Romance Love Young People

Chapter 7: His Presence.

I tried to kiss her but failed and I got a hard slap from her

I don't know what's in my soul right now that I feel**** that keeps blazing

I'm really fascinated by it

"I'm sorry for the kilaf" I said as I moved away from my lips

He did not answer and saw water coming out of his eyes

She's crying!!!!

I tried to touch her again but she threw out my hand for the umpteenth time

"You can go home if there's nothing you want to do and I beg you to go!!!" he said it very loudly and with a look on his face

"I'll take you to the doctor!!"

"No need" he replied with trembling lips

"What's wrong with my sudden presence?'' I ask who looks stupid

"Clearly wrong" he answered appropriately

Then he fell silent I felt like a thief trying to know myself

Immediately I went out and left not to forget I closed the door again

So wicked am I this time my grunts in the heart

"I'll go.." I said to him with a face full of my sin.

"It's healing soon." I added again.

Without an answer he continued to turn his eyes in the other direction

I walked out of his room not forgetting I said terimakskh to mabk Inah who had helped me meet me with him

After that I immediately put forward my bike and passed away not forgetting this afternoon I have an appointment with my three best friends .

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His presence was like a hot rain that came suddenly without any known signs

He brought me a basket of fruit and a package of bread that I had not sent at all

It feels like a dream but it is real and seems surprising

I didn't budge, there was a little opening in my heart

Occupy but not found

I opened my eyes that were trying to shut

I remember that incident again

My heart was empty but shouted what sign was this..??

Julian's a man I didn't know at first

And it made me feel like I was writing a fairy tale, full of fantasy

He tried to kiss me with disrespect

I think back to the figure of Aska ....

The blandness I feel now I'm still traumatized about romance

And now my heart is starting to be tested

I tried to break my daydream I looked back at my world normally

I saw the dinging clock that was pointing at three in the afternoon

I looked back around my room that I couldn't see

The spotlight of sunlight began to turn to the west of me who was still limp continued to lie like a person who did not want to live

I digest all the terrible things I've been through

Full of surprises, the basic word

I tried to get in touch with my two best friends asking about today's lesson that I couldn't follow

After that I closed my eyes again

Because it's so impossible for me to just switch places

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"Eliza." said the middle-aged woman who entered her daughter's room.

"Mama.." said the owner of the name with still lying down limp.

"You're sick, son...?" said the woman while sticking the palm of the ladder on the girl's forehead

There was no answer but his body was able to answer

"Wait a minute baby." said the woman still in her work uniform while holding the phone.

"I'm sorry mommy, son, you didn't know how you were"

"Yes ma." answered Eliza quietly

Before long a well-dressed man came and went straight into the room and chatted first with the woman

After that the man began to check the state of the girl who was still lying limp

After the doctor finished saying goodbye and went out

"How's Eliza Dok doing..?" ask the mother to the doctor

"Just tired, ma'am, he should pay more attention to his health" replied the doctor while handing him a bag of plastic containing drugs that he had formulated earlier

''Oh, well Doc received a lot before" said Eliza's mother while giving up the envelope.

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When it is checked...

I tried to gulp down some water and asked for the pills the doctor gave me earlier

I had already chewed on the bread Julian had bought earlier which was bitter when touching the tongue

My tongue refused but my stomach asked to be filled so I vomited back the food that had entered

Mama who saw that immediately approached me and sat down where I was massaging my shoulders so that everything I wanted to get out could come out

After that, my mom told me to go back to sleep

Not long after I woke up and tried to lift my body just sitting but my head was heavy and my eyes still look blurred

My mother who was with me tried to take care of me

"Udah El don't be forced to take a break, yes" said mama calmed me

I resigned my taste and only answered with arrogance

So unfortunately my mother against me my guess has been wrong

Later I will become a mother if someday I can repay my mother's great affection

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After hanging out with my three best friends it feels tired I am today but instantly my fatigue was dissolved with the presence of him he was lodged in my brain

I tried to sit in a chair by the window

A silent night as silent as my heart

I looked at the dark sky and the light from the moon

"Valiza ... " The new name that now keeps a new place in the depths of my heart

I kept thinking of her beautiful face that was so charming

I would be a fool if I couldn't have it

I smiled enigmaticly

What's wrong with my heart..?  I asked myself

So wicked was I that I dared to make a woman cry just because of *****my heretical

And yesterday's events took my mind back I tried to think about what happened between Eliza and Dea

Because I know Dea has no enemies and even if he has enemies to see he is very rare to hold such a great grip

Because I've known him since Junior High and I've always been in class with him

But I shook my mind and didn't want to extend it

For a moment I remembered the incident when I broke up with Intan, when Junior High felt like an instant even though it was a long time ago

The feeling of love is no longer there, because so attached to my possessive nature that makes him leave me

It feels funny if it is wrapped in a memory

I smiled cunningly how are you with that woman ..?

"Stupid...!!!" I was hard on my heart

I could hardly feel myself sitting there contemplating all this time and with new and old thoughts clashing together, when I saw the clock had shown twelve and one

Immediately I went up and lay down on the bed that had been waiting for me

I wish I could dream of him in an impenetrable dreamland.

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