
As the days passed, my relationship with Julian grew better and better.
I love my beloved and enjoy my time with her.
With all the good luck, it makes me not stop being grateful for the blessings given by this one God.
Julian Docs....
A thousand stars do not share my love for you.
In it the sea is not able to cope with the depth of my love that I give to you.
I was joking, but that was the truth.
And my hope of love for you will be immense.
Then don't you ever test my love against you again.
"Eliza" he said, waving as he watched me sitting daydreaming in a park chair near the lake.
"Don't yell shame" I replied a little jokingly even though he wasn't really yelling.
"This is what El didn't scream" he replied as he should.
"But see that your voice is blaring" I argued again trying to joke again.
Oh....!!!
The kiss always landed sweet on my smooth lips I am not ashamed of my surroundings because I happened to sit a little bit pulled over so not too visible directly by many people.
"No more.." he said a tease that pissed me off a little.
"What the hell is it like to ask questions and add mulu" I replied a little jail.
"Yes, he's less rich" he's the god again who doesn't want to lose a word from me.
"You are sitting here Jul see where you first shot me" I said, inviting him to sit.
Unbeknownst to them, the Princess was peeping at them from a distance.
"Yes El is very beautiful yes this place is not wrong I shot you really fit the atmosphere of the place" said Julian who made my heart shady.
"You said it" I replied a little joking.
"Oh yes if you think the test of our relationship is very much yes starting from Dea Rehan who was terakir Princess" added me again while glancing a little at his pointed nose.
"Yes but you only believe in me, don't you, El...??" julian asked, which made me even more convinced that he was very keen on maintaining the relationship between us.
"It's right now but I don't know Deh later" I answered a little testing him.
"Oh yes, the holidays will be coming next semester we will travel to Jogja all year" said Julian who made me a little stunned but also a little happy.
"But isn't it too far away Jul...??" I answered while trying to touch her hand.
"Eh we have grown up not a child anymore so it does not matter if we go together" he said while gently stroking my hair which made me more sure he was telling the truth.
"But you're not gonna do anything about me, are you...?"" I said a little scared.
"Kok you even tegode me if later I really do you want what" he replied that makes me embarrassed.
"It's really bad that yaudah just broke down" I said while pouting a little because suddenly my mood changed.
"Ish that's so bad" he said, calling me from behind and trying to kiss me again.
"Juliannnn...!!" I screamed when he tried to kiss me again.
"Pelit is so ama girlfriend herself" she said a little disappointed that she failed to kiss my lips again.
"Oh yeah, we pesen what's this...??" jane asked me to eat.
"I pesen bakso aja ya long ago also do not eat meatballs" I replied while thinking a little.
"Yes I already pesenin first yes" he said as he walked towards the meatball stall.
"OK "I replied as I picked up the bag and walked towards the meatball stall.
Princess pov.
Days passed by and I could never forget Julian somehow what else I had to do so I could get him out of my mind a little.
Why am I so weak in love with someone who likes me not, and now my relationship with Feri is a little tenuous again because my erratic nature makes him know me a little now.
I remember when he said we broke together because I didn't enjoy the slightest bit of happiness with him because my heart was turning away.
"Okay Put mending we break our relationship first, we fix what can go on or not...!!" he said it touched my heart a little and made my mind tremble a little.
"But Fer...??" I said while pleading.
"I want to go home and this is the cost for you to go home do not forget to take care of health" he said briefly and made me feel guilty.
Now I try to follow the evil steps of my heart to follow where Julian went with Eliza I cape I am tired but my heart cries out to follow all my desires I did wrong and this makes me tormented.
I'm jealous of course I want to be like Eliza like the person Julian is currently in love with.
Now that he's in the park he's joking, he's smiling he's always teasing Eliza.
One word for you Jul...
I need I need what Eliza feels right now Jul.
Hem....
"Hey you why is put kok you here too???"
"Dag...."
My heart beat rhythmically.
The person I had been robbing from earlier came right in front of my eyes with all the perfection possessed making my eyes not want to stop blinking.
"Woy lo kok even daydreaming anyway what's the matter....??"
"Yes I, I again it.." I stalled because my heart hurts I need you Jul I said in silence.
"Oh lo again try to find an atmosphere for lo sama Feri ngedate right this is seriously lo put the place fits really...!!" julian said without knowing the current state of my heart.
"Btw you're on your own...??" and Julian again.
"Yes oh, I'm going back in the afternoon" I said trying to withstand all the burdens I was holding.
"Why...??" he said he asked my reason.
"This is my low Jul cell phone" I answered lying.
"Gue there pb kok pinjem no papa" he said offering my stupidity.
"No need" I replied as I tried to leave.
"Wait for you to cry...???" darrr said it made me more depressed.
"Oh anyway I was from earlier excited to see that other people get on the ship I just wanted a little" I answered making it up.
"Oh so o yes I forgot to pesen meatballs I also first yes" he said as he passed away.
"Yes Jul" I replied with a heavy heart.
After that he went to the meatballs seller
My heart hurts so much from where this pain comes when it hurts me not one bit because basically loving it hurts more than being loved.
I immediately wiped my tears and turned home .
***
"Sory yes El lama." I said when I found out Eliza was outside waiting for an order to come when I just ordered.
"Yes not papa but he's queuing up..??" he answered while asking the reason I had been a long time ago.
"No" I replied while trying to balance his mood.
"But I saw you from earlier not in the place where you order food...??" eliza asked a little angrily and made me have to be honest.
"So I saw the Princess here." I answered certainly not lying.
"Oh so much more desirable Princess huh than me...??" eliza replied a little annoyed and jealous.
"It's not a pity I just nyamperin doang right I guess.." said I answer the question from him but had not been cut by him.
"Udah mending you sit I cape berantem discuss Princess" he said a little snapping and make the face a little look ugly.
"Yes soon the message came" I said a little divert the atmosphere.
"Yes." replied Eliza slightly turning her eyes away from me.
After the order arrived we enjoy our togetherness he always makes me happy with the nature of him who is now a little spoiled.
Suddenly the sky turned cloudy and soon mukin torrential rain will soon arrive it feels shady and touched me with Eliza enjoying our togetherness full of warmth plus there is a musician singing a melodious pop song.
"Cold huh..??" I said to Eliza because her hands didn't stop moving.
"Yes a little" he answered trying to cover the air he felt.
"Try to see" I said as I grabbed her hand and tried to blend my palm with her
"It doesn't really change the cold you feel but at least I'm trying to warm the air in your heart" I said as I continued to do what made her happy.
He did not answer and only replied to me with a sweet smile.