Reaching the Heart of the Widower

Kenny's anger

Kenny was so shocked to hear my call, that the picture frame he held fell and shattered into pieces.

After he stared at the shattered frame below, his eyes turned to look at me. The eyes were different than usual.

"You look at Din! Because of you this frame was destroyed!! Couldn't you just go into the room knock on the door first?!!" kenny Hardik.

"Ma ... Sorry Ken, I usually go straight in, isn't this our room?!" my many.

Kenny quietly did not answer my question, he immediately took a piece of Felly's photo, then just left me.

Brakk!!

The door closed very loudly.

Kenny's gone somewhere. My heart aches, hurts more than ever, just because of a photo of him rebuking me.

I cried while picking up the broken glass frame.

It turns out that the photo is more valuable than my feelings. No matter how Kenny hid it from me, it still seemed that he still loved Felly and couldn't love me.

After the broken glass was finished I cleaned, I laid my body on the bed.

These tears didn't stop flowing from there, probably because of the heartache I felt so deeply.

I caress my stomach which has now been fruited by Kenny.

"I'm sorry your Papa, son, forgive him, you have to love your Papa like I love him!" muttered.

I deliberately locked myself in the room did not dare to come out, I am ashamed if this house person sees my eyes that are swollen with tears.

Gts ... Gts ... Gts ...

the sound of knocking on the door from the outside, I hurriedly washed my face so that it did not look like I was crying.

After finishing polishing my face, I hurried to open the door of the room.

Mama Nur was standing at the door.

"What's wrong, Mommy?" my many.

"That's Mom, in front there's Dad and Mom yes mom, she said they stopped by to see Mom Dini!" mbak Nur.

"Oh, yes Ma'am, in the morning I go down, Mbak Nur first!" my word.

Ma'am Nur immediately passed from my room, while I hurriedly dressed up to disguise my puffy face.

I went straight down to see my Mom and Dad.

They seemed to be chatting with Dad, they had indeed been friends for a long time.

"Well, it's Early!" father said while pointing at me.

I smiled and sat down to join them.

"Where's Din, you're fat now it looks!" father Said.

"Yes Sir!" sahutku.

"Where's Din?" ask Mother.

I was stunned for a moment, Kenny was currently angry with me, I also did not know where he was right now.

"Nr, Kenny ... Kenny was he ..."

"To minimarket is the same Icha!" cut Dad fast.

Dad, it looks like he knows the conditions we're in right now.

"Ooh, we were new from the family event, happened to be next month we are the opportunity, so if you can Dini and Kenny come yes .. to be more familiar with the family!" obviously Mr.

"Yes Sir!" sahutku brief.

Suddenly Mbok Sumi appeared and approached me.

"Sorry Mom, that's pregnant milk hasn't been drunk since the afternoon, it's cold Mom, do I want to make a new one?" ask Mbok Sumi.

Father and Mother were immediately flabbergasted when they heard Mbok Sumi's words.

"Eh, yes, Mom!" my answer.

"Here, why are you hiding it from Dad??" ask me again no less surprised.

Mbok Sumi looked stunned because his words caused a moment of excitement.

"Finally Din ... Mother can have a grandson also .. in the care of her womb, Father Mother really wants to draw a grandson from you and Kenny!" said Mother who approached me and stroked my stomach.

This should be my happy moment, the whole family is happy for my pregnancy.

But Kenny? Even now she's mad at me, just because I surprised her when I looked at Felly's photo, Kenny seemed unhappy with my pregnancy, even his own family he didn't tell.

"This is why Kenny didn't tell me, did he want to surprise me?" mumbling Father.

Tin ... Tin ...

There was a horn sound from Kenny's car, apparently he had come, out of nowhere.

Right Dad said, Kenny came along with Icha.

Seeing the arrival of Mom and Dad, Kenny immediately sat down to join us in the living room.

"Where have you been Ken? This is you know, we're discussing Early pregnancy, why don't you tell us the good news?" ask Father.

"Sorry sir, the plan is to surprise, uh it's been discovered!" answer Kenny.

It was a surprise, Kenny said. He didn't even say anything to me.

"Kenny, you should have just said it right away, don't use any surprises, let alone we've been wanting to pet a grandchild for a long time!" add Mother.

Kenny just smiled as he nodded his head, he could be so sweet to them, when he had just rebuked me in the room.

Mbok Sumi ushered in a few glasses of warm drinks and a few plates of snacks assisted by Mbak Nur.

We chatted a lot of things until it did not feel like it was night, Father and mother immediately went home.

I went upstairs holding a sleeping baby Al, after I got to the room, I put the tiny baby in the crate.

It has been more than 2 hours I was in this room, but Kenny did not appear to enter the room, I also understand and understand, he must be hesitant to me because we just had a problem.

Honestly my heart is very sad, behind the happiness of everyone who knows that I am pregnant, but in the deepest corner of my heart, there is a wound that until now still feels so painful.

I began to think, there was no way I could live in Felly's shadow, it would make me suffer even more, I had to do something, at least I had to take a big risk.

Yes, tonight I intend to leave this house, even though my heart is very heavy to leave baby Al who is still so small, but I am quite calm because there are Mbok Sumi and Mbak Nur who are always there for them.

The atmosphere was getting night, baby Al also seemed to fall asleep, slowly I lifted the tiny baby from the baby box, then I came out of the room, then walked to the room Mbok Sumi.

I saw Kenny sleeping on the couch, maybe he was reluctant to go into the room, I just let him sleep there.

Slowly I knocked on the door of Mbok Sumi's room located near the kitchen, Before long, Mbok Sumi also opened the door of his room while rubbing his eyes that look sleepy, because he was already sleeping.

"Lho Bu Dini? What's up, Mom?" ask Mbok Sumi.

"Mbok, I'll take baby Al, please take care of her, Icha too!" answer me.

"Well, where is Mom going?" mbok Sumi asked again while opening her eyes wide.

"I had a need with both of my parents, I forgot, so tonight it looks like I'm going there, because there's something important!" lied me.

"Not delivered with Kenny's mas?" ask Mbok Sumi again.

"Don't have to, I don't want to wake my husband, I'm sorry he's sleeping well, I booked a taxi outside anyway!" my sergeant.

Then I thrust the sleeping baby Al towards Mbok Sumi, who immediately held the tiny baby.

Mbok Sumi's face looks astonished, but I quickly stepped out for fear Mbok Sumi will ask another again, at least baby Al is safe in the hands of Mbok Sumi.

Then I went straight out and opened the gate of the house, half running I left the house, afraid in case Mbok Sumi would tell me about my departure to Kenny or to Dad.

Though I haven't booked a taxi online, I had to lie so I could get out of the house, even though tonight I can't go back to my parents' house, because if I go back to my parents' house, Kenny will catch up with me like I used to.

With a shaky step, I walked down the roadside thinking, where will I go.

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