Reaching the Heart of the Widower

Police Report

This is the second night I stayed at Bu Ira's house, actually I don't feel good hitchhiking here either.

Even though I wanted to stay overnight, Ira suggested that I stay with her in her house for a while.

After all, Ira also lives alone in this house, said Ira, my presence will definitely make her happy, because she feels there are friends.

Although I am very unpleasant, but what can I do, I have no other way, while I am here first, while I am thinking, what plan will I do next.

Actually I could have gone far, out of town or abroad.

If I go abroad, I also have many friends who can accept me, because I have indeed studied abroad.

But somehow, I don't want to go far, I just want to disappear for a while, it doesn't mean I go far, later if my mind is a bit calm, then I can make a decision.

Now it's not only Mom Ira who knows about me, even Leo already knows I'm here.

But I'm not worried, because I know Leo well enough, he's a trustworthy guy, and Leo's not the kind of person who likes to divulge things.

"Miss Dini from daydream! That's the tea drunk, it's cold!" said Bu Ira a little surprised me who had been daydreaming

"Eh Bu Ira, are you done checking out the student's assignment?" I'll divert the conversation a little.

"Here, Oh yes Miss, Miss Dini did not seriously say the words?" asked Ms. Ira, who was sitting in front of me, in the living room of her house.

"Which word?" ask me back.

"That's Miss, the word about divorce, Miss Dini is not serious do you want to divorce with mister Kenny?" answer Miss Ira.

I let out a long sigh, I actually hate those words, but for what purpose do I keep things, seem to smile, as if I am happy but they are all fake.

"Mom Ira, actually Kenny was not wrong Mom, from the beginning I knew Kenny never had any feelings for me, he loved me just because we were close since childhood!" saskan.

"Oh yeah? But it seems that Mister Kenny is in desperate need of Miss Dini, especially since the death of his wife who left the two children!" said Bu Ira who seemed to listen with the outpouring of my heart.

"Yes, it's true, she needs me, because her children also need a mother figure, but there's no love in it, it's all fake, it's just me trying to cover up the Fake!" my spoken.

My chest suddenly tightened, my eyes became hot, again the wound caused a pain that made my body and soul seem to float far away.

Without me knowing, my eyes began to drop water that I had been able to fall, but it felt like my eyeballs were no longer strong enough to hold the tears that had been wanting to come out.

"Miss Dini just cried, if it can make Miss Dini relieved, I can feel what Miss Dini feels!" said Ms. Ira who now holds my hand warmly.

"Kenny could never love me Mom, he tried, I know, but he couldn't lie to his own heart if I wasn't there!" I continued with a slightly trembling voice.

"Someday, surely Mister Kenny will realize that Miss Dini is indeed worthy of love!" said Ms. Ira.

"There's no way Ms. Ira, and I'm tired, now I realize, maybe the only way is to part ways, so I won't be a burden to Kenny!" sobbing my face with my hands.

Ms. Ira was silent, Maybe she also had run out of words to comfort me, all this time she had also been trying to give positive words to encourage me.

"Yes, Miss Ira, it's late, Miss Ira will also have to teach again tomorrow, then I go into the room, Mom, we'll rest!" I said, who then stood up and walked towards the guest room, Ms. Ira also stood up and walked towards her room.

I know that Ira is also tired, in addition to teaching and checking the duties of students, Ira also listens to my every complaint, I also do not want to be a burden in this house.

So I better get in the room, even though I know I won't be able to sleep tonight.

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I woke up from my sleep when I heard a knock on the door in the guest room of the house, Bu Ira, I woke up again, because last night I could not sleep and just slept before dawn.

I jumped out of bed and opened the door, and Ira was standing at the door with a panicked face.

"Mom Ira? I'm sorry Mom I was so outrageous, I'm back to bad luck, understand last night I couldn't sleep Mom!" I said I felt bad because I woke up again.

"It's not a problem Miss, but just now Mr. Budi called, said Mr. Kenny had reported the disappearance of Miss Dini to the police station, and now one-on-one teachers are asked and interrogated whether anyone has ever seen Miss Early or known the existence of Miss Early!" obviously Ms. Ira.

"What's? So Kenny told the police about my disappearance?" many reassuring.

"Yes miss, if Mister Kenny knew Miss Dini was in my house, would Mister Kenny be angry and fire me?" ma'am Ira asked back, her face implying anxiety.

"Bu Ira take it easy, no one will know that I'm here, Ira's Mom just saying Ira doesn't know anything!" my sahut.

"Yes right, but did Mr. Leo also know that Mr. Ira was in my house, what if Mr. Leo told me about the whereabouts of Miss Dini?" ask Mrs Ira again.

"There's no way Leo will tell you about my whereabouts here Mom, I know very well his character, he's not that type of person!" my firmness.

"Thank God then, Miss Dini if you can not get out of the house, if anyone comes better Miss Dini do not open the door, if Miss Dini needs anything or needs anything, if Miss Dini needs anything, just tell me!" said Ms. Ira

"Yes, Miss Ira don't worry, I won't leave the house, nor will the police find me here, Ms. Ira just take it easy!" my spoken.

"Well then miss, I went to teach first, I also had prepared breakfast at the dinner table, anyway Miss Dini consider it her own home!" said Ms. Ira.

I tried to smile and nod my head, actually I'm not feeling well and constantly bothering Ms. Ira, especially now that the police must be looking for me because of the report from Kenny.

It's only natural that Ms. Ira was afraid, afraid of being blamed because she kept me in her house.

Ms. Ira then stepped out of the house towards the school which could be seen from the front of her house.

I immediately closed the door to Ms. Ira's house, after Ms. Ira left for school, from the window of the living room I saw a Kenny's car being seen entering the school gate.

It turns out that Kenny was active again to school, I was not so meaningful in his heart, he reported me to the police for feeling guilty, especially in front of my parents, I understand that.

I was lucky to be hiding in the house of Ms. Ira, who was very close to the school, so I could see even from behind the window, how the atmosphere of Kenny's school was, and it turned out that there was no me next to her, either, Kenny can still do things as usual.

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