Romance Love Young People

Chapter 71's

I continued to look at the pungung that started to slowly disappear from my eyes, not how long Dika came.

I started wiping my tears so I wouldn't look like I was crying.

"Where is Julian El...?" he asked in a hurry to get to me.

"He's gone" I replied listlessly.

"Lo's okay, isn't it...?" ask her with a sense of care.

"Gue's.. No papa" I replied convincingly.

"Seriously...??" ask again.

"O yes, today I have a math replay so I have to rush to school right now" I said looking for an excuse so I could leave immediately and not be seen if I was crying.

"Okee let Julian take care of me" he said by raising his hand sign he could solve this problem.

''Jeez I go first yes" I told him.

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Julian pov's

Today I skipped school again at home or outside the house just as hell as it was to see my parents who kept fighting making my house not the most comfortable place as it used to be.

I stood on an empty building that was not yet fully finished and was left without continued work.

"Waaaaa...."

I screamed as loud as a believer, this is my way of telling nature.

Nature is silent, but able to hear.

I don't care what my condition is like now, spending money just to buy a devil's drink and a few packs of cigarettes.

"Blake...."

I suck and I take this sweet smoke out of my mouth, my life feels free now I don't need anyone in my life right now.

The breezy sound of the wind hissing became my friend in this heartbreaking silence.

My parents are getting divorced soon and I don't know what I'll be next, I never learned like old people that life is hard I am just a spoiled child who can only spend life laughing without knowing life is not like a king.

I laughed at the stupid Eliza who still cares about me I don't deny that a woman has a nature only to cry and cry for people like me, "cuihh'' I spit and grinned when I saw Eliza's sweetness.

About him I'll forget about him.

"Jul..."

I turned and found Dika standing behind me.

"Lo why men...?" ask her straightforwardly.

"Gue...?" answer me while composing a sentence.

"Mending lo go take care of your own life do not take care of my business because you are nobody I....!!'' I continued my cut speech.

"Cuih..lo enter whose spirit you are not the Julian that I know" he replied like a reliable speaker that made my anger even more.

"It's still wrong if I choose the way my life is rich gini.." I said trying to turn off his nonsense.

"Udah Jul is not joking when you remember the ideals you used to still have a lot of tasks at school do not have to mess around...!!" he was trying to deal with a fool like me.

"Buaghhhh...' I remember once again do not ever meet me again take care of your life....!!!" I said back him up with a loud slap.

"The crazy boy's ass." she said to me, she was surprised at how brave Julian was now.

After that I went to let Dika alone in that place, you could say at this time I was chaotic, my mind is not funny, I understand the nature of Dika he is indeed my true friend's bandar, my true friend, I know, but my ego is now more dominant.

I keep walking like people don't have homes, if I join my friend in the alley as usual obviously I don't want to repeat this morning twice, I touched my lips and rubbed the traces of blood coming out of my mouth and nose.

Till home

The day was getting late I just decided to go home I staggered like a bum.

Many pairs of eyes saw me in a uniform that already smelled and looked dirty.

When I got home I opened my gate slowly,

I started to go in and peek from the living room's jedela and saw that my mother had cleaned up her things and brought some large suitcases and my sister was well dressed.

"Deg..."

''Where are you going...??" I said as I opened the door and approached my mother.

"Jul mama has to go" he answered gently, implying his condition was not okay.

"Papa is crazy ngusir mama at will...!!" I said in a high tone towards my father and my hand pointed towards my papa.

"I'll go with mama...!!" add me again towards papa with a threatening look.

"Julian in the room....!!" tell my dad rudely you never understand how I feel right now.

"Papa has no right to set me up let alone my life now." I replied with glaring eyes I hate my father so much right now.

"We go around Ma" asked my mother to try to restrain her hand to leave the house.

"Jul you stay here yes let mama same adek who went after school you will join mama to Bandung, if you have graduated" mama said to me with tears as she let go of my hand.

My tears fell I hugged my mother tightly

"Don't leave this stupid mama's son" beg me to mama and then I turn my body around trying to hide these tears.

"It's a shame we just split the house you can anytime to bandung to meet your mom and sister" said my mom trying to calm my mind mukin mama know my feelings now.

My heart wavers my emotions at the pump.

''No, Julian must come.." I beg you again with great hope I look at my mother full of supplication.

"Buagh....' You go in Jul's room or I play rough to your mama again....!!!" my papa's orders forbid me to go with my mama with a sharp look.

"So papa play rough to mama papa tu man should not papa play rough to mama....!!"  I said in a loud and brutal voice.

"So your mouth Julian you little boy don't have to advise papa...!!!" papa tried to return my words

"Okeeeeee papa loser..Papa is a living demon....!!!" I said loudly to my papa with dusting.

"Basar child do not know in profit go to the room there is still a boy to follow the affairs of parents only...!!"

"Ma someday Julian will meet my mom." I said as I walked into the room by walking past my papa without any respect.

"Jeeeblakk...."

I slammed the door of my room hard I kicked all the contents of my room brutally.

I kick everything in front of me.

At this time my blood is really boiling, my hatred towards my father is more overflowing if only, my money at that time I did not use to make fun of it for sure now I can go with my mother

My papa ATM was lost because of my brand friend at that time and now my papa forbid me to come with mama with various threats.

I promise I won't be like my father.

I took the little red box with 7 and 6, I took it out and my left hand picked up a match.

I don't care if I wear cheap products I'm just looking for peace of my soul right now.

I light a match and I burn the tip of this pungent-smelling cigarette.

Uhhhh feels so good and delicious I keep smoking cigarettes, my world is slower spinning the taste.

My tears fell when I saw my mama start to leave my chest house tight and my hands tremble I was so full of love for that woman that I admitted I was a stupid kid who couldn't be a real man, my memories turned around again displaying thousands of unfinished memories repeated for the second time.

I couldn't see my mom walking out of the house.

I looked at the reflection of my body in the mirror I touched this un-dry wound I saw my face that looked wrenching I hurt my heart ached to see my mother go.

The back that had always been my lipstick is now gone.

The voice that had always been the heart's shade was now gone.

My brain continues to spin like a swivel comedy turning its passengers all the events today ringing back, at this time I cannot make peace with the circumstances that forced me to accept, he said, the weight of one part of my body seemed to disappear with the departure of my mother.

Slowly my drowsiness came and these eyes were slowly closing, the regular sighing I now felt at least my brain was resting for a moment.

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