Reaching the Heart of the Widower

Sick Mom

It's been a week since I've been living and hiding in Miss Ira's house, so far my existence is pretty safe.

During this one week, I have been holding back longing for Icha and baby Al, even though they are not my biological children, but somehow I feel like there is an inner bond to them.

Even though I miss it so much, but I try to hold it back, at this time my mood is also unstable, sometimes Every day I always look from behind the window of Bu Ira's house, Kenny's activities at school, and I'm always looking at her, he's still running his usual routine, and it seems like Kenny isn't too bothered by my disappearance.

In addition to Icha and baby Aldio, I also miss my Mom and Dad very much, I'm sure they must be anxious to think about me, because until now I have not communicated with them at all.

I don't know how long I'm going to hide in Miss Ira's house, so far, Miss Ira doesn't mind and she's just happy that I'm staying at her house.

Although there was a bad feeling in my heart, especially when I left the house, I was in a state of not carrying a penny, the clothes I was wearing were also clothes belonging to Miss Ira, she said, the food I eat is also the food of Bu Ira, I owe him a lot.

Tonight Ira looks busy, several times she checks the duties of students who accumulate at her desk, plus she also has to make reports and a lot of work that she does.

Usually we always chat, but tonight I do not dare to interfere with the activities of Ms. Ira, Moreover, she has a great responsibility as a teacher at school, plus it is now exam season.

"Miss Early, if Miss Dini is sleepy first! Don't wait for me Miss, it looks like tonight I'm a little overtime, because we had a meeting this afternoon and I had to make a school planning report!" said Ms. Ira who saw me still sitting in the room while reading a book.

"Let's relax, Mom, later if I sleep, but now I'm not sleepy!" my answer.

"Oh yes Miss, it seems like Mr. Kenny has been weird lately!" continued Mrs Ira.

"Weird why?" Kepo many.

"Now Mister Kenny is a little quiet, It looks like he really lost Miss Dini, even though he has reported to the police, but until now the police have not found Miss Dini anywhere!" Answer Miss Ira.

"I'm sorry, Miss Ira, because of my problem, I'm troubling Miss Ira!" I said that I felt guilty.

"Don't mind Miss Dini, though How will we know for a long time, if Miss Dini feel calm and comfortable here, until whenever I will definitely gladly accept Miss Dini!" said Ms. Ira.

I took a deep breath, Is it true what Miss Ira said? Did Kenny turn quiet after he lost me?

Ah, I don't want a big head, Kenny turned quiet doesn't mean he really lost me, maybe Kenny has another problem, just maybe, I tried to shake off the thoughts that were currently starting to rage in my head.

Suddenly the sound of a car engine sounded right in front of Bu Ira's house, and the car's engine died.

Mom Ira quickly got up from her seat, left her job and walked straight to the front, peeking out the window, figuring out who was the one who came at nights like this, moreover, it's already 10:00 p.m.

I was also a little scared, afraid that if anyone I knew would come to Miss Ira's house, I had taken a step to hide in the room.

But soon after Bu Ira was seen opening the door of his house, and suddenly Leo had entered the room into the living room of Bu Ira's house, I was surprised, it turned out Leo came again.

"Sorry Mom Ira, can I talk to Dini?" leo asked, whose voice reached my place.

I walked over to Leo, who turned to me, and sat down before him.

"What are you looking for me at night, Leo?" I asked to the point.

"Here, can you come with me now?" ask Leo back.

"What's? Coming with you? Nah! I'm more comfortable here, you're nothing Leo!" my sahut.

"Here hear me first, your mother is sick Din, it has been about 3 days, she does not want to eat a drink, said your father she always mentioned your name, it seems your mother missed you very much Din, and he's worried about you!" obviously Leo.

I gasped at Leo's explanation, all this time I never thought that mom got sick just because she thought of me.

Naturally, Mother is indeed the best mother in the world, her affection is so great for me more than anything in this world.

Suddenly my heart felt very sick, just because of my problem, my selfishness, until I sacrificed my own mother, ignoring her feelings, Even I never thought to communicate with mother, even though I missed her so much.

"But, what if Kenny and his family find out I'm at Miss Ira's house? How am I supposed to meet Mom?" many confused.

"When you come with me Din, tonight meet your mother, you can say do not tell anyone about your existence, your mother can definitely keep this secret!" leo answered convincingly.

"Perhaps what Mr. Leo said It's true miss, Pity also if his mother got sick, at least if seeing Miss Dini is fine her mother will not keep thinking!" timpal Bu Ira who has been quiet ever since.

I started to think, maybe it wouldn't hurt if I obeyed Leo's wishes, I'd see Mom for a while, then I'd go back to Bu Ira's house, of course, delivered by Leo, I'd get you, because Leo can keep a secret.

"How's Din? pity your mother, you know, she got sick thinking about you!" ask Leo again.

"Okay, I'll come with you right now, but take me straight to my mom's house!" sahutku.

"Yes, of course I'll take you to your parents' house! You think I want to kidnap you!" leo murmur.

Suddenly Ira came into her room, and before long she came back out with a key to me, I picked it up while looking at the key.

"That's the spare key of this house Miss, so whenever Miss Dini comes home here, you can immediately unlock it without having to knock on the door!" said Ms. Ira.

"Ah Ma'am Ira, again I trouble you! anyway I owe you a lot, someday I will definitely repay you!" my spoken.

"Already Miss Dini, I'm sincere, anyway whenever Miss Dini comes back here, just go straight in!" said Mrs Ira.

Finally that night, I went with Leo up in his car, to see my mother, maybe the others I could ignore, but I couldn't ignore my mother, especially Leo said that my mother is sick right now.

Leo drove his car through the darkness that night, I was more silent, I was reluctant to talk to Leo, since long ago it was like that, I always tried to keep my distance from Leo.

"Din, I know your problem with Kenny, Kenny told me a lot!" leo opened the conversation.

"Oh yeah? Kenny told you anything?" Ask me to want to know.

"Many Din, the point is he's aware he's already hurt your heart, and he's admitting his mistake, but he doesn't know how to fix everything!" answer Leo.

"There's nothing Le needs to fix, everything's clear, Kenny can never really love me!" I said while biting my lips, trying to keep me calm and stable.

"Here, you believe that the person's heart can change, even though I was always jealous of Kenny, but I'm sure you're valuable to him!" said Leo.

"Yes precious, to take care of her children, but not worth it to be her life companion!" my answer.

Leo seemed silent, Maybe he was also out of words, because indeed what I said was true, Leo and Kenny had been friends for a long time, of course Leo also knew the contents of Kenny's heart.

"Leo, it looks like I'm going to sue Kenny for divorce!" my continue.

Suddenly Leo stopped his vehicle suddenly, when he heard my words just now.

"What's? You don't mess with the word Din's divorce! I know you've loved Kenny so much for a long time, do you want to just let him go?" leo asked while looking deeply at me, I honestly felt uncomfortable being stared at like that by him.

"I've considered it Le, and maybe parting ways is the best way for me and Kenny, for what living together is not in line, Do you know what it's like to clap one hand!" reveal me.

"I know what it's like, because I've experienced that, my love clapping one hand, the woman I love never loved me!" sahut Leo's.

I fell silent, I knew who Leo meant, It was me, I knew long ago Leo secretly loved me, but I could never give a little of my feelings to Leo, all of my heart is entirely Kenny's, and there's only Kenny in this heart, no Leo at all.

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