to describe the figure of Eliza who was very meaningful in her life.
In that piece of paper he wrote down whatever He felt right now with Eliza.
His heart ached when he heard the words of his father who was going to marry Ayunda.
This parting will be painful for Eliza but it's her desperation and she believes that this bitter taste will be sweet.