Rinai Rain

Part 31: My protector

Part 31: My protector

Alvia Darsya Princess

There is not much I can do when love wills. Love itself decides not to survive. He left all the hopes I had hung. Farel did not understand even though I had explained it many\-times. The incident was just a misunderstanding. He could not rule out his ego that was too high.

Many times I explained, many\times love comes from Zaki. He was strong enough to take my heart back. I can't just take it. I'm sure that hope can still be held. That belief made me retain my feelings Farel.

One night, right on the day that Farel wanted to vent his anger by slapping me. Zaki declares his love for the second time. My heart rejected his feelings. He's just like the man\-man I just met, nothing more. There is no feeling that makes me like it. Refused it.

"If you really\-love you, Farel will definitely receive you again, Alvia," Zaki said.

"Are you sure, Zak?"

"I'm sure. If not, I will always be there for you. I'll make you forget Farel. I'm not gonna let him touch you again." He let me out of the car. The touch of his hand that had been holding me back finally came off. I need time to fix what happened.

For days\-days I gathered the words\-words to apologize to Farel, for days\-days also miss this dwelling in me. Forced to come out and clutch his warm body. His gaze was no longer as warm as it used to be, always shying away from me who was trying to throw a smile.

My word\-kat is already full in mind. I just said it with Farel. It was time for me to come to him again. Only one of my powers still makes me strong, a feeling of love that has not worn off at all. No matter how much hate affects it. I'm sure there's a small part of his heart that still looks at me.

"You can't keep the love you've been fighting for so long?

    He did not look at me at all even though these tears had flooded. Make a long run until it falls on the end of the chin. Tears drip like morning dew falling from the leaves.

"Love is gone in a twilight, Alvia. Don't ever see me again,"

My heart trembled at his statement. The sentence was a painful twilight. Dusk that does not contain happiness, only leaves hate and sadness.

If he really\-love you, Farel will definitely accept you again, Alvia.

 

    Zaki's words seemed to echo in the air. It penetrates the blood stream that constricts the pulse. My heart stopped beating. The air cannot enter for me to breathe. So tight was heard the sentence Farel implying bitter farewell greetings.

My days were quiet without Farel's little smile. I miss his smile when I play my guitar. I miss looking at her weak little glare. I miss being held back by her warm body. I miss every detail of memories that have been crossed out in the past.

I was right on the edge of love. After I had climbed for a long time to climb it, walked until I reached the middle where his heart veins were,. Finally I reached the edge of it. Just waiting for the time to fall and let it all go. Love itself that does not accept me.

Finally I completely fell and lost my way. There's no hope where I hold on. The lamp that's been leading me out has been. No more illuminating where my love will lead and dock.

"You're totally up with him, aren't you?" ask Zaki. The twilight sunshine bathed the two of us here.

"Yes, I'm blushing. He chose his own path. Make me forget about Farel" I asked him.

    He touched my hand. Her smile was gently thrown at me.

"I'll make you forget Farel." Slowly his head approached me. Her lips still with her smile approached slowly to touch. I closed my eyes to let him do it.

    Alvians!

   My imagination gave rise to Farel's voice. I remember that rain-waiting guy. My finger held Zaki's head that was getting closer.

"What else, Alvia?" ask Zaki.

"I don't think I can, Zak." I took my eyes off her.

"You promised to be my girlfriend again."

"I'm not ready, I'm not ready yet."

Face changed. Doesn't paint the smile I saw.

"I don't want to. You have to be my girlfriend." He brought his face closer to me quickly. My weak hands tried to hold Zaki's body closer. He tried to kiss me back.

"Zaki, enough!" my orders to him. He didn't listen to me. He just keeps trying. My hand was sticking right to Zaki's face. The slap made quite a loud sound. I ran with my tears. Running without purpose.

I'm not looking ahead. All I saw was my quick little steps. Zaki chased after me while touching her reddened cheeks.

Something's holding me. Hit my face and my body. Tears that sipped entered the clothes of the one who was holding me back. Her tight embrace and the smell of her body reminded me of someone. Someone who is in the rain. I felt as if I could feel the sound of the rain when it first hit the earth.

"Alvia, I love you" he said slowly.

   I looked up, Farel with his tears clutching tightly to my body. He let go of the hatch and approached Zaki who was trying to chase after me. He clenched his hand tightly. The energy that he had been storing, seemed to come back again. His hand floated right into Zaki's face.

"DON'T EVER TOUCH ALVIA AGAIN!"

     The Sura blared like a guardian angel to me.

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