Prison of Love
I want you to stop
#10
I just have a normal fever.
The doctor said I was exhausted and the energy I put out was not worth the energy coming in.
I was busy with a lot of college work. Not to mention the preparation to KKN that drains time and energy. Apparently I lack the right to rest and eat on time for my body.
That morning, after Hengky came home for a short bath, he returned to Kosan with breakfast. Shinta who that morning also came straight after reading a text message from me glared at Hengky's presence.
But because of seeing me who was sick, Shinta did not prolong the problem. He only said that he would take me to the doctor.
When I asked, what about the reception Cousin there, Hengky replied lightly, saying,
"You're more important than him..”.
Shinta who was drinking almost choked upon hearing Hengky's reply.
Looking at me who was smiling instead of nagging made him sigh long, there was no way a person as smart as himself could not understand the situation he was in between us.
And at this time, after Shinta came home, Hengky returned to accompany me in Kosan.
Like last night, he was in his car, while I was in the room.
Feelings raging in my mind.
Will I continue to let Hengky in this kind of relationship?
Or should I go forward to return his hand?
Feelings of doubt rule over self.
The shadow of the violence Andy had committed haunted me.
I was traumatized to start a relationship again. Hengky only knew what Andy said was slander.
Will he still treat me the same after knowing the truth?
“Naya...”.
I was shocked by the sound of knocking on the door.
I haven't opened my headscarf yet.
I was just in case Hengky suddenly looked up at the window of the room, although I was sure he wouldn't act that way but the trauma made me more alert.
"Where are you now? Is it better?” Ask Hengky after I open the door.
“Alhamdulillah.. has been better..” I tried to smile.
Hengky breathed a sigh of relief. He returned my smile, “You are sick again gini aja still pretty ya, Nay..”.
“Not to fight. Who will be beautiful if you haven't had a shower since this morning.”.
“Eh, this morning you didn't shower?”
I'm shaking.
“Kok no look if you haven't taken a shower?”
I laughed softly. I know he's kidding. Only a madman would say I'm still beautiful at a time like this. Or is he crazy enough to like me for years like this?
"Mm... about that time you said to me...”.
"I don't mean you, Naya. I know you're still traumatized. Don't be forced, I can still wait a little longer.”.
Hengky cut my sentence. He seemed to mean it with his words.
"But I don't want you to wait any longer.”.
“You want me to stop?”
“Ya.”
Hengky bowed then sighed, “I already knew it would finally be like this..”.
“Sorry me yes..”
Hengky.
He took a deep breath and raised his head, tried to smile, “Sorry for what? You are not wrong..”.
“Sorry because it took me almost three years to feel your feelings..”.
“Iyaa...gak papa...” Hengky replied slowly, but suddenly his eyes suddenly rounded and laughed in disbelief, “Eh, what? What was that you said?”
It seems that the brain and the senses of the listener are currently not working properly.
“I want to be your girlfriend”
"What's? I can't hear your voice, Nayaa.”.
Hengky smiled widely, he glanced at me while playing his eyes, teasing me.
“I unplug again yaa my words earlier?”
“Eh, don't doongg..!”
Hengky stared at my hand, giving me a code on whether he could hold my hand, I nodded with a smile.
“Thank you kasiih, dear..” he said shyly while holding my hand.
I laughed when I saw his red face. His face was completely unable to cooperate if dealing with his heart.
“But if you want to date me...”.
“No kiss, No hug, right??” Hengky cut my sentence quickly.
I laughed then stroked her hair, “Smart kid.”.
"AAaac....” Hengky's body squeezed, “I melted, Nayaaa...”.
In a hurry I held his hand and reduced my body down, he turned his head and rounded his narrowed eyes, “Why?”
“We melt together..”
Hengky's face turned red.
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