Reaching the Heart of the Widower

Want to Be Alone

I blinked my eyes, as the light of the morning sun shone on my face from the half-open window.

I immediately wriggled up from sleep, I seemed to have misfortune, I remember that last night I told a lot of stories with Ms. Ira, spilling all my heart on her, until I myself could not close my eyes.

By dawn I was able to fall asleep, it felt like this body was so tired.

I hurriedly got up and opened the window of the room wide, Eve warm and fresh in the morning hit my face, I then went straight out of the guest room, not good with Miss Ira, I hitchhiked here but I woke up bad luck myself.

Ms. Ira looked over at the dinner table, It seems like she just finished preparing breakfast, the single, unmarried woman smiled at me

"Eh, Miss Dini is up, let's have breakfast first Miss, so be it, I can only make fried rice!" said Ms. Ira while waving her hand.

I stepped forward and sat down in the dining room, and Ira was sitting in front of me, she looked well dressed. It looks like he will be ready to go to teach.

"I'm sorry, Mom Ira, I woke up bad, I'm so embarrassed!" sayukku.

"Ah Miss Dini, I understand, currently Miss Dini is having problems, just relax, just consider it your own home! Oh yes, if Miss Dini needs clothes, I've prepared them on the room table, then Miss can choose for herself which clothes to wear!" said Ira.

"I've been troubling Ms. Ira, I'm actually not feeling this well, but I was forced to because ..."

"Here is Miss Dini, do not hesitate to me, we have known for a long time, let's eat breakfast!" cut Bu Ira fast.

Miss Ira seemed to be eating her breakfast immediately, it seemed like she was in a bit of a hurry, because soon the school bell would ring, even though Miss Ira's house was very close to the school, but it's almost too late.

Want to not want me to go with Miss Ira for breakfast, actually I do not feel hungry at all, but I remember, there is a fetus in my stomach that needs nutrition, which is very important, at least I ate so he could stay alive and well.

"Miss Dini just rest here, anyway Consider it my own home, I want to go first to school, not good Later if it's late!" said Ms. Ira who immediately stood up after she finished her breakfast.

"Yes ma'am, thanks again for the ride, maybe I really need some time alone, please don't tell anyone about where I am here!" please me.

Ms. Ira was smiling and nodding her head, after which she said goodbye to going to school, because she looked late today, I felt guilty for her, she said, because all night he listened to my heart outpour until he woke up bad luck too.

I took a deep breath, at least I calmed down a little, I have a place to take shelter for a while, yes maybe here, at Miss Ira's house, I'll hide myself for a while, I'll hide myself for a while, I need to calm my heart and mind.

I reached into my phone that was still stored in my clothes pocket, Even I did not dare to turn on my phone, afraid just in case a lot of calls or notifications entered in my phone, I'm sure this morning everyone was looking for me, including my father and mother.

Actually I don't want to make them all anxious, but I don't have any other way, I need to be alone right now, then I just put my phone on the table, and I go back to my room, I want to shower and clean my body.

On the table in the corner of the guest room, there were several piles of clean clothes, as well as towels and some underwear that looked new, it turned out that Bu Ira had already prepared everything.

Gts ... Gts ... Tok

Just as I was done getting dressed suddenly there was a knock from the front door, I then walked quickly peeking out of the window curtain. Who is the one who came, my chest pounded so hard.

It turned out that the one knocking on the door was a courier, I saw from the window curtain, a courier in his expedition suit was seen delivering goods, he said, I was thinking maybe it was someone's package for Ira.

Slowly I opened the door of the house, the courier was a little surprised to see me.

"Lho, I'm sorry I thought that Bu Ira was inside, you know, there's a light still on, it's not Bu Ira!" said the courier while looking at me with a look of wonder.

"Oh yeah, I'm a friend of Bu Ira's who happened to be playing at her house, Ms. Ira herself is teaching at school!" my clear.

"Oh well, I don't think Ms. Ira is teaching because it looks like someone is inside, Oh yes this is a package for Ms. Ira!" the courier said while thrusting a package towards me.

I then immediately took the package and placed it on the table in the living room.

After the courier left, I hurried back to close the door of the house, afraid that if anyone would see me here, just understand from the door of Bu Ira's house, it was so obvious at Rajawali school, I didn't want anyone to see that I was here.

Then I went back to the dining room, there were still my used food plates that I had not finished, I intended to clean the dining table as well as dirty dishes and glasses, because even though how I hitchhiked here, I intended to clean the dining table, I have to keep this house tidy and clean.

After everything was done, I then grabbed my phone again, Although I did not want to open my phone, but I was so curious to see the latest news, especially since last night until now my phone is dead.

Then I started turning on my phone and I was going to turn it off again, after I saw the latest news, at least I had to make sure that Kenny and the kids were okay, my dad and my mom.

After I opened my phone and activated the internet, a lot of incoming calls and notifications that I myself was confused to read it.

There is also seen many times Kenny tried to make calls as well as short messages, a lot, maybe even to countless.

I ignored him, for what I read all the short messages from Kenny, his heart was not attached to me anyway, then I turned to the short message from my mother, I started to open and read it.

"Son, where are you now? tell me, even if you don't want to tell anyone, but I'm your mother, if you read this message please answer son, I really want to see you!"

Spontaneous tears spilled back reading a short message from mother, there was a sudden guilt that plagued my heart.

Connect ....

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