Romance Love Young People

Chapter 85's

Eliza pov's

As usual after school there was nothing else I did but put this body to sleep, today's sports schedule in my class, almost an hour more I showed my flair and now the impact of my run is to feel cramps in the legs that feel like being beaten with rattan in the movement feels heavy and very painful.

I started to change my uniform with a house shirt not forgetting I turned on my room ac so that cool air was created.

Gradually I fell asleep one by one my dreams began to empower me in the dreamland.

Until the sound of the clock I could no longer hear

Geck... Geck... Geckos

The knocking of the door from my room made me wake up so lazy I started to open my eyes.

"Who....??" I asked still with the sound of people waking up.

"There are guests" said Mr. Armo, the old man who now works at my house to clean the yard of my house.

Before I opened the door I opened the curtains of my bedroom which I had originally closed tightly, and, I looked around the courtyard of my house and sure enough there was a man who was currently in a quarry who was making a streak of wounds that had not yet fully recovered.

'Sorry, the guest told me to go home." I said in a heavy tone.

"And just tell me I didn't receive a guest whose name is Julian." I said again as I opened the door.

"Oh well mbk will I send a message to Julian mas" jsawabnya immediately move away.

"Thank you sir" I said sluggishly as I closed the door to my room again.

I put my body back on the bed.

But these eyes do not want to be closed I have tried less than fifteen minutes but the result is always the same these eyes remain wide open.

My heart cried out for obedience as soon as I got out of bed slowly I wanted to stop but my heart forced, soon I opened the window curtain of my room I said his body that looks still the same, but my heart was forced, I looked back at that charming smile that cheering smile of the time and now there was only my sorrow left.

He mukin was talking to Mr. Armo because it looks like the two are talking, once he saw that my heart felt melted down memories re-emerged one by one leaving scars that are easily scratched now.

I remained in my position looking at him deep away looking at him with my eyes open yet my heart closed.

I'm sorry Jul I've been tired of all this slap hard that time being I know that love just makes my life break makes my heart hurt.

Don't fail my plan to forget about you because it's so hard for me to build up this hate of not caring, the sense of wanting to accept that I'm okay is difficult Jul for me do not bother me again for this time and so on let time be a witness that our love is like a melody that sometimes rises sometimes down and sometimes until the end and stop but have a beautiful rhythm.

I'm waiting for him to come home because I'm going to make sure he's okay

After that he went home my heart was relieved but my heart was also crying I missed you Jul too much so my brain was tired thinking about you.

My love for you now resembles the waves that are pounding on the beach there is a time to appear and the beautiful waves there is a time when I have to stop pulling over.

The heart that is too broken is now just me alone who snarls without me telling you to come feel it because it hurts so much Jul.

"Sorry sir, what was the conversation....??" ask me to Mr. Armo as I sit in Julian's former seat.

"It's usually just the father's work as well as the mbk but mbknya not want to come out ..." he explained while stopping cutting the leaves with a smile.

"Yes sir because my mom has told me many times there can be no men enter.." I said without convoluted.

"Og that's it mbk..."

"O yes, there was a seat from Julian's son" said Mr. Armo as he handed the brown teddybear picture paperbag.

"Thank you sir"

I won't open it I'll give it back when my heart is ready to meet you Jul

Because right now my heart is not ready to meet you and look you in the face because it's too hard to say I'm easy to forget you.

"Oh yes later after watering the flowers you eat first" I said to Mr. Armo who was still struggling with the scissors of the plant.

"Sorry mbk after I have to go home because I have to take my wife shopping for the needs of tomorrow's sale" said pak Armo who I have to understand.

"Oh yaudah but next time you have to eat here" I said with a request.

"Yes mbk"

"Jaudah, please accept that I enter first sir" ucpku while stepping into the house

"Yes are both mbk"

I started walking into my room with the footstep of my left hand dripping with this Julian gift item, I was so touched by her attitude that I thought back to the time she treated me not hers when she tried to test my heart as she thought I was just looking for trouble for her.

But now I just cannot forgive him and forget the two words that I am struggling with until I am ready to be his.

But I'm amazed by you Jul you did this for me but baby right now my heart is locked tight and I've dumped the ocean loose

And I know Jul your heart is being tested right now but calm down I am ready if someday our love is just a story carved beautifully on the world let the universe be a witness.

After that I took off the ring again giving tears my eyes fell honestly I was not willing but I should be able for my heart's sake not to be too fragile so strong as before so that I learn to be more careful the question of love because of love one word but complicated and difficult to explain by words.

I lie back down I spill the feeling I am experiencing now on my bed I start to light a song that fits describe the current state of my heart so that I can evaporate it even if only silent.

Gradually I remembered my love story two years ago with Aska, the first man I loved, the first man who taught me the meaning of loss and now I feel it again, back to feeling the pain that never subsides, the pain when the man we love more care for others indeed love makes us selfish and love makes our common sense helpless.

I'm back to shed tears I broke Jul's heart for the cold.

Love you