Prison of Love

Can't Wait

#31

At least Hengky was right. She didn't let me be lonely or feel so lost to Shinta. His presence has helped me so much to recover my pain and disappointment.

I don't even seem to be allowed to rest during the day even on holidays.

He was busy taking me to various places and kept non-stop talking to me about various things. Looks like he's trying really hard to get me to take my mind off last month's events.

A month that feels very long. Passing day by day with a sigh or cry every night.

It's been almost a month Shinta absent from college. I heard from Andy, Fahri's legal process is going well, as desired by Shinta's father.

I should be happy, right? Shinta gets justice.

But why does it feel so painful?

Shinta is not purely a victim, he is the one who lured Fahri to do the persecution.

But I'm pure as a victim. I am a victim of slander and envy.

He's not losing anything.

What he didn't get from the beginning wasn't for him.

But me? I lost something very valuable.

Something that made me feel that I was a complete woman, a flawless woman.

Since a month from our last meeting, we have not been in touch at all.

Several times I have even typed long words of swear and swear to him, but I re-read, then I delete.

Again, emotions will not solve everything. He will be more happy to see me slumped or cry wailing.

Should I come to her house?

Can I calmly face her without emotion, without tears?

“Nayaaa....!!!” Someone shouted my name.

I suddenly realized, “Eh, yes?”

“Ya canuun.. from earlier called...! Think what the hell? Inii loooh Hengky here.. not anywhere..”.

Hengky who was chatting with her friends immediately turned her head towards me.

He tilted his head and smiled at me.

His smile seemed to say, ‘You think what else siih..’

I returned a short smile. My mind is not focused on him right now.

As usual, Hengky was very good at reading my thoughts.

Quickly he approached and held my shoulder, “You all right, Honey?”

"Y....!! BUBAAR IS YOKK BUBAARR....!!”

Alfian shouted in annoyance while pretending to slam books.

The mood of the class suddenly boomed by laughter. Some whistled seductively, some just smiled condescendingly.

Hengky turned his head towards Alfian with a laugh, “Makanyaaa looking for pacaarr!”

"Where if I was the same Naya Trus you're looking for again, Ky?” Alfian grinned, He raised his eyebrows several times.

“Naya, you want Alfian, honey?”

Ah, what's coming home from my college to Shinta's house?

“Sayang?”

“Woyyy laaahh... It's Naya mauuu same meu but scared of kamuuu..!”

"Darling? You heard me talking, right?!"

Ah, naw. I can't wait any longer. I have to go there now.

I grabbed the bag and ran out of class. Making Alfian more and more free to tease Hengky and leave Hengky who without me realizing it restrains emotions.

I don't give a shit.

I can die of curiosity if I don't see Shinta right now.

Hengky's business I can take care of later.