Reaching the Heart of the Widower

Kenny's attitude

Kenny was still silent without saying a word, yet his gaze looked strange, even difficult to express in words.

Although I was feeling so scared, Kenny seemed to be able to control his emotions.

Shortly after, two waiters came and served the food Kenny ordered.

I can't fumble yet, what Kenny has in mind right now, whether he's angry that I want to part with him, or just the opposite, in his heart he was happy to finally be free of me.

"Eat Din!" Kenny said.

I just nodded my head, then slowly I enjoyed the steak and potatoes that had been served in front of me, Kenny seemed to enjoy the food, but he also seemed to have no appetite.

I began to eat slowly the food that had been served, I only realized that my stomach was hungry, because since this afternoon I had not eaten.

I was a little surprised to see Kenny's attitude, when I said about the breakup, at first he looked shocked and glared at me, looking at me with a look of disbelief.

But strangely enough, he did not ask me why I was parting with him, after which he seemed to behave normally, but from the look in his eyes, I saw something different from Kenny, I did not dare to second-guess, sometimes my guess can be wrong.

As long as we enjoyed the dishes at the restaurant, Kenny barely spoke, whatever was on the man's mind, I didn't even try to start the conversation, because I feel like I've expressed my deepest feelings.

Kenny did not finish his meal, There was still leftovers on the plate, this was unusual, Kenny was the most abstinent to leave food, but tonight why did he eat not run out?

While I was, probably hungry or carrying a baby, I ate almost without rest, actually I was embarrassed too, so impressed like a starving person, when I was really hungry.

"You're done?" ask Kenny.

I nodded my head, then Kenny stood up and walked ahead of me towards the car park, again I followed him from behind.

He got in his car and I got in his car, and then Kenny drove the car out of the restaurant, his eyes looking straight ahead, but I could catch the look in his eyes that looked empty, what Kenny was thinking.

"Ken, I'm sorry, maybe I was wrong to have said that to you earlier, but to be honest Ken, now that I'm giving in, I'm no longer forcing the feelings that are inside here!" I said while pointing towards my chest.

"Why are you sorry? Do you really feel guilty, Is living with me a pressure on you?" kenny continued to look ahead.

"Ken, maybe you know how I feel a long time ago, but I realized that there are things that can't be forced, and I chose to retreat!" my spoken.

"Because you've found a sincere person? So that's how easy it is to use the word separation and backward?" ask Kenny again.

"What do you mean?" ask me back not to understand.

"Don't pretend! According to the police who observed Ms. Ira's house, Leo often came to Ms. Ira's house, what else would she do if not to meet you!" kenny Sihut.

"Ken! Don't accuse me!" my sergeant.

"I'm not accusing you, I'm talking according to the facts, right as long as you're gone, you're just communicating with Mom Ira and Leo! Why should Leo? Is it because she has now become a widower and you feel safe in her protection?" Lick Kenny.

"You're wrong Ken! Leo is not what you say it is!" my tukas.

"Well, you run away from me, you go out there to meet other men, on the grounds that you feel depressed with me, after which you make the decision to part with me, because you've realized that Leo is really in love with you, even long ago!" kenny.

I was stunned to hear the words from Kenny, not expecting him to think like that, when what he was thinking was wrong, Leo was not like that, Leo just helped me, let alone me, let alone me, Leo and Kenny were friends.

"Ken, why are you accusing me like that? Why do you only look at one side? Why don't you ask me why I left you?" I asked as I looked towards Kenny who was still driving with a straight forward gaze.

Kenny was silent not answering all my questions, but from his face kept something that I did not know what it was.

Honestly, I miss Kenny so much, since I left I haven't even hugged him, even though it feels like I want to, but the situation is not supportive, especially Kenny now still looks emotional, I don't know what caused him to be so emotional.

I know I was wrong, I left the house without his permission, but I'm sure, all my life I've made a big mistake only once, I've made a big mistake, and he should have known why I left home that day.

Did he not realize that his great love for Felly was still holding and looking at his picture, revealing its contents through a piece of paper, it did not hurt my heart? Is he not aware of that?

Well, maybe it's my decision, parting is the best way because we also seem difficult to unite.

Kenny stopped his car right in front of his house, unaware we had reached our destination, but to be honest I was not ready to go home, meet the children and also Dad, but why did Kenny take me home, did he not want to have a chat with me first, somewhere, or where.

"Why shut up? Comeondown! Have you forgotten where your husband is?" ask Kenny who has turned off his car engine and started opening the car door.

Inevitably I complied, I opened the car door and then got off Kenny's car, then walked towards the gate that had been opened by Mbok Sumi.

"Oh my God, Mother! Finally Early Mom came home too, thank God Mom, we're all here worrying about Mom!" mbok Sumi exclaimed who looked so happy with my arrival.

I just smiled as I tried to nod my head, then walked back inside the house, resigned to everything, even though I would be blamed by my father-in-law, anyway I have resigned.

I saw the atmosphere of the house was very quiet, it seemed like the children were asleep, Dad was also invisible, it seemed like Dad had also entered his room and fell asleep, I breathed a sigh of relief, I felt like I was, at least I didn't have to put words together to give a reason for my departure at that time.

"Din, get in the room!" Kenny said.

I then went into the bathroom in the room, washed my face, cleaned my body and changed my clothes, I was relieved also because in this room my clothes are still neatly arranged in my closet.

After that I began to sit on the edge of the bed, the silent witness of the bed in which I had made love with Kenny, resulting in the fetus now residing in my stomach.

Chequek!

The door opened from the outside, Kenny appeared to enter with a glass of milk in his hand, then he thrust the glass of milk at me.

"Drink, maybe as long as you go, you pay less attention to the nutritional intake for that baby!" Kenny said.

I nodded my head, after which I immediately drank the milk given by Kenny, for some reason there was a warm feeling in my heart, but I hurriedly brushed off the feeling, I no longer want to be deceived by my own feelings.

After I managed to finish the milk Kenny gave me, Kenny immediately took an empty glass, then put it on the table, the treatment was good to me, sometimes making me melt, and then put it on the table, but maybe his treatment didn't suit his heart, I knew he was kind to me a long time ago, but I never really had his heart.

"Now go to sleep, you must be very tired, pity your baby if his mother is tired he must also be tired!" Kenny said.

Again I just nodded my head without talking, Then I immediately lay down my body, Kenny followed next to me, at first I was a little surprised, even though before I left this house, before I left, Kenny chose to sleep outside instead of with me, but this time he slept one bed with me.

I felt awkward then turned my back on Kenny, I covered my entire body with a blanket, then I tried to close my eyes.

It seemed like Kenny had also been lying beside me, I heard his regular breathing voice, wanting to look back but I did not dare, I remained in my original position, turning my back on Kenny, looking back, later if he has slept well, then I dare to change position.

Trying to close my eyes and calm my mind apparently did not manage to make me sleep, I was still awake, not heard the snoring sound of Kenny, it seems that Kenny also can not sleep, because I know that Kenny's falling asleep is sure to hear his soft snoring, but it's not.

I don't know what time it is, but I still can't close my eyes, I pretend to be sleeping in front of Kenny so he thinks I'm asleep, I knew he wasn't sleeping.

Suddenly I felt something touching my waist, I tried to hold back the tingle, I knew it was Kenny's hand trying to hold me, if I refuse or avoid him, he knows that I haven't slept, but I want Kenny to think I'm actually sleeping, even though I'm just pretending.

I don't know if Kenny knew I wasn't asleep or if he thought I was asleep, but Kenny's hand was getting stronger on my waist, even I could feel my back neck being touched by her lips, my hair standing up straight away, I brushed for a moment, yet I tried to hold her back.

As a man, naturally Kenny has such a desire, especially since I left maybe Kenny is in need of release, I also try to surrender, because I also feel sorry for Kenny, too, even my body seemed to miss her, longing for her touch, as her every touch made my body comfortable, and I felt something that was difficult to express in words.

I could feel Kenny's roaring breath, it seemed like he could no longer hold back his desire, he continued to kiss me on the nape of my back, even his hands were getting tighter and tighter, even though from behind I could enjoy it.

But suddenly there was a feeling of sadness in my heart, maybe biologically Kenny needed, but it might be possible that he thought that I was Felly, I just resigned, I just let go, maybe this was his last touch before Kenny and I actually parted ways.

Unknowingly Kenny continued to strip me of my clothes, strangely my body responded and I let him do it, until I was completely innocent, my eyes were still closed, I did not dare to open my eyes, I was still pretending to be asleep, I was still pretending to be asleep, prestige also if I suddenly open my eyes, I am also ashamed because even though I told her divorce, but I still want it.

Surprisingly Kenny also spoke nothing, he played with his body language without sound, and without words, even he peppered my whole body with his warm lips, accompanied by soft touches of his fingers that make my hair more goosebumps.

When the kiss reached my chest, I almost held my breath, because Kenny gently kissed my chest even********, making me drift in the pleasure of Kenny's touch, the unconscious made everything stiffen, let alone I was pregnant, my chest was getting denser and fuller, and Kenny was getting more and more excited.

He still continued to enjoy my chest without a word, just the sound of sophistication and a little bit****** from his mouth, I wanted to make a sound trying to hold it in, you know, in order not to cause a voice that embarrassed me, I tried to hold back all the pleasure that Kenny gave me tonight.

Until finally, after she was satisfied to fondle me, she began to strip off her own clothes, I could feel there was a warm object that looked very hard and tense that touched my thigh.

I still closed my eyes, pretending to sleep soundly, And I felt everything, felt the pleasure that Kenny gave me, even now that Kenny's fingers have touched my private area, he started playing around there which made me feel like I couldn't take it anymore.

Actually I was embarrassed too, because it turned out that my sensitive part was already very wet, Kenny continued to play his finger there which made me want to not let out a moan.

"Don't say anything, Enjoy it!" kenny said.

It seems like Kenny knows that if I no longer sleep, I'm already embarrassed just to bite my lips, there's no way that in this atmosphere I'll just pull it off, anyway, right now I'm at the peak of my enjoyment with Kenny, and I hope that this will continue to the end.

Kenny's fingers continued to play in my sensitive area so that I could not stand it anymore and I had reached the peak of pleasure, that's when Kenny began to kiss my lips, give me pleasure that shows as if only he was mine.

Maybe Physically she is mine, because she is still my Husband, again I remember her heart, her heart that often remembers Felly, but tonight I tried to put those thoughts aside, she said, I want to enjoy it with Kenny, let's just say it's the last pleasure I've had with Kenny, before he and I were actually divorced.

Until I felt something big and hard go into my body, I did not feel any pain at all, because my sensitive area was already very wet, I who had reached the top again felt the pleasures, so I unconsciously embraced Kenny's body tightly enjoying each game.

We do so without sound, only with *************** and small moans, that too I endeavour to withhold it, because I'm honestly embarrassed to get caught by Kenny I really enjoyed the game, let alone that we just had a big problem, let alone that he knew my decision to part with him.

No matter how long we made love tonight, we enjoyed each other so much that Kenny finally released his warm seeds back in my womb, my feelings warmed up instantly.

Somehow there is a little happiness, it doesn't feel like it's the last one, and I hope it will be a wonderful memory that I won't forget for a lifetime

After Kenny released, he seemed to droop next to me, I opened my eyes now I see him closed with breath gasping, his body still plain without a thread, it looks like Kenny looks tired, he closed his eyes and fell asleep.

I'm sure that Kenny's really asleep, because now the soft snoring sounds are starting to sound.

Slowly I covered Kenny's body, Pity that he did not get his ration as long as I left, I went back to lie next to him, it was happy to make him satisfied like that, but suddenly my heart became sad, because maybe I will no longer be able to enjoy like tonight.

Connect ....

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