
Degs...
There was Dea who was now entering the Hall with the two committee friends no matter what he was doing
My heart feels so upset and tired
I'm upset that I'm going to be in the mood right now and I'm tired of having to serve it
"Hi friends, I'm sorry I interrupted her for a moment and please be noticed " greet him loudly to friends contact all pay attention he said I am not in the mood I tried to turn my face in the other direction
And many whispered that Dea was pretty and smart
Those words made my heart feel stirred
"On the attention of the announcement from the Osis committee this time" he said again that made me even more furious to see his behavior
And he began to read the announcement and the contents announced the retirement event later Saturday and also the Drama Stage that must be prepared carefully
I heard his chatter like hearing the sound of a broken radio so much that I felt like telianga
"O yes we from the OSIS committee are also working with the coach of the Drama Contest this time so please prepare carefully your abilities and we will determine who deserves to play Drama this year"
Speak with the logic that I think is made up
He said firmly yes
but also not natural
Looks a little made up
And as she began to close her announcement she glanced at me with her cynical face
How I wanted to expose it this time it felt like my arms were itching to hold back
And after that he came out with his two themes
Thank goodness I am in my heart
"The tea looks cool and also looks smart" Stevi said to me who was contemplating and the word immediately made my feelings become upset
"Yes" I replied a little quietly
Next he chatted about Dea's prowess and I replied with a slight disregard for her
And no matter how long Kak Fina comes and goes our training this time
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Five o'clock more I just returned home I feel this time really tired of my eyes look heavy as well as tired feet to walk
Before I go to the parking lot I pay first to Stevi who is still chatting with sister Fina
After that I took the bike in the parking lot
I let out my tired breath
I faintly heard a conversation from Dea behind the parking wall and heard her talking about Julian who was said to have been punished
'Blam.'''my heart feels dark instantly, what else will happen Jul, forgive me this is all my fault.
And it feels like my tears want to fall I'm afraid Jul happened anything with you I swear in the heart that I keep wanting to say
And soon I took out my motorbike matic and it looks like the school atmosphere feels lonely as well as quiet
Like my heart is currently being tested
I got on my bike and went home
I ride my bike with a messed up mind and a tired body
Until my house goes straight up and immediately throws the shackle into my most comfortable place, kasur
For a moment I looked in the mirror at my right cheek that was slightly red
But this is not worth the injury Julian has
Who fought as good as before
I look at the flowers I see all day
Which is always beautiful
Unlike me now, tired
I tried to see my phone he did not contact me at all I tried to send a message😪😣 but he did not answer and also he was not online
And soon I closed these very heavy eyes and tried to rest my brain as well as my heart
And I don't feel like I'm sleeping
May you understand my heart Jul my prayer in heart💖
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Rehan pov👦
Actually this time my behavior is too ridiculous for me to do just because for love, anyway I actually did not expect more with Eliza, but because my revenge with Julian made a start to this lass.
When he was a new idol on the basketball team, he had to get my beloved woman who I had been holding for two years to not shoot him,because if that happens it will definitely be a big commotion at this school
And holding back that feeling is not easy to have to pretend not to know him and pretend to let my own heart hurt
At first when I was Jahan with Dea I took advantage of her popularity and not because of love and also because I wanted to approach Eliza
And when I sent him off without cause I was miserable because I didn't want to force my heart to love someone I didn't love at all
A penny of love for him has no taste
And at that time he continued to accuse Eliza of my adoration of course it made my heart when it also hurt when I liked someone there should be a victim
And it was actually my fault that he who had his theme Dea at that time I had to screw up and there was a beginning of chaos at that time
I've held all my feelings for a long time all I do for her to be safe but this time my heart is too strong if I have to keep holding back
I'm definitely not willing to let her go with Julian
And now Julian and I will be suspended for two days due to chaos
Back to school, Julian and I were called to the BK room we used to be advised not to act strange also make a fuss, but what day I was too eager to use this game
The bruises and bruises on my face look at how stupid I am right now
I see it all feels like a nightmare
And I smiled cynically
Should I stop playing this silly game
Dreettt.my phone reads.
I immediately picked up and looked at my phone screen and it turned out that Dea contacted me
I ignored the call from him and I accidentally turned it off and off my phone
I know he's definitely gonna babble with the babble that made me mess up with him but sorry I'm enough to not play for the second time
To be honest until now I know he still likes me is proven every time there are several opportunities he always seeks my attention and with evil I do not criticize him at all
And it's proven that he doesn't have a guy right now
He used to scold me for spying on me with his lowliness to ask me to go back to him how disgusted I was with such a cheap woman
And what made me even more amused when he made El as his revenge for my romance drama at that time
And terakir he always called me every time asking for his love to be reciprocated it feels like I changed my phone number but because I still have a conscience I let him act embarrassing for himself
As much as there is nothing less than her beautiful white height fitting body and her firm and intelligent nature that makes anyone envious to have it but sorry for me it is all meaningless in my heart
Eliza...Anandias
Since you came to this school
I fell in love at first sight
my eyes could not bear to not glance at you and at that time my heart was beating very tight
As loud as a night storm
You made my life feel different until now
And for the time being I will fight for my love for you which I have been silent for.
I pondered on the balcony while making out about him
Love