Reaching the Heart of the Widower

The Hospital

After the weigh-in, we queued up to enter the obstetrics practice room for the immunization of Baby Aldio.

I sat a little far away from Kenny.

I still remember what he said, so that I don't get too close, afraid that others think that we are husband and wife.

I sat down while holding baby Aldio in the back row of the waiting chair.

Kenny sat in the front row.

Suddenly baby Aldio cried, I spontaneously stood up and held him.

Looks like she's thirsty, while Al's baby bag is in Kenny, I finally get close to Kenny.

"Ken, please make some milk, Dedek Al thirsty looks like!" says Ku.

Kenny turned his head, then started making milk that had been brought before.

When it was over, Kenny immediately handed Baby Al's milk bottle to me.

I went back to my place and started giving her milk.

A husband and wife and a baby sitting next to me seemed to be watching me and Kenny.

"For the sake of marahan, Ma'am, why sit far away!" chirp the wife while looking at me.

I just smiled while continuing to give milk to baby Al.

"His name is also husband and wife, fighting is natural, but not far from each other also times, will pity his grandpa!" timpal the husband.

Suddenly Kenny who heard their words turned his head.

"I'm sorry, but she's not my wife!" Kenny said.

The husband and wife rounded his mouth while nodding.

My heart that was hurting now more and more, well, I am not his wife.

But why would he say that, without him saying I know I'm not his wife. Am I too unworthy of him.

When it was our turn, I immediately brought baby Al into the practice room for immunization, Kenny followed behind.

"Well, what a funny baby, handsome!" said a midwife who started preparing the syringe.

"Thank you!" sahutku brief.

"The ASI is strong, ma'am, good body, contained!" continue the midwife.

"He drinks formula milk!" my word. The midwife scrunched her forehead.

"Well, kok not given ASI, too bad, his wife bought an ASI transmitter only Pak, in many pharmacies!" said the Midwife.

"He's not my husband!" quickly answer.

The midwife looked astonished and looked at both of us.

I don't want to be sick anymore to hear Kenny's words, I'd better just say it first.

After Baby Al finished immunizing, we went home, I walked down the hospital corridor first, Kenny walked behind me.

After we got to the parking lot, without saying much, I got into Kenny's car. He started the engine, and we went back home.

"I'm sorry Din!" kenny suddenly said.

"I'm sorry? Why do you have to apologize?" ask me while looking straight ahead at the highway.

"Maybe my words are less pleasing in your heart!" the answer.

"Which word? I don't think there's anything wrong with what you're saying!"

"I know you're being distracted by what I'm saying I'm sorry!" kenny said.

I kept quiet without answering her words again.

Maybe Kenny realized that he hurt my heart with his words. I don't want to prolong the problem either. It hurts or not only does my heart know.

Soon we arrived at Kenny's house.

Icha is invisible, maybe she's taking a nap in her room.

"Thank you Din, you've delivered Dedek Al immunization!" kenny said.

"Together Ken, I'm glad to be able to help you!" sahutku.

Kenny's house looks deserted, only Mbok Sumi is seen ironing clothes.

I remembered the Kenny shirt I had brought, I took it out of my bag.

"This is Ken's shirt, I'm sorry I forgot!" I said while giving her clothes.

"Well, do you want to take your father's clothes?" ask Kenny.

"No need Ken, later next time, I also want to leave, send greetings to Om Banu!" I said while grabbing my bag.

Then I immediately walked out of Kenny's house, Kenny following behind me.

"Din, thank you again!" kenny said.

"Yes Ken, you're welcome!" I wear my helmet and jacket.

"Next time if you want to come here, just say me, let me pick you up, so you don't have to bother riding a bike!" bargain Kenny.

"Everything Ken, I'm used to going anywhere on a motorcycle, Oya, later if Al Fever because of immunization, given drugs from the hospital alone yes, the dose has been written earlier!" my word reminds.

"Yes Din!" kenny's words are short.

"Kenny also has to be excited, the kids need you Ken, don't be like yesterday again okay?? The club is not good for you!" I said before leaving Kenny's house.

From the rearview mirror, I still saw Kenny standing while staring at me.

I drove my bike straight home.

When I parked my motorcycle in the yard, I was surprised to find that Om Banu was already in my house, and sat down to chat with my father.

They looked at me as I entered the living room.

"You've come home, Din?" ask Father. I nodded my head.

"Sit Din" said Om Banu. I also sat next to my father.

Mom came from the kitchen with a tray of drinks.

Then sit down to join us.

"Here, Om Banu comes here, because there's something to talk about, it's about you!" said Mr. opened the conversation.

"What's that?" ask me without a stale base.

"Here, me and your mother's father intend to return to match you with Kenny, how? Do you still want to be with Kenny while he's not a virgin anymore and even has kids?" ask Om Banu.

Om Banu's question was like lightning in broad daylight, I was so shocked to hear it.

I did not know to be happy or sad, happy to be able to love and look at him freely, sad because in his heart there was never me.

"How's Din?" ask you to break my daydream.

"I don't know, just ask Kenny, I'm up to Kenny!" I said while looking down.

If other men were betrothed to me, maybe I'd reject him immediately, but Kenny, my love is too big to refuse, even though I know, maybe I'll just be a shadow.

"Thank God Brata, Dini didn't reject Kenny, I wanted to match Dini with Kenny, so that Kenny could forget his past that would never come back again!" om Banu.

"True Banu, I was also dizzy to think of Dini who always refused in a match, maybe actually his early soul mate was yes Kenny!" timpal.

Mom seemed to be quiet from there.

"Then I say goodbye, I'll talk about this to Kenny, hopefully our good intentions will be granted!" said Om Banu while standing from his place.

Seriate...

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