Reaching the Heart of the Widower
Check In to the Doctor
After the school business was over, I was immediately taken by Kenny to the Doctor. Icha while entrusted by Mbak Nur who will pick him up.
All the way to the Doctor we were silent, busy with our thoughts, no matter what Kenny was thinking.
"Ken, actually .. I'm also late for the moon!" I opened the conversation.
"Maybe you're actually pregnant, Din, I'll have another child!" kenny Sihut.
"But Ken, Baby Al is too small to have a sister!" my sergeant.
"It's okay, that means I'm a tough stud, right?!" kenny chuckled.
I silently heard her laugh, Kenny seemed to enjoy accepting the fact that I was actually pregnant.
In my heart I was also happy, I was finally able to conceive Kenny's child, Kenny's seed.
All this time it's just been a dream, wanting to have a child from Kenny.
Shortly after, we arrived at the Obstetrician.
Because there were not many patients that afternoon, we did not queue, we went straight into the Doctor's office.
Immediately lying on the patient's bed, the doctor immediately examined my flat stomach with a device called USG.
"Well, congratulations sir, your wife is positively pregnant, but she is very close to her sister!" the doctor said as he glanced at Baby Al who was in Kenny's sling.
"He's from another mother Doc!" kenny Sihut.
The doctor looked confused while frowning.
"The age of this pregnancy is only about 7 weeks, please take care of the womb yes, because this is still vulnerable, only the first trimester!" obviously Doctor.
"Yes Doc!" sahutku brief.
"I will give you a prescription vitamin and fetal booster, slowly if you have sex, because this is still very small!" the doctor warned.
I'm embarrassed, why should the doctor talk about it. If Kenny wants to, how can I refuse him.
"But it doesn't matter if we do it often?" ask Kenny.
I'm ashamed to hear Kenny's question. So ridiculous. Even the doctor shook his head.
All the way home Kenny didn't stop holding my hand, it looked like he was happy to hear about my pregnancy.
I feel very happy, happy because I am pregnant with the person I love.
Soon I will have a child from Kenny, a child who has only been in my shadow.
Now that dream seems real, Kenny himself made those dreams come true.
"Why are you quiet Din?" kenny asked suddenly broke my daydream.
"Ah no Ken, I'm just confused, how can I take care of two babies at once!" sahutku.
"You don't have to be confused Din, I'll find a baby sitter to help you!" Kenny said.
"Eh, no Ken, I want to take care of the kids myself, what happens if they're closer to the baby sitter than I am?" my many.
"Yes, I'll help you take care of the kids!" kenny said.
"Thank you Ken!" my word.
"Thanks for what?" ask Kenny.
"For the opportunity you gave me, I became the perfect woman!" my spoken.
Kenny smiled at me, he did not answer the statement that just said from my mouth.
Before we got home we stopped by a restaurant, because from the morning my stomach could not fill the food.
"You choose the menu you like Din, you have to eat a lot, so that the mother and baby are healthy!" kenny said while handing out a menu book.
I read menu books, a lot of delicious and appetizing food, but can I afford to eat it? From then on I was so nauseous to smell something.
"I'm still nauseous Ken, I I just want some mango juice!" I said.
"No, you gotta eat something first and drink mango juice!" sergeant Kenny.
"But I'm nauseous Ken, smelling the smell of food makes me want to vomit!" kilahku.
"It's okay to throw up, but you have to keep eating!" Kenny said.
"Okay, I want to eat meatballs!" sahutku.
"Bakso? All right, if you can only eat that, you choose the meatball menu, I'll go with your choice!" kenny Sihut.
Finally I ordered two servings of meatballs and two glasses of mango juice.
It turned out that I was able to spend a bowl of meatballs and a glass of mango juice.
"You hungry Din?" kenny asked while shaking his head.
"Hehe yes Ken, I'm hungry too, if this menu I'm not too nauseous!" sahutku.
"Later when it's over, we go to the supermarket, buy pregnant milk, so that the baby is healthy!" kenny said.
Suddenly my heart warms. Kenny turned out to be attentive to me and my baby, too.
After we finished eating, Kenny took me to a supermarket.
He walked straight to the milk booth, I showed me a variety of pregnant milk with different flavors.
"Try to choose Din, what do you like? There are anti-nausea as well!" Kenny said.
I then chose a few flavors. Kenny bought it in large quantities.
After paying for everything. We immediately went home, surely Icha and the others were waiting for our arrival.
After I got home, I who was so tired immediately laid my body on my bed.
Kenny was still downstairs, it seemed that he was chatting with Dad.
I slept facing the side, when accidentally my hand reached under Kenny's pillow.
I felt my hand touch something, after I touched it and I held it, it turned out to be a small picture frame, a photo of Felly.
Suddenly my chest tightened, Kenny still secretly held a deep longing for Felly.
Maybe while I was sleeping, Kenny quietly looked at Felly's photo.
No, I don't want to think negatively, it's natural that Kenny misses his ex-wife, why should I be jealous again, Kenny also never hurt my heart, he always treats me very well.
Behind the picture frame it turns out that something fell out, a little paper fell on the mattress, I picked up the paper and I read it slowly, Kenny wrote something on the paper.
'Felly darling, I'm sorry that until now I have not been able to forget you, I have tried in various ways, but your shadow seems to never be lost from my memory, now even though I have married Dini, but in my heart only your name is stored, even though I have been so hard trying to learn to love Dini ...
Honey, I miss you so much, I somehow have to live every day of my life without you by my side,
Early good, he loved me so much, even his whole life he offered me, everything that was on him, even his virginity, I was deeply moved, but .. I could not love him as much as he loved me ...
My tears fell as I read the paper.
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