
"Gue disappointed El same lo...!!!!!!" julian said loudly while standing up and riding on his bike.
"Wait on Juliannnnn.....!!!!!" Loud shout.
But he ignored my words and walked away from me
Soon I ran after him.
"This jul.. no. like. yang... you. imagine...!!!" I said again in a disjointed voice.
"Eliza wait" said Aftur preventing me.
"Take off my tour...!!!" I answered while refusing to take a hand from her.
I ran as fast as I could and I knew that he had paused right by the bridge and the road was a little quiet because it was almost evening.
'Jul....!!" I said with a breath of breath all things and a very unfriendly body condition with disheveled hair and sweat that continues to drip.
He was silent and I was so grateful he stopped.
"Julian I'm sorry, baby...!!" I said again while trying to get close to him.
"Gue hurts El" he replied as if he was pointing a sharp knife at me.
"Yes Jul I know but this time just horrified the explanation from me first...!!" I said while continuing to shed tears.
He came down and approached me.
"What else do you want to explain...??" he said loudly with a trembling voice and one drop of his tears fell.
I saw it getting sobbing and all the words I wanted to say seemed to stop at the tengorokang
"Jawab El...?" he said it again while trying to wipe away his tears
Then I knelt down at his feet "Jul I beg you all Rehan's words are false" I said quietly almost inaudibly
"I can't believe El is like you right now" he replied, leaving my mind vacillating.
Without me realizing it, Aftur's car stopped behind me and went down to meet me and Julian.
"Eliza lo gapin anyway..??" tanyanya astonishment.
"Lo who said follow me The tour quickly went...!!!" the answer I shouldn't have was I let out.
"You won't be safe El...!!" he said it again that made me want to hit him instantly .
"Lo know the Tour I'm fighting with Julian again" I replied with a rage that almost exploded.
"Enough El...!!! if this is all you want to show me, I'll go" Julian said rudely and with a dislike of Aftur.
"It's no shame I'm serious." I replied in a voice trying to melt his heart.
"Don't pangil me with that word..!!" he said it was very sharp in my heart.
"But Jul...?"
"Enough El...!!!" he said it loud and he left me.
"okay... Jul I'll jump now...!!!" I said it out loud and I was getting ready to jump.
I felt the deep despair of life and wanted to end it all.
"Don't El." said Aftur and tried to hold my right hand.
"Please Tour...!!" I answered loudly and tried to throw down the stairs.
"Don't do anything stupid" he said loudly and tried to deny me and I fell on the sidewalk.
My heart ached more and more and more and my brain was instantly empty as he treated me harshly.
"You have Jul..!!" I said with a limp and I tried to get up
I felt a thump in my chest and instantly my tears flowed back.
Julian was still silently staring at me with a disappointed look and Aftur was still standing in front of the car.
"Okay Jul is up to you I cape" I said as I wiped my tears.
"Moreover I'm Eliza...??" he said while glaring towards Aftur.
"Julian don't make me crazyaaaa....!!!!!!" I said very loudly and with anger that was out of control .
My tears kept flowing and I kept as much as I felt my heartache today.
"Aftur you can go now and imaksih before it has survived me from Rehan" said I quietly.
"But you're El...?"
"Well, I can't take a taxi".
"Jaudah be careful El.." she replied as she passed away.
"Now you must hear my words Jul" I said, turning my body toward Julian.
"No need El, it's a fare to take a taxi..!!" he said while throwing fifty thousand money at me and passing away.
"I don't need the Jul money I need you for" I replied, trying to take the money he threw.
''I cape Eliza I want to go home..!!!" he said while dragging my hands tight.
"Please take this girl to her address" Julian said to the taxi driver.
"Ready" replied the taxi driver as he opened the car door.
I was dragged hard by him and put in a taxi.
"After Jul I can walk alone I can find my own taxi" I said loudly and tried to get out.
'Whatever...!!!" he said it loud and he rode on his bike.
Azan mahrib was reverberating and I am still in a place far away from my home and I keep thinking about when I will go home how my mother reacted with my father
For a moment I didn't want to go home but where should I go
And Julian has already left.
I was silent for quite a while...
Drett. My phone rang, as soon as I took it out of my pocket and tried to look.
It turns out there was a call coming in from my mom.
I ignored him, and I immediately walked to find an angkot so I could go home and suddenly Julian came and offered me a ride.
With shame and heartlessness I stepped forward and rode behind Julian's bike
"Ride fast...!!!" said ketus
Immediately I went up and he drove the bike fast.
During the trip he continued to be silent so even I who there was only the sound of the roar of the motorbike engine
I continued to stare all the way with a blank look with no meaning and meaning.
Half an hour later I arrived home.
"Jul can I say..?" I said trying to melt the atmosphere.
"Come in and get some sleep...!!!" he said firmly and immediately put the bike back on.
I continued to look at her body that had passed away which was already unseen by my eyes
I breathed my disappointment.
As much as possible I continue to wipe my tears with a uniform that is mucin at this time already slum.
I'm coming in right away...
And my mom is in front.
"Where are you El....??" ask my mother in a high tone as usual.
"Sorry El ma.." I replied with a whim, I was very hard to hold my tears out.
"You why else El....???" ask my mama while looking at her uniform and disheveled hair.
"What are you doing El, you've been fighting.....???" ask my mama again in a suspicious tone and continue to look at every inch of my face.
I answered with arrogance, though I wanted to feel like I was telling you all the things I experienced this time.
"Prakkkk" mama slapped me hard.
"Well, his son just came home in a slap, '' said his father defending me.
I kept crying and dad held my shoulder gently.
"Go to my room, baby." she calmed my mind a little
"Eliza wait for mama....!!!"
"Udah ma justin he's resting...!!!"
"He had a fight well can not be allowed to have a daughter has a rich nature that is!!!" my mother said I was full of emotion.
"Eliza wait, mama peringaatin once again yes if until mama hears you fighting mama will move you to the dorm" added my mama again in a high voice.
Hearing my brain mama say it felt like I stopped working and my hope had disappeared instantly.
"Especially if mama knew I was held by a guy what I would receive when I came home...???" I swear in my heart.
As soon as I threw my body hard on the bed, I continued to cry incessantly and disregarding my current state.
"I want to die....!!!!!" I said with my despair that had been tested horns and footsteps that did not want to run, eyes that were tired to see, and brains that were tired of working.
"I want to die....!!!!!!" I said again loudly and with a blank look.
Crack....
I tried to slam the vase on the nightstand and immediately picked up the glass shrapnel.
"I must immediately put an end to all the burdens of my grief I am tired of my heart and my life" I said with a heartbreaking smile.
Immediately I take it and I stick it near the vein on my wrist.
"I have to be ready for a new one" I said as I tried to slash my steps with a fairly sharp piece of glass.
Srrreeett......