Reaching the Heart of the Widower

Immunizations

Today I was busy spending time in my room, planning school activities for the new school year.

At least in the school board meeting later, there are good materials that I will share for the progress of Rajawali school.

Can help Kenny advance his school is a happiness for me, I know the salary given is not much when compared to the place where I taught first, plus the education I took.

But this sincere feeling leads me to remain grateful, can help ordinary schools become favorite schools that will go to international classes.

Chequek!

The door to my room was opened from the outside, Mom came in and sat right next to me facing the laptop screen.

"You're not tired from earlier in front of the laptop keep Din?" ask Mother.

"No ma'am, I'm on vacation and a lot of time, I want to plan school activities, it will not be finished if I relax!" sahutku.

"Pak Banu was on the phone, ask you to immunize his baby Kenny, Mbok Sumi is old, he does not understand immunization, Si Nur also can not, he is busy taking care of Icha, she is not, Kenny couldn't have taken his own baby to the hospital if no one had helped him!" say mother.

I stopped my activity on the laptop, then I turned to look at Mom.

"But Mom, I don't feel good about going to Kenny's house often, what do people say?" my tukas.

Actually my heart was eager to run there, helping with what I could help, but I also had the pride I had to take care of, Kenny would think I was cheap if I showed up in front of him often.

"Where's Din? You want to not? Mr. Banu also did not force anyway, he just asked for help!" said Mother.

"All right, ma'am, I'll go to Kenny's!" finally said. Mom seemed to smile at me.

"Mom's happy that you're close to Kenny, even though you never told me about Mom, but I know how you feel, I also know why you're still alone at your late age!" said Mother.

I was amazed to hear the words of my mother, as a mother, she knew my feelings, her instincts were so keen to guess something that I myself never expressed.

"I'm sorry Mom, maybe my attitude is not in accordance with the wishes of mother, Father and Mother want me to get married soon, but to this day, I ..." I pulled my words because there were tears dripping down my cheek.

Mom immediately stroked my hair and hugged me tightly.

"Mother knows your feelings Din, Mother is also a woman just like you, I always hope, you will get your happiness!" whispered Mother.

I was crying in Mom's arms, right now my happiness is Kenny's happiness, I loved him so much that I forgot myself. Right now only my mother understands my feelings.

"If you love Kenny, love him as much as you can Din, Kenny is kind, one day, he will look at you and love your every feeling towards him!" keep Mother.

"Mom, am I an actor?" I asked Mom, Mom looked surprised, she immediately shook her head.

"Who said son? I've never seen you snatch anyone, even when Kenny got married and you were sad, you locked yourself up and you just walked away, you never teased Kenny, not to mention ruining his household, I know you, Din!" answer Mother.

I hugged Mom and cried in her arms.

"Allow me to love Kenny ma'am, don't push me to marry anyone, don't let me reveal my age is too mature for a mature woman!" my isak in Mom's arms. Mom nodded her head.

"Yes Din, sorry mom and dad yes, often want to match you, regardless of your feelings!" say Mother. I nodded my head.

Mother then broke her embrace, on her caress my cheek wet by her hand.

"It's Din noon, you go to Kenny's house? The baby needs someone to take care of him, Kenny could pay a baby sitter for the baby, but he doesn't want that, said Mr. Banu, you better help take care of him!" said Mother.

"Yes ma'am, I'll be there soon, I'll get changed!" I stood up and picked up the shirt on my closet.

I picked up Kenny's neatly folded shirt, I held it for a moment, even though it was washed, Kenny's scent was still smelled by me.

After everything was done, I drove my motorcycle straight to Kenny's house.

When he got there, Baby Al was seen being carried by Mbak Nur, Icha was next to him while asking baby Al to joke.

"Miss Early! Deck, Miss come Deck!" exciting Icha. The boy's face looked cheerful.

Thankfully, slowly the gloomy and overcast face was now recovering, there was a smile and laughter on Icha's face, and I was very happy to see it.

"What else is this?" greet me while sitting next to him.

"Again playing with Dedek Al, earlier dedek can laugh you know Miss!" Icha.

"Oh yeah? Any timing? Miss hasn't seen this al dedek laugh, come on deck, laugh deck!" I said as I poked Baby Al's cheek which started to contain it.

"Miss Dini want to take Al's dedek to the hospital, said Mr Banu?" ask Mbak Nur who is holding Baby Al.

"Yes Ma'am," I said briefly.

Om Banu appeared from inside his room.

"At last you came also Din, almost Kenny took me to the hospital, I'm old, the road is hard!" om Banu.

Kenny looked down the stairs and walked towards them.

"Are you ready, Ken?" ask Om Banu.

"It's Dad!" kenny Sihut.

"Come on Din, your heart is getting day by day!" om Banu.

"Where's the fire going?" ask Icha.

"Bapi wants to take Dedek Al immunization first in the hospital, Icha wait at home, play with grandpa first!" kenny said while stroking Icha's hair.

Kenny walked ahead of him to his garage.

I immediately took baby Al from Mbak Nur's sling, brought a baby bag that had been prepared in advance and walked after Kenny.

Kenny had started the engine, I got in the car, and sat down at the wheel.

After saying goodbye and waving at the house, we immediately went to the hospital.

Along the way Kenny was more silent without talking.

I glanced at Kenny's face, the beautiful face that always makes me flutter.

"Din, walk behind me, I don't want people to think you're my wife!" kenny suddenly said.

Out of nowhere it came, suddenly my heart was so sore as it was sliced by a very sharp knife.

I can only nod my head without saying anything.

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