Reaching the Heart of the Widower

Smile Back

That morning, I was ready to leave, and Kenny looked ready.

Kenny dropped his suitcase from our room, downstairs, Dad and Icha were sitting in the dining room. Baby Al is seen being carried by Mbok Sumi.

"You guys ready?" ask Dad.

"It's Dad, we're ready!" answer Kenny.

We ate the breakfast that was on the dinner table.

"Bapi where are you going? Why don't you take me and Dedek?" ask Icha suddenly.

"Icha, Papi wants to go with Early Mom for a few days, Icha here used to play with Grandpa, same Mbak Nur, same Mbok Sumi also Dedek Al!" kenny obviously.

Icha seemed to be pouting, then she glanced at me, her eyes implying dislike.

"Let's bring some souvenirs for Icha!" I said while trying to stroke her hair.

"I don't want any souvenirs, Miss Dini already took Papi from me!" icha cetus.

"icha! Now that Early Mother was Papi Icha's wife, Icha's mother, so Icha shouldn't behave like that!" said Father.

"Let's Cha! Papi never taught Icha to be disrespectful to parents!" added Kenny.

Icha then stood up and immediately ran towards her room. Ma'am Nur followed Icha behind him.

I was about to stand up to catch up with Icha, but Kenny's hand held my hand, until I sat back in my place.

"Leave it Icha, she just needs the process to be able to accept all the changes in her life!" kenny said.

"It's getting late, you're leaving or you're gonna miss your flight!" said Father.

Kenny went straight from his place to his car garage, and then started the engine, I followed him and went straight in and sat down at the wheel.

All the way to the airport, we kept quiet and didn't say much, at best Kenny only spoke as necessary.

By the time we were on the plane, Kenny appeared to be resting his head on the plane seat.

I saw her jakun go up and down, I don't know why my chest came back rustling.

"You thirsty Ken?" my many. He's nodding his head.

I thrust a bottle of mineral water at him, he gulped it down.

"Thank you Din!" said it.

After that Kenny seemed to fall asleep, when he fell asleep I looked at his handsome face.

She was really charming, I kept looking at her as much as possible, while she slept.

I want to get close to that face and kiss it. But of course I don't dare, it's only in my imagination.

At last, when it was late afternoon, we arrived

our destination.

A small villa on the sea, with a very beautiful natural scenery.

We started to get into the Villa, put our suitcases, the atmosphere was so romantic, with the aesthetic style of the villa.

I saw Kenny immediately lay down his body on the large bed in the only room of this villa.

I arranged our clothes in a closet in the corner of this room with a view directly facing the ocean.

Kenny had been asleep for some time, the sun was beginning to return to his place of contention.

I approached Kenny, trying to wake him up.

"Ken, wake up Ken, don't you get hungry all day and sleep on!" I said while gently shaking Kenny's chest.

Kenny began to blink his eyes. He then began to rise from his sleep.

"Well, it's late in the afternoon, sorry, I'm so sleepy, so I'm sleeping!" Kenny said.

"Yes Ken, it's okay, now you take a shower first, I really want to see the sunset," I said.

"Din! Towel please! I forgot to bring a towel!" kenny shouted suddenly from inside the bathroom, he just bent his head from behind the door.

I hurriedly opened the closet and got a towel for Kenny.

After that I knocked on the bathroom door.

"Just enter Din! put it on the hanger above the door!" scream Kenny.

Slowly I opened the bathroom door, Kenny seemed to be rinsing his hair full of shampoo foam.

Kenny's body looks innocent with nothing, I'm rustling myself, I'm ashamed, but why should I be ashamed? Isn't he my own husband?

After putting down the towel, I immediately closed the door again.

Shortly after, he finished his bath, then came out with a towel wrapped around his body.

I deliberately turned my face away, couldn't stand the sight of his body, the problem was that he was my husband, but I had no right to touch him.

After Kenny got dressed, he then followed me sitting looking at the beautiful sea in the twilight.

"I'm ready Din, let's eat first!" take Kenny.

"All right, let's eat!" I immediately stood up from my place, we went out of the villa and walked towards the beach, then we sat on a bench by the beach while enjoying our afternoon meal.

"Do you like this place Din?" ask Kenny.

"Like, let alone go to this romantic place with loved ones!" my answer.

Kenny was silent without giving any response, maybe at this time he was remembering Felly.

Let it be, for whatever reason I am jealous of the dead.

"Later after eating, we sit on the beach there!" take Kenny.

I was a little surprised, Tumben Kenny wanted to take me to sit on the white sand of the beach.

"Yes Ken, I go wherever you want!" sahutku.

"Thank you Din!" Kenny suddenly pulled my hand up from my seat and walked towards the white sand beach, then we sat on the sand while staring at the orange sky.

"The sky is good Din, Felly used to love twilight, every dusk arrived he would look at the sky, it turns out dusk is beautiful!" Kenny muttered.

I bit my lip, in the atmosphere of the two, still there was always Felly between us.

"Yes Ken, beautiful!" sahutku brief.

Kenny smiled at the sun that began to sink and returned to the place of his contest.

"Din, I saw Felly smiling over there, she was smiling looking at us Din!" kenny suddenly.

I saw that sunset, there was nothing there, was Kenny hallucinating?

"Ken, it's getting dark we go back to the villa!" take me.

I'm afraid Kenny will see something strange again.

"In a moment, Din, Felly smiled at us, did you see Din, he said, I have to keep smiling!" Kenny said.

"Ken, there's no Miss Felly here! It's just me and Kenny!" my firmness.

He turned to look at me sitting next to him.

"Yes, it's me and you, and Felly!" kenny Sihut.

"Ken!!" I began to raise my voice, making myself aware that I needed his attention as well.

In her mind there was only Felly and Felly, while the real me beside her was ignored.

Suddenly Kenny looked at me with a strange and difficult look to understand.

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