
Continuation....
After that I decided to leave because Eliza looked better and I didn't want to add any more trouble.
"If you know El I'm in a heavy position now my life is still flung to face my family's problems.." My inner heart as it passes away.
"Woy Jul lo out of where the hell....??" roy asked who came without me and surprised me a little.
"Gue to the back for a while." I replied as I wiped my sweat dripping on the temple.
"Ohh come home later there is no training." said Roy while patting my shoulder is already usual he did it arguably he was my closest friend.
"It's good to relax my brain." I replied as I walked to class.
When going to step foot into the class Princess came with her two friends she walked with limp feet.
''Jul thanks ya.." he said gently and addressed a sincere sense of gratitude.
"It's not okay, is it...?" I answered by asking her.
"Udah mengingan kok." he answered while enduring the pain because his voice sounded a little heavier.
After that, the lesson began again.
Right now, my brain can't focus on being always Eliza and Eliza.
The incident kept ringing in the head.
"Woy lo has a crush on Princess....??" roy whispered in my ear that was amused.
"Why....??" my words tried to lure him into revealing his meaning.
"She's got it when she finds out.....!!' whisper again
"Oh here's your ear I'm giving you a surprise.....!!" I say back to work on it.
"Good horror I don't like the Princess" I said with a little gush Roy's ear.
"Good third world war will be pending.....!!!" he answered while the rich grin of the worm overheated.
"Eat him got this to think....!!" I said while pointing my index finger at my brain.
"About what the hell.." the owner of the name apparently disturbed.
"Kepo.." I answered with Roy at the same time.
The bell home from school arrived I immediately went out of class.
''Julie will come to my house sometime yes." said Denis who is not as usual.
'Sip" I answered with a thumbs up.
I looked at the road leading out of the school, but Eliza did not show her nose.
"Fill him first" my inner self in my heart.
"Jul hangs out yuk.." take Roy with me while holding my shoulder.
"Oh ready.." I replied accepting his offer.
I'm now stopping at the place of the school children's tongkrongan, yes can be said small cafe but themed outdoor.
Yes, all the friends here I know. We hang out all we reunian because of them many friends of my past Junior High School.
About three times more I hang out with Roy and my other friends we talk more than enjoying the cheese pancakes that make anyone tempted when they see it.
"Jul pancong lo don't you run outin...??" roy asked me to interrupt my conversation with my old school friend.
"Oh I'm full I make you alone." said I know he wanted to eat it.
"Thanks ya.." he answered while grabbing the partially inedible pancong.
I just smiled at her behavior.
"Reverse yuk.." take him after oancong utu spentys.
"Ready.." I replied standing up.
Right now I have a conversation with Roy and have to take Roy home first.
"Jul said you really, right....??" his tanyanya melted the originally silent atmosphere.
"Who I was just a reflex noolongin doang no more.." answered me next to scream hoping the ears are hot.
"It's good you know yourself on the way.. "
"Yes I know, by the way tumben Denis told me to his house mukin you know the alesannya....??" ask Roy to know the answer.
Not long after we got to Roy's house.
"Thanks yes brow.." said while getting off the motorbike.
"Sip..."
After that I turned my bike and continued on my way home.
When I arrived home as usual my house seemed to feel lonely and quiet, memories with my mother began to appear but gradually only like a delusion that began to fall.
"Sorry mbk please wash this uniform tomorrow morning want me to wear the problem ....." I said kindly to the maid who was quite young while handing over the sports jersey that I used to play basketball.
"Yes, ." she answered with a low head.
"Thank you mbk." I said politely and I tried to correct my former disrespectful behavior.
The young maid simply showed a smile and passed away to the kitchen.
I opened my bedroom door and I put my tired body on my bed.
My tiredness today doubled my heart and my mind at this time drew his fatigue.
For about two more days I was still asleep until the sound of the azan reverberated to wake me up.
I rubbed my eyes slowly and I got up.
I walked to the bathroom and wuudhu after I prayed.
I was now pondering by the window of my room I looked up at the dark-looking sky surrounded by thousands of twinkling stars.
For a moment I began to look at the reflection of my body on the window glass relighat bodyju thinner because less managed.
Since the departure of my mother from my home life feels different atmosphere hatik also become erratic, sometimes good and sometimes not good, similar to a rollcloster that rises and falls erratically.
I smile with laughter sometimes life doesn't always go well.
My father was always busy with his women until he forgot I was his son.
The wounds stored in my heart will not heal in any way I will keep these wounds until later.
My dad always comes home late at night and leaves for the office is wekend papa more often spend time outside by exercising or playing badminton with his coworkers.
I checked my phone screen again with several numbers sending me messages but nothing I saw.
"Uhukkk..." I coughed again and the blood came out again
I just let this mukin effect of my being drunk at that time.
Slowly my love for Eliza began to waver but sometimes also improved as before. My heart is now in a dilemma.
Looked lights lit from outside the fence of my house is a sign that the man I once loved in the past was home.
Tenn.
It has become a sight every day.
I let out a disappointed breath I began to close my bedroom curtains before papa saw me.
Not long after, as usual, the maid knocked on my door to tell me to eat.
Geck... Tokk doesn't seem to be a knock from my maid but from my papa.
"Jul open the door....!"he said from outside the room.
I just kept quiet hoping that papa would leave soon.
But the knocking got louder and made my irritation even more so and my skin itchy.
I opened the door
"What the hell is pa.." I said with annoyed tone because papa teased my tightness at this time.
"Have you eaten yet...?" he asked with attention visible on his left hand carrying the white box.
"Udah I want to learn I'm tired of not bothering me.." I said clearly and the direction of the eyes I pointed in the other direction.
"Jul... Jul you are always not able to open your heart to forgive papa" said my papa while leaving, implied clearly a sense of disappointment clearly drawn on the face of my papa.
My stomach is hungry but it feels more like a wound that has not fully recovered.
The dining box was placed on the dining table.
"Bak later if Julian comes out tell me to eat this yes." said my papa politely.
I know my father still loves me but with his behavior now I have not been able to fully forgive the mistakes he made against the woman I love so much.