Reaching the Heart of the Widower

Kenny Disappeared

This morning I was very surprised, When I opened my eyes Kenny was no longer there beside me.

We just had sex last night, and I really enjoyed every touch from Kenny, which I hadn't felt for a while.

But why did Kenny wake up this morning, and why did I fall asleep and not realize that Kenny had disappeared from beside me.

Maybe it was because I was exhausted, so subconsciously I was so soundly asleep, and Kenny did not say a word, his attitude was really strange, actually what Kenny was thinking.

I immediately got out of bed to clean up the bed that looked a bit messy, then I immediately took a shower even though the sun had not yet emerged from the place of the dispute.

After finishing the bath, I got dressed, for some reason I felt bad, I quickly combed my hair, and after getting dressed I came out of the room.

Now that I've resigned, if I meet with Icha, and also the Father of this house, it's true that I've returned, and my decision is complete I have to part with Kenny.

The atmosphere of the house still looks quiet, only sound from the kitchen, Mbok Sumi is busy preparing a menu of dishes for breakfast.

I also stepped towards the kitchen, wanted to chat for a while with mbok Sumi, just wanted to ask the news and the state of this house after I left that time.

"Good morning Mbok Sumi, what are you doing?" much

"Eh Mom, you're awake! Ordinary Mom wants to make a special fried rice Icha favorite, also make a snack order Father!" mbok Sumi replied.

"Mbok Sumi, you're in good health, right?" my many.

"Healthy Mom, just yes lately Mr. Banu became a bit quiet, Maybe he also thought about Mom Dini, later if you see Mom Dini he must be happy deh, maybe he also thought of Bu Dini, because Mom's back!" mbok Sumi replied.

"The kids are okay, aren't they?" ask again.

"Yes fine mom, but Icha always asks mom, now baby Al has also started to recover after being hospitalized for a few days!" mbok Sumi replied.

I fell silent, in my heart I am grateful that the whole house is in good health, it means that when I am not there, it does not affect the whole house too much, moreover, I can still watch them from afar.

"Oh yes Ma'am, I saw Mas Kenny out of the house at dawn, Mas Kenny where are you going? he never left the house at dawn!" ask Mbok Sumi.

"What's? Kenny left?" I was a little surprised.

"Lho Bu Dini don't know? I guess that's why I asked!" mbok Sumi.

"I don't know Mbok, now don't say anything to me, where is he going?" muttered.

"Yes I don't know either Mom, yes it's possible that Mas Kenny is having a sudden need!" mbok Sumi.

I was silent, Mbok Sumi did not know anything, let alone him, I who is still his rightful wife do not know anything, no matter where Kenny went, he said, looks like Kenny doesn't trust me anymore, he doesn't say anything.

But yes, anyway soon we will also be separated, if indeed he really does not believe me naturally, indeed in his heart may never be me, if indeed he does not believe me, because most of it is filled with shadows of its past.

Mbok Sumi seemed to have finished preparing breakfast, he then arranged the dining table I also helped just him.

I don't know why I feel so bad, about where Kenny went? it's weird and unusual, since last night Kenny was acting so weird, and I'm having a hard time guessing what's in his heart.

From the moment he came to Bu Ira's house all of a sudden, then hit Leo and accused Leo of nothing with me, then took me out to eat at the restaurant all of a sudden, and again he insinuated about Leo, until he brought me home, until finally that night he asked me to make love.

Although not with speech but with touch, and even that he did in a state I was sleeping, even though I was just pretending.

Suddenly the door of my room opened, my father came out of his room and limped with his cane, he saw me already, I walked over to my father and led him to sit on the sofa in the living room.

"Have you gone home, Din? You're making everyone worry! I'm ashamed of your parents, because I can't take care of you and make you comfortable!" said father.

"No dad! I'm wrong, not the wrong Dad, I'm wrong, I'm sorry Dad!" I said that I felt very guilty and bad for my Father-in-law.

Dad seemed to take a deep breath then he looked at me, as if many questions were going to be directed at me, but Dad seemed in no hurry to interrogate me.

I've resigned, whatever questions Dad asks me, I'll try to answer them, and maybe I'll be honest with you if I'm going to break up with Kenny, even though my honesty will hurt, but it's better to be hurt now than to be hurt for life.

"Here, every household is sure to experience a storm, hopefully through your problems, you will be more mature in the face of the storm!" Continue Dad.

"Yes dad, once again I'm sorry, I was wrong!" say again.

"There's no need for you to apologize, son, since you left I've been talking to Kenny a lot, Kenny admits his mistakes, and he's really sorry!" said father.

Regretted? I'm speechless when I hear Dad say, Kenny regret what? is he sorry for trying to love me but it turns out his heart still belongs to Felly? or did she regret that she had made the decision to marry me back then?

I didn't dare ask Dad, actually I wanted to hear straight from Kenny's own mouth, but it seems Kenny also started to be reluctant to talk to me, since yesterday he vent his emotions, but it seems like Kenny also began to be reluctant to talk to me, since yesterday, he didn't talk much anymore, and I asked him.

"Dad, Kenny and I have known and been friends for a long time, I feel like I'm more suited and free to be Kenny's friend!" I said a little vibrating

"What do you mean?" ask dad while looking at me.

"Dad, I feel like my marriage to Kenny is a hasty one, because Kenny needs a mother figure to replace his late wife first, mother to his children!" my continue.

"Why can you think like that Din?" ask dad again.

"Because I felt, Kenny didn't really accept me as his wife, and I couldn't force him to love me!" I answered while bowing my face, not wanting Dad to see my teary eyes.

"Here, can your problems only end in divorce? Why don't you try talking heart to heart with your husband? so that you really know each other and understand each other!" said father.

Now I'm the one who was silent, Honestly I was confused to respond to Dad's words, all this time I admit that we never talk from heart to heart, so I'm guessing myself, Kenny seemed reluctant to speak from heart to heart with me, evidently last night I was hoping he would take me somewhere to talk, but after eating at the restaurant he took me home instead.

"Din did Kenny ever tell you that he couldn't love you?" ask dad.

I shook my head, Kenny never told me he couldn't love me, but I could see from his attitude when he kept a picture of Felly, looked at and wrote a piece of paper that contained the expression of his heart, and Kenny's peak was furious as I shocked him which caused Felly's picture frame to break.

But I never told anyone about it, I kept it tight in my heart, when Kenny was really angry, from there I concluded that in Kenny's heart there was never me.

"Sumy!" Call Dad, Mbok Sumi who still looks busy immediately rushed to us who are still chatting in the family room.

"Yes Sir!" mbok Sumi replied while wiping her wet hands with her shirt.

"Please call Kenny!" father's word.

"But Kenny's mas went from dawn sir, and I don't know where Mas Kenny went!" mbok Sumi replied.

"What's? Kenny left? where's he going?" ask me while looking at me.

I just shook my head because I didn't know where Kenny was going.

"Yes, get on with your work!" said Father. Mbok Sumi then went back to the back.

Dad looked silent, he seemed to be thinking, I don't know what you're thinking.

Dad then picked up his phone in his pocket, he seemed to be trying to call Kenny, but a few times calling no answer, Dad started to look riled up.

"Where the hell is Kenny, he doesn't usually pick up the old man's phone! You've got a kid behaving exactly like an ABG kid!" grunt dad.

Dad then again tried to call Kenny, actually I was also curious, What did Kenny so to answer his father's phone he did not have time.

The feeling of my heart began to feel bad, somehow I like getting a hunch, if the situation is not okay.

Before long Icha emerged from her room, it seems like she just woke up from sleep, today is Saturday, Icha is off school.

Icha looked shocked when she saw me sitting in the living room with my dad, and then she ran over to me.

"Bu Early! when is Mom coming home? I think I'm dreaming now!" yelling Icha while rubbing both eyes.

"Don't love, Icha wasn't dreaming, this is Mom, I've come home son!" sahutku hugging Icha.

Icha looks happy to see Your presence, I also miss the child very much, shortly afterwards Mbak Nur appeared out while holding baby Aldio, it looks like baby Aldio just finished bathing.

They then stepped towards me and I immediately held baby Aldio who now looks healthy and active.

Unknowingly, father went back inside his room, it seemed like he was very disappointed that his phone was not picked up by Kenny.

"Wah Ma'am Dini is back! thank goodness Mom, here we all miss Mom Early!" exclamation Mbak Nur.

"Bu Dini is already home, meaning we have to celebrate dong, later I will take Papi for a walk to the beach again or a walk to the Peak to celebrate the return of Bu Dini!" icha is excited.

I just smiled in response to the innocent babble of this little girl before me.

Icha didn't know that her Papi couldn't do what she wanted, because it would never have happened.

"When Mom Dini left, I heard Papi once told Grandpa that Papi would give thanks!" said Icha again.

"Oh yeah? Did Icha hear Papi say that?" I can barely believe it.

"Yes Mom! cook me a lie anyway, just ask the same Mother Nur, right mbak?" sahut Icha while looking towards Mbak Nur who is still there.

"True Ma'am, Mr. Kenny did say that to you, he said that if Madam Dini came back, Mister Kenny would throw a party!" mbak Nur.

Drrrt ... Drrrt .... Drrt

Just now I was about to think, suddenly my phone vibrated, I grabbed my phone to see who called me, it turned out that there was an incoming call from Bu Ira, Ira, I immediately swiped my phone screen to answer a call from Bu Ira.

"Hello, what's wrong with Miss Ira?" My toot.

"Miss early, seriously! There was an incident at school, Mr. Kenny hit Mr. Leo blindly, so Mr. Leo is currently rushed to the hospital because there are some parts of his body that are broken!" ma Ira replied, my eyes glared for a moment.

"What's? So Kenny comes in early in the morning just to meet Leo and beat him all out? but why would he do all that?" many confused.

"Don't know Miss better now miss Dini just come, we both see, right now Mister Kenny is being held by some citizens, because if not detained, Mr. Leo could die!" continued Mrs Ira.

I was so shocked to hear this news, but I had to go, I had to come there, what was this? Why did those who were once friends become like this?

Connect ....

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