Rinai Rain

Part 14: Heartbreak

Part 14: Heartbreak

Farel Star

I walked by holding a letter addressed to my parents. My feet do not tremble upon this cricular pavement. I received the punishment given without a hint of regret.

There was pride when I realized that I felt like I was back again. One man against seven I can fight with my own two hands. My body seems to have returned lightly and regained its strength. But the most important thing is that my depression is starting to fade.

open fence. My mom's car is parked in the garage. This is a sign that he has come home from taking care of his boutique. As usual, Sarah had already watered the plants she had grown herself. Sarah used to love planting activities. Maybe it's down from Mama who likes gardening.

"Sarah, where's Mama?" my many.

"Inside, tuh," he replied with a chuckle. He continued to water his beloved plants.

On the doorstep, I smell the cooking we're going to eat tonight. My mother must have been in the kitchen using an apron she always used when cooking.

After that, he would ask, how was Farel's lesson? Are the symptoms reappearing?

She is a mother who is very attentive to her child. Even since I have suffered from this depression. My mom always asked me how my day was.

Mom seemed busy with the dining table. He cleaned the table with a cloth that was devoted to wiping away anything that was dirty. He realized my arrival. The face that had begun to age looked tired by the day he passed. Take care of this business and this house. I throw a smile that will melt his fatigue.

"Mama, I want to give you this." I handed him a white envelope containing my punishment letter.

I-i didn't expect. It was not anger that I got, but this embrace that I received. My mother hugged me tightly. He painted a smile on his face. A smile that was so similar to my sister Sarah's.

"Mom knows Farel is suspended for fighting, but Mama is happy that you've come back to what you used to be" said my mother in her arms.

"Don't you like the old me?" my many. His eyes moved downwards as if he didn't want to see me.

"Mama doesn't like it. These two years you've always been stuck in a mind that weighs on you, Farel. Every time you feel an emotion, the symptoms always appear. But this time no, Mama's very happy."

I didn't answer Mom's words. I'm glad to see Mama smile. All this time he rarely smiled since my Papa was gone and I was always closed. He always thought about my situation getting worse since my father died. I always close myself off from the crowd and waste my time alone.

"You know the girl Farel meant." Mama directed me to the door to the backyard.

The woman was sitting on a wooden chair where I usually relax when dusk picks up. Her tiny body was facing my backyard flower garden. Her hair was shredded and looked beautiful as the wind moved her slowly. I know who it is.

"Alvia? How come it's here?" grill from the inside.

He caught my call and looked. That thin smile was really sweet as it widened. His round eyes look funny. His gaze seemed firm by the thick eyebrows that were complementing him.

I sat next to her as I watched the bee dance dancing among the blooming flowers. Two shady trees grow solidly giving the impression of cool and natural in my backyard. Many times I come here to just see the sun that starts leaning west.

We talked for almost an hour. Sometimes he plays the guitar he brings here. Sometimes he sings with the guitar I play. My hands felt stiff as I pressed the strings for the sake of the guitar strings. I haven't played it in a long time, it's probably been years since my guitar was given to Azka. Somehow my guitar is with him.

As Alvia said, waiting for twilight is fun. We are forced to translate the light of a slightly fading sun. We are also forced to try to decipher the meaning of the red hue that begins to fill the western sky. Anyone can get into the atmosphere.

Alvia is like rain for me . Rinai rain always gives me a smile. Each of his pointers was like asking me to dance in a raid of millions of rain points. His voice echoed like jazz music I heard in a cafe with a strong aroma of coffee. So comfortable that it snarls in it. That's why Alvia is so similar to the rain I always look forward to.

"How close are you to Cessa?" ask Alvia suddenly. My finger stopped when I pressed the one string on the second fret. The D key I wanted to make was not perfect.

"It's very close, like this." I stick my middle finger and index finger tightly. I showed you how close I was to him. "He's my best friend."

"If Farel chose, which would you choose between myself and Cessa?"

I'm speechless. I put Alvia's guitar next to me. My heart wishes the dancing bee had given me the right answer. I love him and I want to say his name this time.

However, this heart was too embarrassed to mention that piece of the name.

"I didn't choose one" I answered briefly. A question popped into my mind.

"Now it's my turn. If one of us falls in love with you, Alvia chooses me or Azka?" my many.

He paused for a moment thinking of the answer he would call. I here seem tense by the answer to be given by. The wind that passed by did not give him an answer. He looked at the sky that was starting to turn orange.

"I chose Azka,"

The sentence is short, but it feels tight if I hear it. Rinai my rain turned into a storm. Rain does not always color, sometimes stormy like a hurt heart.

The name is ringing in my ears. Just keep going until I'm down. Instantly my head throbbed in pain. My breath feels irregular. But I try to stay calm.

This symptom suddenly appears here. Alvia's words gave me a lot of emotion when it touched my sensitive heart.

That's right what Cessa said. I never care about my own feelings and only care about the feelings of others. I'm too naive to say that I'm not jealous.

Now I realize that I am really heartbroken.

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