Reaching the Heart of the Widower

A Sincerity

That morning, a tinge of sunlight entered through the opening of this room, I woke up from my sleep.

I opened the window blinds and the balcony of this room, warm and fresh air on my face.

The morning sun seemed to greet my face with its warm rays.

I stepped back inside, and I saw that Kenny was still soundly asleep.

I dare not wake her, let it be.

Kenny is now my husband, yes, he is my husband, I am married to him.

However, he and I were not like a husband and wife in general, he missed our first night, I was not in touch at all.

Am I sad and disappointed? Humanly yes, but my great love for her can cover all that.

I went into the bathroom, I splashed my body with cold water, to keep my body fresh and cold.

When I finished, I got dressed in the bathroom, I deliberately did not change clothes outside, Kenny would not be interested in seeing my body.

I understand Kenny's attitude like that, it's okay, my love is able to cover it all.

Gts ... Gts ... Tok

The sound of the knocking of my room broke my daydream, rushing me to walk towards the door, Mbok Sumi was already standing at the door with our breakfast on a tray.

"Good morning ma'am, it's breakfast in the morning, please!" mbok Sumi said while thrusting the large tray.

"Thank you Mbok, next time do not bother to bring breakfast to the top, let me prepare for my husband!" I said while taking the tray out of his hand.

"It's okay, ma'am, the newlyweds, must have been sneaky last night doing activities!" seductive Mbok Sumi glanced at Kenny who was still asleep.

I just smiled in response. Let others assume we do anything, but for sure, I am still a virgin.

Yes, I was a virgin when I was a wife.

"Icha leaving Mbok's school?" my many.

"Had Ma'am, was in the same way Nur, Dedek Al again in the same guard Pak Banu!" mbok Sumi replied.

"Well, ma'am, I'll go down and get a grandpa, thanks for breakfast, I'll take care of Kenny first!" my word.

I went back into the room after Mbok Sumi left, I saw Kenny starting to open his eyes.

I put a tray on the table, then I approached Kenny and sat down on the side of the bed, Kenny who probably felt bad got up straight from his lying position.

"Good morning Ken!" I said with a smile.

"For Din, sorry, I'm bad luck!" answer Kenny.

"It's okay Ken, maybe last night you were tired of the day's event yesterday, this was Mbok Sumi bring breakfast, eat!" bargained.

"Thank you Din, I'll have breakfast, I'm not hungry yet, I'll take a shower!" Kenny said.

"Somewhere Ken!"

I rushed to Kenny's closet, got him a new towel. Then I turned on the hot water tap in the bath, prepared the soap and all Kenny needed, I did it lovingly.

"This is Ken's towel, the warm water is ready!" my word.

Kenny took the towel out of my hand, he looked awkward at me, not even his eyes were directed at me.

"Thank you Din, you shouldn't have to bother like this" Kenny said.

"Repots? Naturally a wife prepares all the needs of her husband, I do not feel bothered!" my word.

"I'm Sorry Din ... Last night I ..." Kenny stopped his words.

"Here Ken, I understand your condition, it's okay, I'm sincere!" my spoken.

I actually wanted to cry, but as much as I could bear, I didn't want to make Kenny feel more guilty.

"Din .. Give me time!" he added.

I nodded my head, after which Kenny just went into the bathroom.

That's when I just started to shed my tears. There is pain in the deepest corner of my heart.

But I sat there waiting for him, waiting for my husband to take a shower and get dressed.

Shortly after she finished taking a bath, I was surprised that she was only wearing a towel wrapped around her waist, I just realized I forgot to prepare her clothes, I just gave her the towel earlier.

He stood in front of his closet to pick up clothes. After that, he went back into the bathroom.

At first glance I saw his body, the chest of the field that was grown with fine feathers that had shaken my heart, his tall and athletic body, although now looks a bit thin, making me back rustling.

It felt like I wanted to run around hugging that body, enjoying its masculine scent, yet I could only bite my lips, restraining any jarring taste in my soul.

Kenny is mine now, but his heart is not for me, I have to be patient, as long as I can serve and take care of his every need, it makes me quite happy.

After Kenny was fully dressed, he immediately sat down in the front seat of the room table.

"Let's have Din's breakfast, I want to play with Dedek Al" said Kenny, who immediately began eating his food.

I sat next to him. I slowly started eating too, even though my stomach was not hungry at all.

After breakfast, we went downstairs.

Baby Al is still lying in her baby box. Kenny picked up his son. Kenny gently kissed her two-month-old baby.

"What a handsome papi boy, has he been drinking milk yet? Would you like Papi to make some milk?" Kenny talks to the baby.

My heart warms to see Kenny's treatment of his tiny baby, Kenny is loving little children, Icha used to be conquered by Kenny's tenderness.

Kenny then started holding the baby, he held her and occasionally held her and kissed her.

"But will not leave Al, Al Papi's favorite son, big quick huh Son!" kenny said.

Baby Aldio seems comfortable in Kenny's arms, ah, Kenny is fatherly, anyone in his arms must feel comfortable.

I used to feel that too, when I was Kenny's status lover, it was always comfortable that I hugged him.

Now, I really want to hug that body, very, very even.

I bite my lips to hold this taste.

Slowly I approached Kenny and Baby Al, intending to hoard, because however, now my status is Kenny's wife, mother of Aldio Wijaya, Kenny's son.

"Dedek Al is playing Papi? Yuk gendong yuk, we take a walk in Yuk Park!" take me while thrusting my hand towards Baby Al.

"Din, let Al be with me, you can go back or do something else!" Kenny said.

Instantly my chest was also tight, like in a sack of rice.

Even Kenny didn't want me to join him.

Am I really a wife? I am sincere and sincere in serving him and taking care of his family.

But this is why there is pain in my heart.

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