Reaching the Heart of the Widower

Go Home to Old Man's

This afternoon I packed up some of my stuff, I was going to my parents' house, to calm my mind for a moment.

Kenny was having a reunion at his college friends at a restaurant.

He went alone without taking me. I understand his attitude, he is not ready to introduce me as his wife.

He said all his friends came alone, so he didn't take me.

I haven't been with Kenny to school since I saw Kenny take Mona to a meeting without asking another teacher.

I don't want my heart to be sad. I'm also not asking about Mona anymore, let me keep this feeling for myself.

"I want to play to the house of Father and Mother, kangen because it has not met for a long time!" my pamit to Dad.

"You're not having a problem with Kenny, are you?" ask Dad.

"No Dad, I'm just missing you and Mom, maybe I'll stay there too!" my answer.

"Well, have you been alone with your husband?" ask Dad again.

I fell silent, I didn't tell Kenny that I wanted to go to my parents' house, on purpose, if I said he wouldn't let me, let alone go alone.

"Kenny's at Dad's reunion, I'll try to call him on his phone!" sahutku.

"Let Daddy take you away!" said Father.

"Don't Dad, I'm ordering a taxi online, I'm taking a taxi!" my word.

"Well then, you be careful Din!" said Dad finally.

I turned to baby Al who is now in the sling of Mbok Sumi.

"Saying mom, kid, don't be naughty if there's no mom!" I said kissing baby Al's cheek.

Suddenly there was a feeling of sadness that surrounded me.

How could I leave Kenny's kids? But I couldn't go back, the cab I ordered was even waiting at the gate.

Then I put my foot in the gate of the house.

"Mother's Early!" call Icha who is suddenly standing behind me, I turn my head.

"Iya Cha, I'm going briefly Cha, to Mom's parents' house!" my word.

"Why didn't Mom take Papi?" ask Icha.

"The fire is busy outside Cha, after all, you won't be around long either!" say me.

"Bi Dini promise yes hurry back!" said Icha.

I smiled and nodded my head.

I got into the taxi waiting for me.

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Mom was surprised to see me coming home in a taxi. He immediately led me into the house.

"Lho, how is Din alone?" ask Mother.

"Kenny is having business, Mom, I'm alone, I miss Mom and Dad!" I hugged my mother.

"You're not having a problem, are you Din with Kenny?" whispered Mother.

I shook my head. But somehow my tears immediately fell, it seems like I know the state of my heart, the instinct of a mother is never wrong.

"What are you doing, son?" Mom led me to sit on the sofa in her living room.

"Come on Ma'am, I don't have a problem with Kenny, Kenny is good, even very good, even if he never treats me badly!" my spoken.

"Why are you crying then? Or maybe you didn't go here and not tell Kenny? The wife must say goodbye to her husband even though she went to her parents' house!" say Mother.

"I'm sorry Mom, for now I need to calm my mind, I don't know what's going on with my heart!" reveal me.

"Hmm, have you rested there in your room! I'll cook for a minute!" said Mother.

I threw my body in my bed, I haven't slept in this bed in a long time since I got married to Kenny.

I turned my body left and right, but my eyes were hard to shut, Kenny's shadow seemed to follow me wherever I went.

By late afternoon, I was eating with my father and mother at the dinner table.

"Din, after this you drive home!" father Said.

"No, sir, I'm staying here!" my sergeant.

"Did your husband let you?" ask the Father again.

I'm silent not to give any answers let alone allow, I just say not yet if I go to the house of father and mother.

Ting Tong's ...

The sound of the house bell ringing. Mom immediately went to the door and opened it.

Before long I'm back with, Kenny.

"Eh Kenny, you just want to drive Dini home, you've come, let's eat son, today mom cook a lot!"

I was stunned to see Kenny coming, why did he catch up with me? Right now she was sitting next to me, my mother enthusiastically fetching food for her.

"Let's eat a lot of Ken, now I see you're getting fat!" said mother.

"Yes ma'am, thank you!" kenny said.

We ate together and didn't talk much, and after we finished eating, Kenny had a chat with him, there was no sign he was going to take me home.

I walked up to them and offered two glasses of warm tea to Kenny and Dad.

Until the evening, I ventured to ask Kenny.

"You're going to pick me up Ken's?" my many.

"No, I want to stay at my in-laws' house!" Kenny said.

I'm stunned, Kenny wants to stay here?

"Father happy you guys are staying here, this house is going to be crowded!" timpal.

Kenny finally slept in my room tonight.

He doesn't talk much, I really want to talk but I'm holding him back.

Kenny looked tired lying on my bed.

I approached her, giving her a blanket.

"I'm sorry Ken!" I said, because I don't know what to say either.

"Why should you apologize?" ask Kenny.

"I left without your permission!" my spoken.

"Din, I'm sorry, I was wrong, making you feel upset and restless!" kenny suddenly said.

"I'm wrong, I have no right to rule you, to restrain you or to forbid everything you do!" I said with eyes that began to shed tears.

Suddenly Kenny hugged me very tightly.

"You're free to restrain me, to ban or rule my every life, because you're my wife, if you don't like me to walk with Mona, you're banning me, if you don't like me not taking another teacher, you just rebuke me, you deserve Din, because you're my wife!" kenny said with a trembling voice.

I drowned my face in Kenny's field chest.

"Kenny, I'm sorry, I'm afraid you can never love me, I'm afraid of losing your love, even if your body is with me!" my spoken.

Kenny was silent without much further talking, but his hand opened my entire outfit, and he began to gently kiss me all over my body.

"There's no way I'd do this if in my heart there's no love for you!" kenny said as he continued to kiss my body until I brushed for a moment.

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